Denied Love - Part 2
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A/N- Sorry it took me so long, my comp. got busted so i just now got to out this up. Hope you like it!
Disclaimer: I 'fink i forgot to add this in the first chapter, oh well, i dont own OLS, unfortunatley. Ok, go read now! ^_~
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Chapter Two- Confessions
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(Aisha's POV)
I slid into the room where everyone was lounging around, still giggling at whatever remark Gene had made, even Jim was laughing slightly, but everyone turned and stared at me, even Suzuka looked up from her cup of tea. I stood there looking at them all, panting slightly, I leaned against the wall and grinned. "Hey uh.. listen, you guys wanna go do some Kaoraoke?! Ya' know, down at that one bar?" Gene grinned slightly, Jim seemed to think it was an OK idea, afterall, it would be just for fun, and no one would be getting drunk. Melfina's eyes lit up and Suzu merely nodded while taking a sip of her tea. Gene stood up, facing me. "Well Aisha, seems as though you DO have some good idea's every now and then!" I nodded slightly and cleared my throat, I could feel myself blushing slightly. "Well of course i do! Now lets go, eh?!" Everyone stood up and followed me out through the hatch and crossed the bridge. There was no need to get a car, the bar was just down the street, so we all walked, it was dark out, but not so much that you couldnt see what you were doing. I grinned to myself. 'Heheh, great idea, this way, i'll sing to Gene, and that's how I'll tell him.. he's gotta feel the same way i do, he's just gotta!' 15 minutes had passed and i was starting to get anxious.. 'What song should i sing?! Ack... i need to know, i wanna be the first of all of us to sing.. or, atleast i wanna sing before Mel does... if she even sings at all...' I blinked, realizing we were there, and followed everyone into the small bar. We all found seats close to the stage, where someone was already singing. I sat, perching my head on my hand and thought for a while. Gene was talking to Jim about something, and Mel was sitting next to Suzu. 'Well... hmm... oh... heheh... i know what song i'll do...' I stood up and glanced around, then i walked towards a small room, apparently the place for setting up which songs to do, and to tell the announcer dude what your doing, and anything else you might want him to say. I went in, there were two other men who were talking to themselves quietly, but they both went quiet when they noticed me. The taller one came up to me. "Ah, miss, you must want us to set up a little kaoroake for you, eh?" I nodded, he was quite handsome, in fact, both of them were. He grinned. "Yes well, what's your name, and what song will you be doing??" I cleared my throat, trying to look as casual as possible. " My name's Aisha Clan Clan, and i'll be doing One in a Million, you guys have that one?" The second man, about my height nodded. "Yup, we got that one alright.." I nodded again. "Ok good, and, i was wondering if you could announce something before i started..I was wondering if you could maybe just say, that, this song is dedicated to Gene Starwind...?" I bit my bottom lip, i couldnt believe i was doing this. The taller one, apparently the announcer smiled. "Sure we can...Aisha was it? So, this Gene Starwind, you guys, uh, you guys goin out or something?" I shook my head. "No, but i hope to do so soon enough..." I grinned and so did both of them. The second one, probably the DJ poked around some records. "Ok well, Aisha, you'll be going on in about 5 minutes, that alright with you?" I nodded. "Thats great! Thanks!" They both nodded back to me and i left the small room, i figured i really didnt need to dress up or anything, so i went backstage and just went over the lyrics, i didnt want to have to look at the TV that flashed all the lyrics across it, i wanted to watch Gene the whole time... to see his reaction. I sighed to myself as i heard the announcer's voice ring out across the room. "Alright people, next up, Miss Aisha Clan Clan, who will be singing One in a Million, by Aaliyah, oh, and she says that this song is dedicated to.. Gene Starwind!" I could hear people clapping and once i stepped out and up to the microphone people around me started clapping more, except for Jim, Suzu, Mel, and Gene, they were all very quiet, kind of just, staring at me. I felt myself blushing again, but then i heard the music start to produce from the speakers. I sighed to myself and took a breath, waiting for my part to start. 'Love ya babe' kept repeating itself and i used not my...ordinary voice, but, my special one, the one i used to sing, it was actually a very pretty voice, atleast, i thought it was.
Baby you dont know, what you do to me,
between me and you, i feel a chemistry,
I dont want no one, come and take your place,
'cause the love you give, it cant be replaced
see no one else let me, you could do
thats why i want to spend my life wit'chu
i wanna please you, in any way i can,
i want you in my world, dont you understand?
I had my eyes closed when i sang that, and i opened them to notice, everyone in the room watching me, some smiling, some just..watching. Jim and Suzu were smiling, but...but Gene and Mel... they were sitting next to each other, Gene was just..watching me, and he looked, almost... mad at me.. and Mel was whispering something to him. My heart sank, but i sang on.
Your love is one in a million,
it goes on and on and on,
you give me a really good feeling,
all day long,
Your love is one a million,
it goes on and on and on
You give me a really good feeling,
all day long.
By now, Gene had turned to face Mel, and was speaking to her, glancing back at me every now and then, i closed my eyes again.
Turn me inside out,
let my heart speak,
need no one else, you are all i need,
personality, and everything you do
makes me love you everything 'bout you,
your smile, your style is so fly,
I cant deny,
I gotta crush on you and that is true indeed,
and im diggin you,
you make me believe that..
I opened my eyes again, Gene was still talking to Mel quietly, but his eyes were staring so intently at her, it hurt to watch him, Jim was smiling warmly, watching me, which made me feel a bit better...
Your love, is one in a million,
it goes on and on and on
You give me a really good feeling,
all day long
Your love is one in a million,
it goes on and on and on,
you give me a really good feeling,
all day long.
I wasnt blushing anymore, i wondered what he was saying to her, i wanted to know so bad... Unfortunatley, the DJ had cut the song short, so the music faded out, i sighed and closed my eyes as the crowd around me erupted into clapping, Gene glanced back at me, and i glanced to him, i needed to know what he was telling Melfina... I noticed Mel, giving me a real dirty look.. but, what happened next, took me by total surprise. The announcer came up and started talking to the crowd, but i just watched Gene and Mel the whole time.. "Wow! I think this was the best performance we've had all night, eh?" The crowd started clapping again, but i didnt pay attention to it. Gene turned to Melfina and pulled her close to him, my heart was pounding as i watched. He..he kissed her..and it looked deep too. The moment i saw it, i felt a stabbing pain in my stomach and the crowd's applause seemed to die down. Jim looked confused, but, when he turned and saw Gene..and..and her... a look of concern came over his face. He got up and i think he was about to come up to me, but, i couldnt take it.. and so i did what came to my mind first, i ran. I ran out of the bar as fast as i could, tears running down my cheeks now, i couldnt hold it back any longer. I could hear someone chasing after me but i didnt care who it was. I wiped the tears off my face as i ran, Gene and Melfina...kissing.. i couldnt believe it... the image...of them.. kept flashing in my mind's eye. "Aisha!! Aisha stop! please!!" I shook my head, i knew it was Jim who was chasing after me now, i could tell by his voice. I sighed and slowed to a walk, i had made it to a small river, i supposed it was maybe a block away from the bar, and i was satisfied with that distance. Jim caught up to me, and, panting, he grabbed my arm, so i stopped walking.
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A/N - o.O Gene is such a meanie, isnt he?! yes well, more chapters to come! This one was prolly real stupid, but eh, every story has atleast ONE flaw, right??? ..........right? ah, oh well.. RnR please!
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A/N- Sorry it took me so long, my comp. got busted so i just now got to out this up. Hope you like it!
Disclaimer: I 'fink i forgot to add this in the first chapter, oh well, i dont own OLS, unfortunatley. Ok, go read now! ^_~
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Chapter Two- Confessions
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(Aisha's POV)
I slid into the room where everyone was lounging around, still giggling at whatever remark Gene had made, even Jim was laughing slightly, but everyone turned and stared at me, even Suzuka looked up from her cup of tea. I stood there looking at them all, panting slightly, I leaned against the wall and grinned. "Hey uh.. listen, you guys wanna go do some Kaoraoke?! Ya' know, down at that one bar?" Gene grinned slightly, Jim seemed to think it was an OK idea, afterall, it would be just for fun, and no one would be getting drunk. Melfina's eyes lit up and Suzu merely nodded while taking a sip of her tea. Gene stood up, facing me. "Well Aisha, seems as though you DO have some good idea's every now and then!" I nodded slightly and cleared my throat, I could feel myself blushing slightly. "Well of course i do! Now lets go, eh?!" Everyone stood up and followed me out through the hatch and crossed the bridge. There was no need to get a car, the bar was just down the street, so we all walked, it was dark out, but not so much that you couldnt see what you were doing. I grinned to myself. 'Heheh, great idea, this way, i'll sing to Gene, and that's how I'll tell him.. he's gotta feel the same way i do, he's just gotta!' 15 minutes had passed and i was starting to get anxious.. 'What song should i sing?! Ack... i need to know, i wanna be the first of all of us to sing.. or, atleast i wanna sing before Mel does... if she even sings at all...' I blinked, realizing we were there, and followed everyone into the small bar. We all found seats close to the stage, where someone was already singing. I sat, perching my head on my hand and thought for a while. Gene was talking to Jim about something, and Mel was sitting next to Suzu. 'Well... hmm... oh... heheh... i know what song i'll do...' I stood up and glanced around, then i walked towards a small room, apparently the place for setting up which songs to do, and to tell the announcer dude what your doing, and anything else you might want him to say. I went in, there were two other men who were talking to themselves quietly, but they both went quiet when they noticed me. The taller one came up to me. "Ah, miss, you must want us to set up a little kaoroake for you, eh?" I nodded, he was quite handsome, in fact, both of them were. He grinned. "Yes well, what's your name, and what song will you be doing??" I cleared my throat, trying to look as casual as possible. " My name's Aisha Clan Clan, and i'll be doing One in a Million, you guys have that one?" The second man, about my height nodded. "Yup, we got that one alright.." I nodded again. "Ok good, and, i was wondering if you could announce something before i started..I was wondering if you could maybe just say, that, this song is dedicated to Gene Starwind...?" I bit my bottom lip, i couldnt believe i was doing this. The taller one, apparently the announcer smiled. "Sure we can...Aisha was it? So, this Gene Starwind, you guys, uh, you guys goin out or something?" I shook my head. "No, but i hope to do so soon enough..." I grinned and so did both of them. The second one, probably the DJ poked around some records. "Ok well, Aisha, you'll be going on in about 5 minutes, that alright with you?" I nodded. "Thats great! Thanks!" They both nodded back to me and i left the small room, i figured i really didnt need to dress up or anything, so i went backstage and just went over the lyrics, i didnt want to have to look at the TV that flashed all the lyrics across it, i wanted to watch Gene the whole time... to see his reaction. I sighed to myself as i heard the announcer's voice ring out across the room. "Alright people, next up, Miss Aisha Clan Clan, who will be singing One in a Million, by Aaliyah, oh, and she says that this song is dedicated to.. Gene Starwind!" I could hear people clapping and once i stepped out and up to the microphone people around me started clapping more, except for Jim, Suzu, Mel, and Gene, they were all very quiet, kind of just, staring at me. I felt myself blushing again, but then i heard the music start to produce from the speakers. I sighed to myself and took a breath, waiting for my part to start. 'Love ya babe' kept repeating itself and i used not my...ordinary voice, but, my special one, the one i used to sing, it was actually a very pretty voice, atleast, i thought it was.
Baby you dont know, what you do to me,
between me and you, i feel a chemistry,
I dont want no one, come and take your place,
'cause the love you give, it cant be replaced
see no one else let me, you could do
thats why i want to spend my life wit'chu
i wanna please you, in any way i can,
i want you in my world, dont you understand?
I had my eyes closed when i sang that, and i opened them to notice, everyone in the room watching me, some smiling, some just..watching. Jim and Suzu were smiling, but...but Gene and Mel... they were sitting next to each other, Gene was just..watching me, and he looked, almost... mad at me.. and Mel was whispering something to him. My heart sank, but i sang on.
Your love is one in a million,
it goes on and on and on,
you give me a really good feeling,
all day long,
Your love is one a million,
it goes on and on and on
You give me a really good feeling,
all day long.
By now, Gene had turned to face Mel, and was speaking to her, glancing back at me every now and then, i closed my eyes again.
Turn me inside out,
let my heart speak,
need no one else, you are all i need,
personality, and everything you do
makes me love you everything 'bout you,
your smile, your style is so fly,
I cant deny,
I gotta crush on you and that is true indeed,
and im diggin you,
you make me believe that..
I opened my eyes again, Gene was still talking to Mel quietly, but his eyes were staring so intently at her, it hurt to watch him, Jim was smiling warmly, watching me, which made me feel a bit better...
Your love, is one in a million,
it goes on and on and on
You give me a really good feeling,
all day long
Your love is one in a million,
it goes on and on and on,
you give me a really good feeling,
all day long.
I wasnt blushing anymore, i wondered what he was saying to her, i wanted to know so bad... Unfortunatley, the DJ had cut the song short, so the music faded out, i sighed and closed my eyes as the crowd around me erupted into clapping, Gene glanced back at me, and i glanced to him, i needed to know what he was telling Melfina... I noticed Mel, giving me a real dirty look.. but, what happened next, took me by total surprise. The announcer came up and started talking to the crowd, but i just watched Gene and Mel the whole time.. "Wow! I think this was the best performance we've had all night, eh?" The crowd started clapping again, but i didnt pay attention to it. Gene turned to Melfina and pulled her close to him, my heart was pounding as i watched. He..he kissed her..and it looked deep too. The moment i saw it, i felt a stabbing pain in my stomach and the crowd's applause seemed to die down. Jim looked confused, but, when he turned and saw Gene..and..and her... a look of concern came over his face. He got up and i think he was about to come up to me, but, i couldnt take it.. and so i did what came to my mind first, i ran. I ran out of the bar as fast as i could, tears running down my cheeks now, i couldnt hold it back any longer. I could hear someone chasing after me but i didnt care who it was. I wiped the tears off my face as i ran, Gene and Melfina...kissing.. i couldnt believe it... the image...of them.. kept flashing in my mind's eye. "Aisha!! Aisha stop! please!!" I shook my head, i knew it was Jim who was chasing after me now, i could tell by his voice. I sighed and slowed to a walk, i had made it to a small river, i supposed it was maybe a block away from the bar, and i was satisfied with that distance. Jim caught up to me, and, panting, he grabbed my arm, so i stopped walking.
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A/N - o.O Gene is such a meanie, isnt he?! yes well, more chapters to come! This one was prolly real stupid, but eh, every story has atleast ONE flaw, right??? ..........right? ah, oh well.. RnR please!