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I never would have thought life could be so painful. I never knew that love was so powerful. I never would have guessed that love could destroy someone. But it did. It destroyed me.
When I was born, my parents did the best to they could to turn me evil. When I relented, I was tortured beyond any nightmare. Searing pain would wash over and over again on me. I did my best to make it seem like I wanted to be evil. But I didn't. I didn't want to, but evil itself made me. I was so afraid of the dark side. I was afraid to oppose it; to do anything to upset anyone. But, then again, I was best friends with James Potter; well known opposer of Dark rule. People surely noticed me along side them. Words spread around. If I was the friend of a one, surely I was one too? I was scared. Very very scared.
When I was accepted to Hogwarts, I felt as if I would certainly die an early death. The teachers didn't talk to me, and I was failing most of my classes. No one bothered to notice me until charming James Potter came to my rescue in a sort of way. He made friends with me, and even introduced me to his other friends: Sirius Black, Remus Lupin, and his beautiful girlfriend, Lily Evans. I was so happy during that time. I was part of the Maruaders, and nothing was funner than that.
Lily was a far greater distraction. She would smile her beautiful smile, and I would smile back. It was almost a tease, and what a tease it was. I hungered for her. Many men in the school desired her, but she stuck by James's side. He was soon to be a star Quidditch player, and Head Boy. She never looked my way. Never. Sirius and Remus didn't seem to want her, but I wanted her with every fiber of my being. I never thought I would betray her. But, I did.
After I was made secret keeper, I was so very afraid for my life. I knew Voldemort was looking for the Potter's, and I knew he would go to great lengths to find them. I suspected he would find me. I was being too nieve though. He was going to get me, and get them.
He knocked at my door, and smiled at me. He pushed himself inside, and took his wand out.
"I know you're their secret keeper. Now out with it, Mr. Pettigrew. I really don't want this to get ugly, do you?" he spat. I shivered and shook my head.
"Good good. Now, you must know I am after the Potter's. I wouldn't tell you why, but I need them, and you can give them to me."
I told him they were in Godric's Hollow. He urged me to come with him. I didn't want to, I just wanted to stay back and cower, but he dragged me along.
When we arrived at the house, I yelled for James. He came out, with a grin on his face. Then he saw the charm disappear, and he yelled out.
"What's going on? What's happening? Peter, what did you do?"
Voldemort stepped out behind a tree and smiled.
"Why James, that's not a nice way to greet a dear friend. He didn't you a great favor. Well, more of a favor to me." he laughed. James yelled frantically, and shut the door. Voldemort laughed harder and walked toward the house. I turned away and ran. I didn't want to see it.
After that happened, I became a full fledged Death Eater. I was used as a spy, even though I was worthless when it came to any magic. I was to confront Sirius and make myself look dead. I had been told what to do. I was once again very scared, but I managed to get myself there, and bear down and do it.
Sirius looked so angry. He was James' best friend, his brother even. They were truly great friends; something I deeply envied. He called me a traitor, screamed my name out, and flashed his cold dark eyes. He pulled out his wand, but I was ready. I shouted out the words, and disappeard, leaving one of my fingers behind. I was free. Free to the evil that would soon completly encompass me. I was really better than dead.
Sorry if that was stupid. I did that in about 5 minutes. Just tell me what yah thinkies!
I never would have thought life could be so painful. I never knew that love was so powerful. I never would have guessed that love could destroy someone. But it did. It destroyed me.
When I was born, my parents did the best to they could to turn me evil. When I relented, I was tortured beyond any nightmare. Searing pain would wash over and over again on me. I did my best to make it seem like I wanted to be evil. But I didn't. I didn't want to, but evil itself made me. I was so afraid of the dark side. I was afraid to oppose it; to do anything to upset anyone. But, then again, I was best friends with James Potter; well known opposer of Dark rule. People surely noticed me along side them. Words spread around. If I was the friend of a one, surely I was one too? I was scared. Very very scared.
When I was accepted to Hogwarts, I felt as if I would certainly die an early death. The teachers didn't talk to me, and I was failing most of my classes. No one bothered to notice me until charming James Potter came to my rescue in a sort of way. He made friends with me, and even introduced me to his other friends: Sirius Black, Remus Lupin, and his beautiful girlfriend, Lily Evans. I was so happy during that time. I was part of the Maruaders, and nothing was funner than that.
Lily was a far greater distraction. She would smile her beautiful smile, and I would smile back. It was almost a tease, and what a tease it was. I hungered for her. Many men in the school desired her, but she stuck by James's side. He was soon to be a star Quidditch player, and Head Boy. She never looked my way. Never. Sirius and Remus didn't seem to want her, but I wanted her with every fiber of my being. I never thought I would betray her. But, I did.
After I was made secret keeper, I was so very afraid for my life. I knew Voldemort was looking for the Potter's, and I knew he would go to great lengths to find them. I suspected he would find me. I was being too nieve though. He was going to get me, and get them.
He knocked at my door, and smiled at me. He pushed himself inside, and took his wand out.
"I know you're their secret keeper. Now out with it, Mr. Pettigrew. I really don't want this to get ugly, do you?" he spat. I shivered and shook my head.
"Good good. Now, you must know I am after the Potter's. I wouldn't tell you why, but I need them, and you can give them to me."
I told him they were in Godric's Hollow. He urged me to come with him. I didn't want to, I just wanted to stay back and cower, but he dragged me along.
When we arrived at the house, I yelled for James. He came out, with a grin on his face. Then he saw the charm disappear, and he yelled out.
"What's going on? What's happening? Peter, what did you do?"
Voldemort stepped out behind a tree and smiled.
"Why James, that's not a nice way to greet a dear friend. He didn't you a great favor. Well, more of a favor to me." he laughed. James yelled frantically, and shut the door. Voldemort laughed harder and walked toward the house. I turned away and ran. I didn't want to see it.
After that happened, I became a full fledged Death Eater. I was used as a spy, even though I was worthless when it came to any magic. I was to confront Sirius and make myself look dead. I had been told what to do. I was once again very scared, but I managed to get myself there, and bear down and do it.
Sirius looked so angry. He was James' best friend, his brother even. They were truly great friends; something I deeply envied. He called me a traitor, screamed my name out, and flashed his cold dark eyes. He pulled out his wand, but I was ready. I shouted out the words, and disappeard, leaving one of my fingers behind. I was free. Free to the evil that would soon completly encompass me. I was really better than dead.
Sorry if that was stupid. I did that in about 5 minutes. Just tell me what yah thinkies!