For
a long time, the most Starling could do was look around in awe of her
surroundings. Indeed she was here, in Florence, which was as lovely and
more so than she ever imagined. It was easy to see why Dr. Lecter loved
it so much, easy to picture herself loving it with the same fire and passion.
Easy to imagine a life here, abandoning whatever she knew in New York,
Washington, the United States, for that matter.
The
only thing that dampened her good mood was the realization that Nicholas
Randall was still at her side. She could tell, without looking at him,
that he was not nearly as affected by the beauty of their surroundings as she
was. Oh, she was sure he appreciated it; she couldn't respect him.
Anyone untaken with this place was of low-influence, and not worth her time.
Closing
her eyes, Starling inhaled deeply, the scent of a city so romantically
mysterious filling her, and she had never felt more complete in her life.
There
was something she didn't understand, though. Why, if she had stood before
Dr. Lecter's cell fourteen years ago, tried to stab him while drugged with
morphine, saved him from torture from Mason Verger, and even endured a kiss
that occurred before he brought the cleaver down (only to derail it at last
minute, more or less to scare the living daylights out of her and cut through
the cuff chains instead of either of their hands), that she now shivered with
eager anticipation and sensed him closer. Perhaps he was here after
all. If he wasn't here his essence was, and though the effect was
minimal, it was enough to soothe her for the moment.
Undoubtedly,
this was the most breathtaking place she had ever visited. Starling knew then that leaving in the
planned two weeks would not be an easy task.
A
voice, the same voice that continuously haunted her now approached with a
lighter view, one that suggested sweetly and did not scream.
{You
do realize, Clarice, that you don't have to leave. You never have to leave. You can stay here. You can stay
right here. And somehow, someday, he'll
find you…}
For
the first time, Starling didn't condemn herself for this thought, and actually
welcomed it. It was nice for the change
of pace, to feel in control, to be someplace where she truly could start over. Someplace her name didn't sound too
familiar, perhaps distantly like that cousin they thought died in a car crash
last year, but not FBI news.
{Whoa! Slow down!} A new voice
said. This voice, she knew, would
present her thought-to-be-dead sensibility, something she desperately wished to
be rid of once and for all. {You've
been here for ten minutes and you're already considering leaving your home to
live here?! Funny, Starling, very
funny!}
But
Starling wasn't laughing, at the voice or the idea. It seemed real to her, very real. Indeed, this was a place she could see herself living happily for
the rest of her life.
* * *
It
was the second week of his arrival in Florence, and Dr. Lecter found he was at
an incredibly peace upon being home. Everything looked different under prospective when put under the Florentine
light. Even Esamarla seemed more
interesting, perhaps not enough to continue the relationship much longer, but
enough to have a brighter outlook on the situation.
Now,
it was the morning of a new day, a new day in Florence. Dr. Lecter stood at the balcony of his new
residence, his gaze catching the city in time to see the sun rise. As the light bounced off the pupils of his
eyes, he smiled, inhaling deeply. After
a moment, however long or short was left to him to determine. Today, he didn't stay long, retreating back
indoors only to stop short upon entering, his gaze lowering to the
still-sleeping form on the bed.
Esamarla
was partially covered with the blue satin blankets, her bare stomach pressed to
the mattress. Both arms encircled one pillow,
and her midnight hair spread like a fan. Indeed, she was exhausted. Dr.
Lecter had almost lost control the night before, almost crossed the boundary
and pressed to that divine level of certain ownership. How much he thought of Starling last night
was almost beyond his comprehension. It
was as though…
Dr.
Lecter methodically blocked these thoughts and that was the end of it for
today. Allowing his mind to travel in
that direction would only again bring about the institution of leaving
Esamarla, and doing so would be quite rude now. Considering what this woman had sacrificed for him, all because
he let her.
However,
Dr. Lecter did not submit to regret. He
never would. Toying with her emotions,
as tactfully rude as it was, proved also to be fun. It was somewhat droll in the very worst of senses to see what
exactly this woman would do for him. She thought she knew all there was to know about him when indeed she had
barely scathed first base. Eventually,
he would drop her, sometime when he was through using her, and though he might
feel a streak of guilt, it was more likely he'd forget her in good time.
In
the meantime, however, Dr. Lecter was determined to enjoy himself. Pretending this was the woman he idealized
and not some poor substitute could be terrible fun, as well as a handy method
in keeping his mind off Starling.
Hmm,
Starling. Dr. Lecter couldn't quite put
his finger on it, but as his senses hardly failed him, he was anticipating the
next few days greatly. The last time
such a premonition struck him was the eve before Evelda Drumgo was shot and
killed, the day this all second-handedly started. Four long years ago. It
hardly seemed like it.
Why
was he experiencing this again? Dr.
Lecter mused thoughtfully for a few minutes, not one to believe in fate or
superstition, or even trust this uncanny sixth sense of his, but when it came
to Clarice Starling, he was almost willing to forfeit all rationale and take
that blind leap of faith. As it was,
such stirrings were frequent and common when matters concerning her were about
to surface, he felt compelled to be prepared with whatever might present
itself.
Even
then, Dr. Lecter smiled. Whatever it
was, it was welcome. There was no
questioning that.
Esamarla
slept far into the day, undisturbed and virtually ignored by Dr. Lecter. In the time that she remained isolated from
the outside world, he occupied himself with planning an extravagant
evening. Florence was not a town that
permitted him to be conservative with his respectful funding, especially with
such a lovely young woman at his side. Naturally, there had been nights spent in the comfort and pleasure of
his own divine company, but not tonight. The knowledge that the curator job he once aspired to was no longer an
option struck him, but only minimally. He would have greatly enjoyed that occupation, but there was no time for
mourning. In a city of this charisma,
there were plenty of places he could seek work, or given his financial state,
not at all if he cared to.
It
was two in the afternoon before the being upstairs stirred. She was both surprised and offended to find
that she had not only slept far later than usual, but that she was alone. Slipping into a robe, she headed downstairs
in search of her Dr. Wilkins. If she
knew him, he would be cooking, playing some instrument, or reading.
He
wasn't doing any of those things. Instead, she found him in the parlor. She felt his eyes on her before she saw him.
"Good
afternoon, Esamarla," he said quietly, causing her to jump and gasp. Through the darkness of the room, she could
see his smile, though he wasn't flashing those eerily white teeth.
"Charles,"
she said, turning to face the direction of the voice, her eyes exploring the
area the initial greeting had originated from. "It's late, why didn't you wake me?" Her accent was heavily Italian, and though they spoke in her native
language often, she tended to go with the flow of his lead. This afternoon, he spoke in English,
therefore she answered in English.
"You
seemed quite fatigued, my dear. I
wanted you to rest for this evening." Dr. Lecter stood in the corner of the room, watching her
cautiously. "I hope you don't object to
what I have planned. Knowing your
exquisite taste, I hardly see how you could."
"Where
are we going?"
"A
charming place called Paoli. As someone who has never before been to Florence, a sin as you are
Italian," he took a minute for the effect of his sarcasm to sink in, realizing
his voice hinted more toward genuine rage at this abomination than humor. "It is the quintessential necessity residing
in this town."
Esamarla
arched an eyebrow. "That doesn't sound
like you."
"Trust
me. For lunch, we simply must visit Il Sasso di Dante. It has a
wonderful view of the Duomo. If
not this afternoon, then we'll go tomorrow. After that, I promise no more dining expeditions. I'm perfectly content to cook." Dr. Lecter smiled. He loved this wholly. It
certainly was good to be home.
* * *
