This is another part to this story. I don't know what I was doing. This will be another quicky.
James wasn't always my friend. He did somethings that I never could forgive him for. He seemed to enjoy it too. He was the main attraction.
My heart wrenched that day I found Lily's diary. Oh, I wanted to kill myself, to kill James, and Sirius! Why couldn't she just see me???
Dearest Diary,
I do believe I am in love! I saw him today, and my heart did pitter-patters. I couldn't stop myself from blushing when I talked to him. I was so nervous! And I wasn't the one to get nervous, never! He has the greatest smile. Oh, it's so warm and bright. He's very friendly, and I think I would have a good chance of getting to know him better. I believe he is friends with Sirius Black. I've heard they are quite a pair: James Potter and Sirius Black. I just hope he accepts me.
Today, several men asked me to help me with their homework. I was a bit flattered, considering they were from Slytherin and I was their enemy, but I agreed. I think they might have liked me! :) One was a large and awful snakeish man, named Severus Snape. He seems to be a classic Slytherin, but he's quite nice around me. The other was one Lucius Malfoy. I'm not sure about him. He's quite sneaky, and he didn't seem to keen to talk to me. I hope he isn't planning something. I've heard he hates "Mudbloods".
I've gotten my exams back, and I did very well. I was quite pleased, seeing that I didn't really study! ;) My best grades were in Transfiguration. Professor Dumbledore is my favorite teacher by far. I do believe he is a very smart wizard, and that he has great talents. He doesn't loose his patience easily, but I wouldn't want to see if he did.
Well Diary, it's getting late now. Tomorrow I have the day off, and perhaps maybe I could talk to James again! I hope so!
Sincerely,
Lilly Evans
The next entry tortured me even more. As I was reading, I felt the rage growing inside of me. I was getting more and more vengeful for James.
Dearest Diary,
I think he likes me! I talked to him yesterday, and he seemed to enjoy himself. We walked around the grounds and talked about our families and other things. He smiled his handsome smile at me, and I smiled back. He told me that he would want to see me again! Oh, I'm so happy! And his friends seemed to like me alright. Remus Lupin and Sirius Black are his best friends along with that little Peter Pettigrew. I really don't see how he fits in with the group, but he seems eager for their friendship. I don't think he has any great amount of magical talent, but he's a friend all the same. I believe they all call themselves the Mauraders. I wonder what they mean by that.
I don't think I've ever been so happy! I'm sorry to cut it short, but James wants to talk again. Wish me luck!
Sincerely,
Lily Evans
God! Why did I even hang out with them? They all saw me as a little follower, I know. I just wanted to be like them. And look what they did! James took the only person I wanted to love away from me! If he wasn't in the picture, maybe I could have been! Things would have been so different! I wouldn't have had to do what I did! It was his fault. It was always his fault.
James wasn't always my friend. He did somethings that I never could forgive him for. He seemed to enjoy it too. He was the main attraction.
My heart wrenched that day I found Lily's diary. Oh, I wanted to kill myself, to kill James, and Sirius! Why couldn't she just see me???
Dearest Diary,
I do believe I am in love! I saw him today, and my heart did pitter-patters. I couldn't stop myself from blushing when I talked to him. I was so nervous! And I wasn't the one to get nervous, never! He has the greatest smile. Oh, it's so warm and bright. He's very friendly, and I think I would have a good chance of getting to know him better. I believe he is friends with Sirius Black. I've heard they are quite a pair: James Potter and Sirius Black. I just hope he accepts me.
Today, several men asked me to help me with their homework. I was a bit flattered, considering they were from Slytherin and I was their enemy, but I agreed. I think they might have liked me! :) One was a large and awful snakeish man, named Severus Snape. He seems to be a classic Slytherin, but he's quite nice around me. The other was one Lucius Malfoy. I'm not sure about him. He's quite sneaky, and he didn't seem to keen to talk to me. I hope he isn't planning something. I've heard he hates "Mudbloods".
I've gotten my exams back, and I did very well. I was quite pleased, seeing that I didn't really study! ;) My best grades were in Transfiguration. Professor Dumbledore is my favorite teacher by far. I do believe he is a very smart wizard, and that he has great talents. He doesn't loose his patience easily, but I wouldn't want to see if he did.
Well Diary, it's getting late now. Tomorrow I have the day off, and perhaps maybe I could talk to James again! I hope so!
Sincerely,
Lilly Evans
The next entry tortured me even more. As I was reading, I felt the rage growing inside of me. I was getting more and more vengeful for James.
Dearest Diary,
I think he likes me! I talked to him yesterday, and he seemed to enjoy himself. We walked around the grounds and talked about our families and other things. He smiled his handsome smile at me, and I smiled back. He told me that he would want to see me again! Oh, I'm so happy! And his friends seemed to like me alright. Remus Lupin and Sirius Black are his best friends along with that little Peter Pettigrew. I really don't see how he fits in with the group, but he seems eager for their friendship. I don't think he has any great amount of magical talent, but he's a friend all the same. I believe they all call themselves the Mauraders. I wonder what they mean by that.
I don't think I've ever been so happy! I'm sorry to cut it short, but James wants to talk again. Wish me luck!
Sincerely,
Lily Evans
God! Why did I even hang out with them? They all saw me as a little follower, I know. I just wanted to be like them. And look what they did! James took the only person I wanted to love away from me! If he wasn't in the picture, maybe I could have been! Things would have been so different! I wouldn't have had to do what I did! It was his fault. It was always his fault.