Lies

When all I know
And all I think I know
Is a lie
I cry, Tears stain my skin and burn my eyes

All I can feel is pain
And all I see is darkness again
Against the wall
I try to steady myself, but I fall

I don't see you as before
I don't want to anymore
It is over
God please, it has to be over

You who had become my life
Have now become my strife
Promises from you
Nothing you ever said, or did true

Remembering my secret place
You finally realize, you finally see
What you did
You search, looking for where I hid

Will you find me too late?
Will I be consumed in black hate?
You are afraid
Of the unforgivable mistake you made

Remembering my secret place
Your heart begins to race
You find me
Back to the wall, crying into my knees

It breaks your heart to see me this way
Knowing there is nothing you could say
To comfort me
I was blinded from you Love, you I can not see

As you walk up to my side
You hear me plead "God, please just let me die"
Your heart shatters
"She has so much to live for, so much that matters"

You wrap your arms around me to make it all right
Your embrace I do not need or want, so you I try to fight
Your grasp tightens
Exhausted I stop, and the darkness lightens

You Lovingly whisper into my ear
All the words I need to hear
You now show
A Love that before I hadn't known

I then surrender to your kiss
Your touch is something I have missed
I finally see
how much I need you, and you need me

Things will never be the same
But, we are together again
I am afraid
Scared to death, that once again everything I know and Love will be taken away.