BREATHE OUT
She wrapped her arms around her knees and touched the white sand. The small waves soaked the hem of her long white skirt. She felt so calmed and relaxed. There was no one looking for her, no soldiers wanting to kill her. She had no worries and no fears.
Max saw a beautiful woman with long dark hair emerging from the water. The woman approached her slowly. When she was only a few feet away from Max she spoke.
"You are so beautiful my child"
"Mom?"
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"The baby seems to be developing fast. We can perform the cesarean on Wednesday if that's ok with you."
Logan nodded 'My God, It's already Monday!' He thought 'Things are just going too fast, or are they going too slow?'
He rubbed his eyes and ran a hand through his hair.
"Logan, you really need to go home for a while" Bling interrupted his toughs.
"I'm not leaving her"
Bling sighed "If you don't get up from that chair soon the crack between your butt cheeks is going to fade"
"What?" Logan asked, obviously his mind was elsewhere.
"Never mind. Look, why don't you leave for a couple of hours? I'll stay here with her"
"No" Logan said.
Bling knew that Original Cindy and Kendra had also offered to stay with Max but Logan had turned down every offer. This just wasn't healthy.
"Logan, she's been in that state for almost two days now. What...?" Bling wondered if Logan would kick him if he said what he had in mind. He decided to take that risk. "What makes you think she'll wake up?"
"She WILL wake up, she has to" Logan said without raising his head. "She has to because I can't even begin to imagine my life without her."
Bling could hear his voice breaking and closed his eyes.
"Hey guys" Original Cindy walked into the room. Her voice was no longer cheerful.
"Hey Cindy, you look like hell" Bling greeted her
"Gee, thanks Mr. sensitive" She walked over to Logan and touched his shoulder.
"Logan, how is she?"
"The same" He answered
"Do you want me to..."
"No, thanks" Logan interrupted. Cindy nodded, kissed Max's forehead and left, taking Bling with her. She needed to discuss Max's condition with someone that could say more than two sentences without crying.
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"Am I dead?"
"No sweety"
"Then where am I?"
"Someplace safe"
"Mom?"
"Yes honey?"
"Am I gonna die?"
"I don't know"
"Why am I not scared?"
"Because there is no reason for you to be"
"Will you stay here with me mom?"
"Of course my child"
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Logan heard footsteps and raised his head. A nurse walked into the room.
"Didn't mean to wake you up, I just have to check her vitals." The nurse said. She was on her late thirties or early forties. She had long dark hair and deep brown eyes.
"Go ahead" Logan said. He took one of Max's hands in both of his and he rested his forehead on it. He sighed and closed his eyes.
"You look exhausted" The nurse said
"I am" Logan admitted
"Maybe you just need to go home and get some rest"
"I can't"
"Why?"
"I promised her that I would stay by her side" 'Why am I talking to a stranger?' He wondered.
"You know, she probably feels exhausted too" The nurse said. Logan raised his head and glanced at her nametag 'Michelle'
"What makes you think that Michelle?"
" She is a strong woman, she can fight this if she wants to but you are not giving her a choice."
Logan frowned "What do you mean?"
"Sometimes they want to let go, sometimes they want to go to that place where there is no pain and no suffering but they won't because someone here won't let them. You need to tell her that it's ok to let go, that it's ok for her to leave."
"But it's not ok! Don't you see? I can't live without her!" Logan was practically shouting.
"If she really wants to be here she'll come back" Michelle said "And if she doesn't at least you'll know that she's happy"
Logan was quiet for a while. Surprisingly Michelle words made sense in a weird way. 'But what if she's wrong?'
"If I'm wrong then you have nothing to loose" Michelle said
Had he said that out loud? He didn't think so.
"Maybe you're right" Logan said in a small voice. He closed his eyes again.
"Hey weren't you...?" He opened his eyes and looked around the room but Michelle was no were in sight.
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Ok, don't kill me yet, I still have a couple of chapters to write. I know this was too short but I promise I'll write more tomorrow ok?
Thanks for the reviews, I'll correct the spelling mistakes as soon as I can now PLEASE REVIEW THIS SMALL CHAPTER! If you are reading this then please just write something! I'm begging you! If you want me to continue I will I promise but please review!
She wrapped her arms around her knees and touched the white sand. The small waves soaked the hem of her long white skirt. She felt so calmed and relaxed. There was no one looking for her, no soldiers wanting to kill her. She had no worries and no fears.
Max saw a beautiful woman with long dark hair emerging from the water. The woman approached her slowly. When she was only a few feet away from Max she spoke.
"You are so beautiful my child"
"Mom?"
*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*
"The baby seems to be developing fast. We can perform the cesarean on Wednesday if that's ok with you."
Logan nodded 'My God, It's already Monday!' He thought 'Things are just going too fast, or are they going too slow?'
He rubbed his eyes and ran a hand through his hair.
"Logan, you really need to go home for a while" Bling interrupted his toughs.
"I'm not leaving her"
Bling sighed "If you don't get up from that chair soon the crack between your butt cheeks is going to fade"
"What?" Logan asked, obviously his mind was elsewhere.
"Never mind. Look, why don't you leave for a couple of hours? I'll stay here with her"
"No" Logan said.
Bling knew that Original Cindy and Kendra had also offered to stay with Max but Logan had turned down every offer. This just wasn't healthy.
"Logan, she's been in that state for almost two days now. What...?" Bling wondered if Logan would kick him if he said what he had in mind. He decided to take that risk. "What makes you think she'll wake up?"
"She WILL wake up, she has to" Logan said without raising his head. "She has to because I can't even begin to imagine my life without her."
Bling could hear his voice breaking and closed his eyes.
"Hey guys" Original Cindy walked into the room. Her voice was no longer cheerful.
"Hey Cindy, you look like hell" Bling greeted her
"Gee, thanks Mr. sensitive" She walked over to Logan and touched his shoulder.
"Logan, how is she?"
"The same" He answered
"Do you want me to..."
"No, thanks" Logan interrupted. Cindy nodded, kissed Max's forehead and left, taking Bling with her. She needed to discuss Max's condition with someone that could say more than two sentences without crying.
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"Am I dead?"
"No sweety"
"Then where am I?"
"Someplace safe"
"Mom?"
"Yes honey?"
"Am I gonna die?"
"I don't know"
"Why am I not scared?"
"Because there is no reason for you to be"
"Will you stay here with me mom?"
"Of course my child"
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Logan heard footsteps and raised his head. A nurse walked into the room.
"Didn't mean to wake you up, I just have to check her vitals." The nurse said. She was on her late thirties or early forties. She had long dark hair and deep brown eyes.
"Go ahead" Logan said. He took one of Max's hands in both of his and he rested his forehead on it. He sighed and closed his eyes.
"You look exhausted" The nurse said
"I am" Logan admitted
"Maybe you just need to go home and get some rest"
"I can't"
"Why?"
"I promised her that I would stay by her side" 'Why am I talking to a stranger?' He wondered.
"You know, she probably feels exhausted too" The nurse said. Logan raised his head and glanced at her nametag 'Michelle'
"What makes you think that Michelle?"
" She is a strong woman, she can fight this if she wants to but you are not giving her a choice."
Logan frowned "What do you mean?"
"Sometimes they want to let go, sometimes they want to go to that place where there is no pain and no suffering but they won't because someone here won't let them. You need to tell her that it's ok to let go, that it's ok for her to leave."
"But it's not ok! Don't you see? I can't live without her!" Logan was practically shouting.
"If she really wants to be here she'll come back" Michelle said "And if she doesn't at least you'll know that she's happy"
Logan was quiet for a while. Surprisingly Michelle words made sense in a weird way. 'But what if she's wrong?'
"If I'm wrong then you have nothing to loose" Michelle said
Had he said that out loud? He didn't think so.
"Maybe you're right" Logan said in a small voice. He closed his eyes again.
"Hey weren't you...?" He opened his eyes and looked around the room but Michelle was no were in sight.
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Ok, don't kill me yet, I still have a couple of chapters to write. I know this was too short but I promise I'll write more tomorrow ok?
Thanks for the reviews, I'll correct the spelling mistakes as soon as I can now PLEASE REVIEW THIS SMALL CHAPTER! If you are reading this then please just write something! I'm begging you! If you want me to continue I will I promise but please review!