In Luz's opinion, the rain was always a huge comfort for her when Camila wasn't home. On some days even, she would go out and lay in the back yard when it was storming.
She didn't care if she got a cold. It was just one of those things that she enjoyed. She remembers when her dad came home from a long day at work and played with her out in the rain until Camila got irritated enough to call them in.
The rain always seemed like it was dancing, almost as if the wind was the rhythm the rain would dance to. Everyone is concerned about her, she knows it.
She's fine...Right? Sitting out in the cold rain, waiting for something to happen.
This wasn't a big deal. They should worry about Hunter more, infact, they shouldn't worry about her at all.
She got them into this mess.
The way Willow cried almost everything night until 12:00 am...Guilt would stay in her chest, she got them stuck here.
Even worse! Camila had worried about her from the beginning, of course, she's her mother. Mother's are supposed to worry when their children are hurting.
Luz didn't want her to though. She was completely fine! Shifting in the wooden chair, she pulled Eda's jacket closer.
The only thing that was keeping her grounded from breaking down was the jacket, and her girl.
'For the love of God Luz, you're such an idiot!' Her thoughts screamed at her from time to time. They were almost like the angel and the devil bickerring back and fourth.
It got on her nerves. On one hand, she wanted to pretend that she was alright, and on the other, well you can imagine what's happening on the other hand.
"Luz?" Amity, stepped out from the doorway and on to the porch. "Why are you out here? It's like...It's like you keep distancing yourself..."
The latina chuckled softly and took Amity's hand. Feeling the warmth that was there. "I've been thinking.."
At this point, Amity wanted to slap Luz across the face so hard that would send her back to the boiling isles. All Luz does now is think.
"You've said that four times today, everytime when someone would say 'what are you doing?' you'll shut them off..Why?"
Well...This is awkward. Luz had no idea that this is how the conversation would lead out to.
Suddenly, Amity lead her off the porch. Hand in Hand. She had been meaning to distract herself in getting back home.
They danced, and laughed in the rain until it stopped.
Luz had to be honest with herself. If she had to choose between her bad anguishing thoughts and her girlfriend...
She would definitely choose her a thousand times over.