I think I might talk too much, but I'd just like the note that this chapter was the original beginning of my story. O_o Personally, it baffles me to think that a) I've managed to create something that's fastly becoming really long (I have a sequel planned >_;) and b) it came from three seconds of a dream. Whoo-hoo! Go Dreams!! And speaking of dreams.... *pushes Chibi Usagi into the spotlight*

Chibi Usagi: *ahem* On behalf of MAMi-chan, I'd like to clear up Quatre's dream. MAMi-chan claims that "The Dream" is derived from reading too much X/1999 and she thought the sight of me being crucified, and being the mother of the Earth would be cool. What's up with that?! I'm her favorite character, and she wants to see me strung up to die?! You're sick Michelle! Sick sick sick SI-

Michelle: Usagi....!!!

Chibi Usagi: Um, yeah. Anyway, the symbolism from "The Dream" comes purely from my roles as a martyr and mother. She claims it's my destiny to be the mother of the universe, or something like that. Plus I seem to die a lot. However, that freaky dream will affect the way Quatre acts around me...

So does that answer some questions about "The Dream"? Mmmkay...

Von of Chaos: Woah, slow down! Usagi hasn't even met her enemies yet! How are we supposed to know how she'll act? (Well, I know, but still...) She is a bit older than she was in the original so she'll be acting more mature, won't she?

Samantha: No, they didn't really die from heart attacks. You'll find out a bit more about what happened now.

Usagi Aisa Maxwell: It's very kind of you to say that! *goes starry eyed* I always wanted to be a writer...but I can't keep deadlines, for the life of me. -_-; Plus, I think I'm developing dyslexia... And yes, I was sore for a week! Then I had to perform in a dance concert, and I was sore for another week! Now I'm all better. (Err...now that I'm getting back to this, scratch that. I'm sore from dancing again ^.^;;)

More Author's Notes:
-For anyone interested, there is a map of Juuban (as per Sailormoon continuity. I've never been, so I don't know how accurate it is) that can be found here. And I really think you should visit all of that site, because it's pretty cool.
-Also, gomen, about the Nurse in the beginning of this chapter. I doubt anyone will get it, but I just love that hairstyle...(the series looks a bit bad though)
-And as another note, I'm using American school ranking systems, because I'm pretty sure the majority of my readers know what the 'ABC' scale is, but not the percentile scale that's used in Japanese schools.
-ALSO (lots of notes) the suffix 'sensee' can be attached when referring to a doctor as a well as a teacher. 'Sensee' only means, loosely translated, 'one who was before me' so it refers to anyone in a position of authority or respect.
-All hail Akazuki Ice Cream! And the Miko Float! And damn my city for not selling it!! (I've only been able to find it in a resturant...*sniff*) Oh, and Crown is actually kind of far away from Mugen...whoops. ^_^;;
-'Sera Muun' is the romaji of 'Sailormoon'. That's how it's pronounced in Japanese. I think it sounds too cool, so when people SAY the senshi names, I'm writing them in romaji.
-Hayaku means 'quickly' or in this case, 'hurry up'
'ni nari' means 'to become' or 'I want to be'
'kangofu' (pronounced 'kan-go-who') means 'nurse'
'fuku' means 'uniform'

"I'm only happy when it rains
I'm only happy when it's complicated
and though I know you can't appreciate it
I'm only happy when it rains."
-Garbage, Only Happy When it Rains

Stumbling Towards Destiny
Chapter 2b

Usagi smiled at Nurse Nanako as she skipped past the receptionist's desk and made her way behind it to the offices. She was in a good mood that morning, because not only had her whole family been very supportive of her decision to move out, but her father had managed to get her a nice suite near the hospital in the Mugen area. AND it was near Mugen Daigaku, so she could easily get from school, to work, to home.

'Lucky!'

The Second Juuban Comprehensive Hospital. Usagi still smiled at the official sounding title. She had been working as a nurse for about four years now and she'd learned that the formal title was pretty misleading. Actually, she corrected herself, the first two years at the hospital had been volunteer work. She'd just done it for a career studies class, but Usagi found she enjoyed helping people so much she'd asked to study as an apprentice with another doctor. The Mugen Daigaku had offered a good nursing program, so she had initially begged to be transferred to the Mugen Academy, which would send her directly the College without entrance exams.

Her parents had been hesitant at first. After all, she was barely maintaining a grade average of C, and Mugen Gakuen was a prestigious school. She may not have been able to make it through. It had only been with the constant memory of the smiles on the children's faces, that she was able to focus on her goal. Now, she giggled a little at herself. Really, she sounded so dramatic. Ah, youth...

'Only two more years to go, though!' she thought to herself, heading into the office of her boss.

"Oi, Shiro-sensee, what's up for today?" Usagi asked her 'master teacher' as she peeked into some medical files laying on his desk.

"Ohayo Usagi-chan. It's a busy day today. First, a young boy in a coma was transferred to our ward last night. I'd like you to take care of him for now, so I can focus on testing to find out what's wrong with him."

"No problem! I'll be glad to get some experience with it!" Usagi smiled.

Shiro-sensee nodded, and continued, "Also, I'm expecting an intern from Germany some time today. She's completing a mandatory year abroad in her training. I'd like you to show her around the hospital when you have time."

"Sure thing Shiro-sensee!" Usagi smiled as she skipped out of the room. A few seconds later, the expectant doctor saw Usagi stick her head back into the office with a sheepish look on her face.

"Room 519, Usagi-chan."

"Arigatoo, Shiro-sensee!"

Usagi thought about her new assignment as she mad her way through the halls of the hospital. She really hadn't ever taken care of a coma patient before. She'd learned about what it involved in class, but from what she remembered it was pretty menial work she'd be doing. (AN: I am not a doctor. I have no idea what taking care of a coma victim would be like. Most all medical reasoning in this fic is false. Bear that in mind) Checking charts, changing sheets, making sure he got food. Basically, she would have to be a maid. Other than that, she would just have to as Shiro-sensee.

'I guess I have to just...talk to him too, and that kind of stuff.'

Usagi smiled as she opened the door. "Ohayo! O-genki desu ka?" she giggled. "As if you could answer me...But I bet you're feeling pretty lousy, huh?"
Usagi's chatter trailed off for a second when she got a good look at the boy she would be taking care of. He was skinny, and it looked a bit like he'd been underfed. Yet his muscles were well defined, he was strong and in good shape. He also looked like he was in desperate need of a haircut. Wild, spiky hair fell across his face, and into his closed eyes. And he looked...peaceful, and so...

"Wow! You're gorgeous!" Usagi exclaimed, then clapped a hand over her mouth quickly. She blushed, and was suddenly very thankful that her patient was in a coma. She took a second to compose herself, then reached for the identification charts sitting on the table beside him.

"Hiiro, huh? Well, Hiiro, it looks like we'll be spending a lot of time together. Hope you don't mind. Okay, let's see here...oh my! Two weeks in a coma? That's an awful long time, isn't it? Can't you get brain damage, or something like that? Well, don't worry! I promise that I'll do everything I can to pull you out of this!"

With her little speech finished, Usagi reach over to the bed and took Hiiro's hand in her own. However, she gasped and let go when a shock ran through their hands and up her arm. Usagi quickly pulled her hand up against her chest, cradling it against herself. She frowned, and tried to rub some of the feeling back into her arm.

'Wh...what was that?' she wondered, and looked down at the boy again. 'It didn't hurt exactly...It was more warm...nice.'

She shook her head to clear it. She had a lot to do, and sitting there wasn't going to get it done. She began her more menial tasks, careful not to touch Hiiro again.

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"Oi, Shiro-sensee." Usagi flopped down into one of the office chairs, and let out a sigh.

"Hn?"

"Where did Hiiro come from? Why did they send him here? Why is he in a coma? Who's paying all the bills for him?"

Shiro-sensee chuckled. "You ask so many questions, Usagi-chan. You should remember it's better to remain clinical towards patients. But I suppose it can't be helped in your case. He came from the Minato-ku area in Kyoto about two days ago. I don't know much more than that. As for who's paying his bills... Zodiac Designs Unlimited."

Usagi nearly fell out of her chair. "The video game company!?"

"Yep. I thought it was a bit odd too. Maybe his parents work there, and it's some kind of new health coverage plan. Strangely, his medical information lists his parents as deceased."

"Well...mayb it's some other relative..."

"Don't think about it too hard, Usagi-chan. Anyway, I want you to meet someone. Please wait here a moment while I go and get her." Shiro-sensee got up from behind his desk.

Usagi sighed again and sank back in the chair. It was all so weird. There was something missing to all this, she was certain of it. Especially when the causes of Hiiro's coma were unlisted. Something was wrong...

'Oh, stop it! You've been reading too many conspiracy novels!'

"Usagi?" Shiro-sensee's voice shook her out of her train of thought. He had re-entered the room, with a petite girl in tow. Although she was short, she was still taller than Usagi (which did annoy Usagi a bit) and her hair was so dark that it was tinged blue. Usagi couldn't tell if she'd highlighted that color, but it certainly went well with her ice blue eyes. The girl looked so nervous, too.

'Maybe she doesn't speak Japanese.'

Usagi jerked at the thought. She couldn't speak a lick of German. 'Oh, please ohplease let her speak Japanese...'

"Usagi, this is Mizuno Ami. She'll be on the research staff for Hiiro. Before you leave today, will you please show her around the hospital?"

Usagi nodded. Ami had a Japanese name, so maybe...

"Ohayo, Ami-chan! Doozo yoroshiku."

"Yoroshiku." Ami replied.

'YAY!!'

"Well, come on! This is a big hospital, and I wanna go get something to eat!" Usagi grabbed Ami's arm, and started pulling her through the halls, pointing out important people and places as she went. The laughter of the two girls rang through the hospital as the whirlwind tour swept through it.

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Usagi was glad to be out of there. Today had been tiring, and just a little bit stressful. Who knew taking care of a coma patient could be so much work! And then she had to show that intern around. Not that it was particularly annoying. In fact, she kind of liked Ami. She was sweet, even though she was a little bit shy. But still, it was more than she was used to, and now she was exhausted. What she really needed...was some ice cream.

'Time to go to Crown!' Usagi smiled to herself and practically ran dow the street, causing the other evening pedestrians to turn at stare at her in confusion and annoyance.

Unazuki smiled when Usagi walked through the automatic doors, and signaled to her brother to fix up the usual. Usagi was probably the only girl in the city who would stop by Crown at 8:30, but the two always stayed open for her. It was tradition.

"Una-chan!" Usagi called, walking over to the older girl. She gave Unazuki a huge hug, and hopped up onto the table top as the older girl went back to sweeping.

"Oh, I had such a busy day today!" Usagi started, telling Una about everything she had done.

'She's always so enthusiastic. She hasn't changed at all from when she would come here and talk about her work as a waitress. Of course, I knew a little about that...'

"Sounds like a hard day. I betcha a miko float would pick you right up!" Motoki came back, placing the float next to Usagi on the counter.

"You know it!" Usagi giggled, digging in. "And a SailorV game!"

The Miko Float was something of a specialty at Crown. It was created with Green Tea and Vanilla ice cream, with strawberry mochi mixed in. It was covered with Akazuki, sweet red bean paste, and whipped cream. All with a cherry on top. It was Usagi's favorite. The two watched her eat for a few moments, still amazed that she could pack away food so quickly, without it ever showing up on her body again.

'Usagi's got a black hole in her stomach. I'm sure of it.'

When the float was gone, Usagi hopped off the counter and headed over to the video games with renewed energy. Today, she would beat that high score even if it killed her. Plopping down in the seat, she fished some coins out of her skirt and got ready to fight through yet another level of the game. For the next hour, occasionally the owners of Crown would hear:

"Ah! Die you stupid monster!"

"What?! No fair! I had him!"

"YES!!! Eat THIS!!"

"Ha ha! Cant hit-HEY!"

Soon, Usagi was down to the last of her pocket money. With a strange determination, she plunked it into the machine and started up the game. The beginning levels were easy. She'd played them more times than she could count. She began to tune out the music coming from the game, and let her hands move from rote as she zipped through the levels. She didn't even realize how far she had gotten until the game started playing much louder music that snapped her out of her trance.

"Huh? What's this?" She had gotten another game over but it was at.....

"Level 37?! Sugoi...I've never gotten that far before!"

Apparently, neither had anyone else. The score screen came up, asking for her to place her name. In the first place slot.

"Whoo-hoo!" U-Sa-Gi (AN: Most games allow three characters, and in Japanese, Usagi's name consists of three characters.) The game beeped again, and dispensed a pretty pink pen with a red jewel on the cap. Usagi picked it up, a little confused.

"Hey, Motoki-kun? SInce when has this game given out prizes?" Usagi turned to join with her friends, who were just about to lock up. Motoki shrugged, and glanced down at the pen.

"Beats me."

"This has been such a weird day. I'm drained. Well, see you two tomorrow! Ja!" Usagi waved and began walking back to her new apartment.

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Ami blinked her eyes rapidly. She'd been staring at the computer screen for the last two hours, trying to make sense of the data she'd gathered on that boy. Nothing. It was like his body just...shut down. She couldn't find any medical explanation for it. And without an explanation, she couldn't find a way to bring the boy out of it.
Ami rubbed her eyes again, not noticing the black shadow that loomed up behind her. (AN: Looom! LOOOOM!! *cough* Eh, sorry. That kind of killed the suspense, didn't it?) Slowly, it lurked closer to her, until it reached out black claws, just barely grazing through her hair. Ami leaned forward to rub her eyes, and the shadow creature pulled away from her, continuing on it's mission. Ami never realized it was there.

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When Usagi got home, Luna was sitting in the entry way, waiting for her.

"Hello, Usagi."

Usagi stopped, and glanced around slowly. There was no one she could see. Unconsciously, she bit her lip. What if there was some perverted stalker that had somehow managed to get into her apartment and now he was going to take all of her possessions and-

"Down here."

Oh. The cat. The talking cat.

"Hello Usagi. My name is Luna. Now, I know this is going to seem sudden, but there is a monster, called a 'youma', attacking the hospital right now and I need your help to defeat it." The cat finished its speech and nodded firmly.

A dream. She must be dreaming. It was the only reason a cat would be talking to her, and telling her a monster was attacking the hospital. That Miko Float must have gone to her head a little sooner than they usually did. But then she felt something cool and metallic being pressed into her hand. A broach. It was tiny, with four colored jewels at each of its sides. It looked an awful lot like costume jewelry that she would have found attractive in her early teens. Or a lot like the compact Sailor V used in those movies...

"Now, say 'Moon Prism Power' to transform." Luna instructed.

Numbly, Usagi complied. It was only a dream, after all. What did she have to lose?

"Moon Prism Power....MAKE-UP!"

She could feel the energy rushing through her veins. So pure..it wrapped around her in ribbons, it settled over her like a veil or mask. The power comforted her, made her feel stronger, like nothing would ever hurt. It transformed her. Her scrubs melted away and her hair re-pinned itself in her usual style, which she had earlier deemed to distracting for work. For Usagi, the change seemed to last a lifetime, and eternity with eternity. To Luna, there was only a quick flash and Sailormoon stood before her.

"Sera Muun: Hayaku!"

Everything still felt a bit hazy for Usagi. The short clothing she was wearing felt oddly comfortable, not at all binding and chafing like it looked. And it wasn't wedging into weird places as she ran. Speaking of which, Usagi was pretty sure she was moving much faster than she ever had before in her life. Sooner than she would have expected, she and Luna were standing in from of The Second Juuban Comprehensive Hospital. Funny, it looked a lot more ominous now, for some reason.

"We have to reach the fourth floor."

Usagi started and thought, 'Hiiro's on the fourth floor...and Ami-chan...'

Not knowing exactly what she was doing, Usagi rushed the doors.

"Sailormoon! It's too obvious if you go in like that! Use the pen!"

The pen? Did Luna mean that strange pink thing she'd gotten earlier at Crown? Suddenly, the pen was in her hand although she was sure she'd left it in her purse at home. It was as if she'd willed the thing to herself by thinking about it. Just as easily, she knew what she was supposed to say to activate it.

"Moon power ni nari....kangofu!"

Now disguised as a nurse, (Usagi paused for a moment to consider the humor in the disguise) she proceeded on her mad dash to the fourth floor. At once she tried the elevator, but nothing happened. Impatiently she pushed the button again, jamming her finger against it repeatedly. Usagi almost screamed in frustration when she realized that the power was cut. From there, she practically flew up the stairs to the fourth floor, kicking the hallway door in. The lack of power made the hall almost pitch black, with only the 'Exit' sign glowing fluorescent green. (they don't use electricity, dontcha know) The entire effect, combined with the silence and stillness of the hall was eerie. Usagi shivered. She only prayed that whatever had cut the lights had left all the life support systems on. What kind of creature would attack a hospital?

Her eyes glanced to a door at the end of the hall. 519. Light and mist swelled from beneath it, and Usagi could almost hear the ominous music swell. She bit her lip, and looked down at Luna, who nodded to her. Usagi squeezed her eyes shut for a moment, and tried to keep her imagination from running into overdrive. Determined, she opened her eyes once again and walked through the door.

What she say almost caused her to scream aloud. Littered over the floor of Hiiro's room were the bodies of children close by, lifeless. Hiiro was still undisturbed in the middle of the wreck, and a creature was in the corner of the room, standing over the slumped form of Ami. From what Usagi could make out, the creature was dark, as if it's skin had been burned over and over again. Straggly, thin oily hair fell clumped on its head, and deadly looking talons sprouted from its fingers, jagged and yellow from maltreatment. But the children were what horrified Usagi most. She willed her costume to melt away and leave her senshi fuku in it's place.

"How dare you attack the unprotected innocents! A hospital is a place for healing! I cannot forgive you, and in the place of the moon, I will punish you!" she yelled, causing the monster the look up from Ami. Right into a kick in the face.

Usagi wasted no time, slamming her body against the youma and crashing back into the far wall. Both went down, and Usagi reached to throw the youma away from her. It snarled and bared noxious fangs, which began to lengthen as it got closer to her face.

"Ugh!" she screamed, and clawed at the youma, trying to keep it away. It picked her up by her neck, and tossed her aside, returning to the now conscious Ami.

"Wha...?" Ami's blurry vision began to clear, and the youma lunging straight for her was the first thing she saw. She screamed in panic, and suddenly the room was covered in a thick fog, impairing the vision of all its inhabitants.

'Impossible...could it be that...' Luna thought to herself, as the fog spread. Aloud, she yelled, "Sera Muun! Use your tiara to destroy that thing!"

"I.." Usagi faltered. She had no idea where the creature was.

'Behind you. Be careful, it's behind you.'

"Hai!" she yelled, whirling on her heel. The fog began to dissipate, and the outline of the creature was now easily visible.

"Moon Tiara Action!!"

Usagi threw the headgear in a graceful arc, which managed to slice the throat of the youma before her. The creature's eyes widened, and as its body dropped out from under it, the entirety of its form shrank and shriveled into dust. As the dust blew away, Luna walked over to wear Ami was sitting. However, instead of her normal scrubs, Ami was wearing an outfit similar to Sailormoon's, but shaded in blue.

"You're...Sera Makkyari?" she questioned.

"I...who..you can...?" Ami was still dizzy, and a little lost by a talking cat.

"I will explain later. Now we must leave before the authorities arrive. I'm sure the lack of power was noticed by someone. Sera Muun...come on."

"But...the children..."

"They'll be fine. They'll wake up in a few minutes."

As if on cue, a few of the children began to rouse from their catatonic state. Reluctantly, Usagi followed Luna and Ami from the now decimated room, and headed home for a second time that night, with a lot more on her mind than she could even think of at the moment.

'And...who...what was that voice? Where did it come from.'

Usagi stared up at the moon, and let out a slow sigh. Somehow, she felt that her life had just turned down a dark road, and she'd be staying its course for a long time to come.

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Ah, school's out. ^_^ I'm finally done! But you know what that means? On the 19th....I'll be boarding a plane and heading to Japan for three weeks. So of course, I'm going to absotivley update every story I have here at ff.net, and maybe post a songfic or two. Depends on how much I struggle with 'StoK'. Well, I hope you all have/had an unstressful finals week and are ready for a break! And if you don't get a break...then hang in there!! *does the 'V for Victory' sign*

Disclaimer: Bishoujo Senshi Sailormoon belongs to Naoko Takeuchi, Nakayoshi, Kodansha, and Toei and all its holdings. Gundam Wing belongs to Sohei Entertainment (I think…) and Sunrise. 'Only Happy When it Rains' belongs to Garbage. This story is written without intent of copyright infringement. If one of the aforementioned companies/individuals finds this, please don't sue. I will happily direct you to people who abuse you're materials much worse than me. Thank you.

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