The desicion
They failed. Ofcourse they
failed! It's not like they studied that hard. No, they didn't study at all!
Even the ones who had studied for a month barely made it. James tried to hold
back tears. Now he had to get back to his parents, and...Jessiebelle. He hated
her! Atleast he had Growly there. He looked at Jessie. She didn't know how he
felt about her. Ofcourse she didn't! He hadn't had the guts to tell her how he
felt. Now she would leave him... She had told him she wouldn't but after the minutes
passed, very tense and awkward, he became more unsure of that wonderful promise
every second.
Jessie walked towards him,
looking sad. She felt the same way as he, he could see that. He walked towards
her and just held her, embraced her. It felt so right... He had only felt this
way when that girl... No! He had Jessie now, and everything was alright now. It
was the first time they did that, but it was much less awkward than the silence
that just passed between them, after Jessie made the promise. He closed his
eyes and Jessie relaxed her head on his shoulder.
Jessie felt so happy, and
content. James was the only one who could make her feel save. But... Rino? She pulled her body closer in James' hug.
She had held so many secrets to James, her meeting with him for the first time,
when she was still the naive Jessica, she didn't tell him about Rino, or even
Thunder and Flammie, or how she felt about him. She was too afraid that he
might dislike her in any way. But now they had to leave, and she wasn't sure
whether she had to go with him, because of all her lies. He would hate her for
lying to him so much, because she was all he had. Yeah, that was good to think
to Jessie. She was all he had. But still... Maybe Rino didn't hate her as much
as James surely did. Maybe she should seek him, instead of James! Maybe it was
ment to be her and Rino! Or was it her and James? But James didn't like her at
all!
Jessie felt like her head
was about to explode. She quickly pulled back from James' warm and safe
embrace, to feel lost again. Maybe it was her destiny to feel lost!
She quickly ran out of the school, with voices screaming in her
head about what she should decide. Please make it stop.... Jessie thought as
her pokeballs rinkled on her belt, and the necklace with the eye symbol made a
high sound, as if to comfort her and scare away her demons that taunted her
mind.
James was SO sad. She was
all he had! How could she leave? Without saying a word... He looked sadly to
the ground. Actually, he wasn't surprised. Who would want to stay with someone
as him? Such a whimp, who couldn't defend himself at all. Jessie had to save
him all the time. But that embrace... he thought that...
James quickly held his hands
for his eyes, to prevend him from crying. Where should he go now?
