Hello again, standard Disclaimer
I still don't own a thing of eva, and talent in included in that
got some good feed back from a person that sayed some good things
I'll try to do what he claimed and make this a bit better :)
unfortunaly thou i got a few more flames after i finished writing
this, i will work on the format and use an alternate
word processer to fix my poor spelling and grammer
thanks again to all who add much needed critiquing on
this my first actual fanfic
and with that I begin again
All They Needed Was Each Other
Chapter 2: The new situation
The ride back to the aptartment was a silent for the most part until
Misato finally cracked "why were you going to do that, shinji?. I mean
what could have convinced you to do such a thing?"
"I was just feeling lonely..everything just got to me" images of the last
battle raced thru his mind causing a shudder.
"So, you wanted to run away again" Misato added grimly.
"I, don't know misato-san, I was just thinking last night...and.."
She cut him off midsentence with "so you didn't intend to wake Asuka then?'
"Wha..I woke her" the disponded pilot groaned knowing what awaited him when
he went back home.
"Yes..you did Shinji-kun, and she's non-to happy with that, as for your little
stunt, I'm going to have to report it to Ritsuko when I head in tonight," and
thought of that exchange sent a chill down the majors back, 'I don't even want
to know what she'll say when I tell her.' "were home."
"do..do i have to face her misato-san?" the fear clearly etched in his voice.
"I'm not going to do it," smiles warmly at him "hey, she may have went out for awhile
still fairly early."
The words didn't comfort him as he trudged his way up to his apartment. 'Would I
have realy done it, I didn't even realy think about most of it, the idea just
popped in my head.' his thoughts interupted as he entered the door.
"BAKA! what the Hell do you think your doing you WUSS, if you want do die do it
fast, Shit you even cooked for us, what is wrong with you' that followed by
a slap to the face was Shinji recieved from his other flatmate before she
walked past him and to the elevator.
"g...gomen Asuka" was all he was able to meekly reply.
With a groan Misato stated, "Shinji, eat something and get some rest, I need
to head in for my shift, ok?'
As the pain subsided from his face due to the second slap within an hour he reply
was weak "ok, I will. ja-ne"
"Ja-ne" and with that she left 'he's still beating himself up, I hope he was only
contempling that, dawm Shinji, what have you done now' her troubled mind was not
to be put at ease soon.
Back in the apartment 'I doubt I would have done it, i'm to much a coward, but
dispite that, Ayanami, I bet she ment as a pilot or co-worker, she's...not one
to even bother with such things, I wish I could. And Asuka couldn't care
two bits in hell about me' rubs his soar cheek as a reminder.
His evening was to be filled with what he was told to do, he made a small
supper, took a shower, and finished the night watching boring sit-coms until
he went to bed.
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At Nerv HQ
"HE ALMOST WHAT!?!?!?!" was all Akagi could say after Misato's confesion.
"now now Ritsuko, I think he was just having a bout of depression, you know
how sensitive he can be and after the last battle can you blaim him," she knew
it a weak defense but it was all she had.
"That doesn't justify anything, your his GUARDIAN you should have noticed"
That simple statement was exactly what Misato was hoping she wouldn't hear.
"I can't watch him all day everyday, I have to work and sleep sometimes right!"
"We'll have to put him under survalience, we can't allow him to do something
like that we need him to pilot" said without an ounce of concern for the
feelings of the actual person but the title.
"I know, but what can we do?"
"You're in charge of the pilots safty and well being, you figure it out, now I
need to do some tests on Ayanami, she claims something is wrong with her"
Menatly the major had lost all composure, 'Shinji no BAKA, what can i do now."
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The Hokari residence
"Asuka calm down, whats got you so upset anyway" Hikari spoke in calming tones
with the hope to bring the red-heads temper to a low boil.
"That WUSS was going to off himsefl, God I can't stand him, he's all balls one
minute then he's that pathetic spore mold." her invenomed speach would have
continued if not for yells from Hikari's siblings for silence.
"Do you know why we was going to do it?" the worry now present in her voice.
"I don't know and don't care, if he wants to do it, let him." Asuka claimed as
her voice again began to rise again 'I don't need wussy toys anyway, he..he's
such a boy!'
"You don't mean that Asuka...and Asuka will you be staying, its getting late."
"Yeah, I don't think i could stand the sight of him tonight.'
Hikari didn't realy belive the enraged second child, 'I think she's hiding something
she lives with him, maybe she's just mad he wanted to leave' after shaking
such silly notions from her head she prepairs a bed for her univited guest.
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The probing subided as all tests proved negative.
"Rei, nothing is wrong with you, no go home" the doctor's tone etched with ice.
"Ok" the first child was not accepting the doctor's tests as accurate, 'I
should have simply rendered him unconscious to prevent him from harming
himself, why did I...talk, I dislike this, I must inform the commander of these
developments. Ikari-kun, he is an oddity in my life, why does his existance concern
me.'
The first then proceeded to put her clothing back on and headed back to her
delapidated apartment.
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The next morning at the Katsuragi apartment
"Oi, shinji wake up" the loud call from the major rousing the young pilot.
who proceeded to follow the sound of the call. "Misato-san, you cooked?"
the fear of having to eat her cooking sending chills down his spine. "Don't give
me that look young man, and anyway, I think its a fine breakfast. 'this from a woman
than drinks bear first thing in the morning.' Misato started again, " So how are you
today?" Sitting and begining his meal, "Ok, I guess, sorry about yesterday," after a
few moments examining the taste in his mouth," its good, I was just overwelmed as I said."
The remainder of the meal passed in silence, and upon its completion Shinji gathered the
plates and began washing.
"Like "I" said yesterday shinji, things will be different for the next few weeks after
that stunt, but I may have something." She flashed shinji an almost sadistic smile." ah.
what is that misato-san?" the hairs on his neck standing from the smile. "After I inform
them, the other pilots will alternate watching you while I'm not available to do
the same, just think shinji, you get to spend time with them." she almost fell
from her seat rembering the few times shinji actually appeared interested
in his fellow pilots,'He gawked at Rei's I.D. card long enough, and if he
hasn't smacked Asuka after how she treats him, he has to at least think
something of her.' Shinji's mind however was not so much at ease, 'how could
she do that to me, I...they'd never, yeah i want toknow them more..but
I'll only get hurt by them..I'd rather not go thru that again....and..
they'd don't even think of me as a person, how will they react.'
"Shinji, try to look happy about it..it's either that or you move to the Geofront
and talk to a shrink 4 or 5 times a week" hoping to turn his overly gloomy
aura to a slightly possitive one.
"I'll try Misato-san, but i don't think the others will want this assignment."
"They won't have a choice, I'm their commanding officer after all."
Shinji decided to not press the issue as time was waning and he needed to go
to school, 'Asuka will definatly be upset, and ayanami, she'll do what she's
ordered but beside that I don't know, This will be so hard'
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Author notes
hello again ppl, like to thank a reviewer who claimed some ooc notes, and other
things i could do to fix this, I'm trying to fix it and make this more
'eva-esk' still a bit angst and you can see whats 'may' happen
its a bit off and unlikly but hey, arn't all fanfics mainly that, all
have occ as it "DIDN'T HAPPEN that way in eva anyway ;)" so
comments and flames are always welcome
and i mean it, that flame i got realy helped :)
oh and a ray of hope for those who think i should stop writing now
if i get ten "STOP DOING THIS IT'S TERRIBLE" i'll remove it and
now force you kind people to read terrible fanfics, it'd suck to be me
but i don't want to continue this if everybody thinks its sucks.
zentrodie
I still don't own a thing of eva, and talent in included in that
got some good feed back from a person that sayed some good things
I'll try to do what he claimed and make this a bit better :)
unfortunaly thou i got a few more flames after i finished writing
this, i will work on the format and use an alternate
word processer to fix my poor spelling and grammer
thanks again to all who add much needed critiquing on
this my first actual fanfic
and with that I begin again
All They Needed Was Each Other
Chapter 2: The new situation
The ride back to the aptartment was a silent for the most part until
Misato finally cracked "why were you going to do that, shinji?. I mean
what could have convinced you to do such a thing?"
"I was just feeling lonely..everything just got to me" images of the last
battle raced thru his mind causing a shudder.
"So, you wanted to run away again" Misato added grimly.
"I, don't know misato-san, I was just thinking last night...and.."
She cut him off midsentence with "so you didn't intend to wake Asuka then?'
"Wha..I woke her" the disponded pilot groaned knowing what awaited him when
he went back home.
"Yes..you did Shinji-kun, and she's non-to happy with that, as for your little
stunt, I'm going to have to report it to Ritsuko when I head in tonight," and
thought of that exchange sent a chill down the majors back, 'I don't even want
to know what she'll say when I tell her.' "were home."
"do..do i have to face her misato-san?" the fear clearly etched in his voice.
"I'm not going to do it," smiles warmly at him "hey, she may have went out for awhile
still fairly early."
The words didn't comfort him as he trudged his way up to his apartment. 'Would I
have realy done it, I didn't even realy think about most of it, the idea just
popped in my head.' his thoughts interupted as he entered the door.
"BAKA! what the Hell do you think your doing you WUSS, if you want do die do it
fast, Shit you even cooked for us, what is wrong with you' that followed by
a slap to the face was Shinji recieved from his other flatmate before she
walked past him and to the elevator.
"g...gomen Asuka" was all he was able to meekly reply.
With a groan Misato stated, "Shinji, eat something and get some rest, I need
to head in for my shift, ok?'
As the pain subsided from his face due to the second slap within an hour he reply
was weak "ok, I will. ja-ne"
"Ja-ne" and with that she left 'he's still beating himself up, I hope he was only
contempling that, dawm Shinji, what have you done now' her troubled mind was not
to be put at ease soon.
Back in the apartment 'I doubt I would have done it, i'm to much a coward, but
dispite that, Ayanami, I bet she ment as a pilot or co-worker, she's...not one
to even bother with such things, I wish I could. And Asuka couldn't care
two bits in hell about me' rubs his soar cheek as a reminder.
His evening was to be filled with what he was told to do, he made a small
supper, took a shower, and finished the night watching boring sit-coms until
he went to bed.
********************************************************************************
At Nerv HQ
"HE ALMOST WHAT!?!?!?!" was all Akagi could say after Misato's confesion.
"now now Ritsuko, I think he was just having a bout of depression, you know
how sensitive he can be and after the last battle can you blaim him," she knew
it a weak defense but it was all she had.
"That doesn't justify anything, your his GUARDIAN you should have noticed"
That simple statement was exactly what Misato was hoping she wouldn't hear.
"I can't watch him all day everyday, I have to work and sleep sometimes right!"
"We'll have to put him under survalience, we can't allow him to do something
like that we need him to pilot" said without an ounce of concern for the
feelings of the actual person but the title.
"I know, but what can we do?"
"You're in charge of the pilots safty and well being, you figure it out, now I
need to do some tests on Ayanami, she claims something is wrong with her"
Menatly the major had lost all composure, 'Shinji no BAKA, what can i do now."
******************************************************************************
The Hokari residence
"Asuka calm down, whats got you so upset anyway" Hikari spoke in calming tones
with the hope to bring the red-heads temper to a low boil.
"That WUSS was going to off himsefl, God I can't stand him, he's all balls one
minute then he's that pathetic spore mold." her invenomed speach would have
continued if not for yells from Hikari's siblings for silence.
"Do you know why we was going to do it?" the worry now present in her voice.
"I don't know and don't care, if he wants to do it, let him." Asuka claimed as
her voice again began to rise again 'I don't need wussy toys anyway, he..he's
such a boy!'
"You don't mean that Asuka...and Asuka will you be staying, its getting late."
"Yeah, I don't think i could stand the sight of him tonight.'
Hikari didn't realy belive the enraged second child, 'I think she's hiding something
she lives with him, maybe she's just mad he wanted to leave' after shaking
such silly notions from her head she prepairs a bed for her univited guest.
********************************************************************************
The probing subided as all tests proved negative.
"Rei, nothing is wrong with you, no go home" the doctor's tone etched with ice.
"Ok" the first child was not accepting the doctor's tests as accurate, 'I
should have simply rendered him unconscious to prevent him from harming
himself, why did I...talk, I dislike this, I must inform the commander of these
developments. Ikari-kun, he is an oddity in my life, why does his existance concern
me.'
The first then proceeded to put her clothing back on and headed back to her
delapidated apartment.
*********************************************************************************
The next morning at the Katsuragi apartment
"Oi, shinji wake up" the loud call from the major rousing the young pilot.
who proceeded to follow the sound of the call. "Misato-san, you cooked?"
the fear of having to eat her cooking sending chills down his spine. "Don't give
me that look young man, and anyway, I think its a fine breakfast. 'this from a woman
than drinks bear first thing in the morning.' Misato started again, " So how are you
today?" Sitting and begining his meal, "Ok, I guess, sorry about yesterday," after a
few moments examining the taste in his mouth," its good, I was just overwelmed as I said."
The remainder of the meal passed in silence, and upon its completion Shinji gathered the
plates and began washing.
"Like "I" said yesterday shinji, things will be different for the next few weeks after
that stunt, but I may have something." She flashed shinji an almost sadistic smile." ah.
what is that misato-san?" the hairs on his neck standing from the smile. "After I inform
them, the other pilots will alternate watching you while I'm not available to do
the same, just think shinji, you get to spend time with them." she almost fell
from her seat rembering the few times shinji actually appeared interested
in his fellow pilots,'He gawked at Rei's I.D. card long enough, and if he
hasn't smacked Asuka after how she treats him, he has to at least think
something of her.' Shinji's mind however was not so much at ease, 'how could
she do that to me, I...they'd never, yeah i want toknow them more..but
I'll only get hurt by them..I'd rather not go thru that again....and..
they'd don't even think of me as a person, how will they react.'
"Shinji, try to look happy about it..it's either that or you move to the Geofront
and talk to a shrink 4 or 5 times a week" hoping to turn his overly gloomy
aura to a slightly possitive one.
"I'll try Misato-san, but i don't think the others will want this assignment."
"They won't have a choice, I'm their commanding officer after all."
Shinji decided to not press the issue as time was waning and he needed to go
to school, 'Asuka will definatly be upset, and ayanami, she'll do what she's
ordered but beside that I don't know, This will be so hard'
*****************************************************************************
Author notes
hello again ppl, like to thank a reviewer who claimed some ooc notes, and other
things i could do to fix this, I'm trying to fix it and make this more
'eva-esk' still a bit angst and you can see whats 'may' happen
its a bit off and unlikly but hey, arn't all fanfics mainly that, all
have occ as it "DIDN'T HAPPEN that way in eva anyway ;)" so
comments and flames are always welcome
and i mean it, that flame i got realy helped :)
oh and a ray of hope for those who think i should stop writing now
if i get ten "STOP DOING THIS IT'S TERRIBLE" i'll remove it and
now force you kind people to read terrible fanfics, it'd suck to be me
but i don't want to continue this if everybody thinks its sucks.
zentrodie
