Duo's POV

Duo's POV

I went to school.

It wasn't like I imagined, everyone there except the teachers were blind or had severe vision problems. It was a shock to be with people who understood what it was never to see the light…and yet, it felt so *right*. There was another boy there who had also lost his sight in a fire, his name was Quatre and he had an extremely bright outlook on life. It was almost sad to hear his optimistic views about the world. If I was naïve than Quatre was downright stupid.

Then, the highlight of my schooling career came not even a month after I started.

"He-," the word wasn't even out of Wufei's mouth before I threw myself at him, nearly knocking him to the floor.

"Wufei, Wufei, guess what!"

"Wh-,"

"I read today!" I yelled, dropping to my knees and rifling through my schoolbooks. Once I had the book I wanted, I lay it on the kitchen table, flipping through pages until I found the page I wanted. "It's part of a poem, listen!"

Wufei walked around the table to rest his hand on my shoulder and watch as I felt the raised bumps and read, my voice trembling, "Two roads diverged in a yellow wood/

And sorry I could not travel both/And be one traveler/long I stood/And looked down as far as I could/To where it bent in the undergrowth…" I stopped, unable to continue. "It's called-,"

"The Road Not Taken by Robert Frost," Wufei said softly. Suddenly I was in his arms as he whispered, "Duo, you can read!"

I was shocked by the amount of emotion in his voice. "Wufei, thank you."

"For what?"

"For making me go," I whispered, kissing him lightly. "It's because of you I learnt how."

"I think you would've done it on your own," he said gruffly but I knew he was smiling as he kissed me back.

After a few more moments of kissing, I was surprised as Wufei lifted me up and whispered, "Duo, I'm tired of waiting!"

"Me too," I whispered back as if in a trance.

Next thing I knew we were standing in the doorway of our bedroom, lips moving over each other's in a hungry, wanting movement. My eyes widened as I felt the alien warmth of his tongue invade my mouth but the unnatural feeling vanished and the only thing I wanted was *him*.

It was getting to intense for me, standing in the doorway, lips touching and hands moving over bodies. So I said the first thing that popped into my mind, "Take off your shirt."

"You're blunt," Wufei remarked, but I could hear the amusement in his voice. I couldn't keep the smile off my face as I heard him carefully fold the shirt up and set it on a chair.

"You're a neat freak," I said, as he returned to me, kissing my neck softly. I sighed and ran my hands over his chest, reveling in the well-defined muscles beneath my fingers. "You're an innie too," I announced as my hands passed over the small indentation. I felt a tremor overtake his body as my hands continued their exploration, my fingers discovering every indent and curve of his body.

"Duo," he breathed, picking me up again and moving towards the bed.

"Wufei," I responded, sliding down on the bed beneath him.

"Are you…are you sure?" He whispered, his lips touching my face and neck as his hands slipped under my shirt and caressed my heated flesh.

"Yes," I answered, sitting up slightly and aiding him in removing my shirt, "Yes!"

"Mmm…" A low rumble, almost a purr issued from Wufei's lips as he kissed me again. His hands explored my body with quick gentleness and his lips moved down, over my chest and abdomen.

I jolted again as his tongue flecked into dimple of my navel. He saw my jolt of pleasure and kissed me again. "You taste good," he whispered.

"You make me feel good," I whispered back.

A few more moments of kissing and he whispered, "Duo…"

"Please," I whispered, closing my eyes. "Please Wufei, make the sun shine!"

He understood because only moments later we were naked, breathing heavy and heated skin rubbing against each other's erotically.

"Duo," he whispered, his hands tracing every inch of my body. "You're beautiful."

"I wish I could see what you look like," I cried fretfully, turning my face away so his lips caught my ear rather than my lips.

A moment later, he was bringing my hands to his face. "Duo, this is the only way you can see," he whispered.

"You want me to touch you?" I whispered, my hands dropping.

"Duo, I *need* your touch," he answered, kissing my hands as he brought them back to his face.

So I gave it to him. I let my hands trace his body, caress, fondle, bring soft cries from both of us as he returned the gentle touch.

As he moved his heated center against mine, he whispered, his voice a groan, "Duo, we should stop now-before we go to far."

"Can we do more?" I whispered, arching up against him.

He moaned softly before answering, "Oooh…yes, we can do more!"

"Than let's do it," I whispered.

"Duo!" I knew his eyes were wide with surprise.

"Wufei! I want you!"

"Duo, what about-,"

"Wufei, I need you to take away the dirt Trowa left on me!" We were still thrusting against each other and I wasn't sure if my voice was becoming a sob from that or the need to know sex could be good for me, a way to express love rather than a violent, hateful act.

"You're-you're sure?"

"Yes!" I practically screamed, grasping onto his upper arms, my fingertips digging into his hard flesh. "Yes, Wufei, yes!"

"Duo," he breathed kissing me softly, before rolling over and finding something in a drawer.

"What's-oh," I flushed as I recognized the odor of it as he opened the small container. I hadn't lived in the home of a whore for nothing-I knew what lube was and what it was used for.

"I love you," Wufei whispered, kissing my collarbone as he adjusted our positions.

"Love you too," I whispered, closing my eyes and hoping the horrible pain I still associated with sex wouldn't follow me here.

I tensed as I felt his finger penetrate me gently. "Duo? We can stop if it hurts in anyway," Wufei whispered concernedly.

"No…it's cold," I whimpered.

I could almost hear his smile as another finger joined the first, "Relax Duo. It'll be better for you if you do."

"Oh," I whispered, relaxing against his hand. "Oh!" I cried a few moments later, rocking against his hand. "Wufei-!"

"Duo," he managed to say his breathing harsh and ragged in my ear. "Oh, God, Duo!"

I closed my eyes suddenly, preparing myself for the harsh, ripping pain. But there was only a slight bit, much less than I'd expected. And soon surpassing the pain was pleasure. Wild, reckless pleasure that ripped through us as we moved together on that messed-up sweaty bed, breathing loud and irregular, soft cries issuing from both our lips.

At last, I couldn't take anymore, the intense pleasure building up inside of me found its release as I cried out, shuddering beneath Wufei the force of my climax. Only moments later, Wufei shuddered behind me, his voice a deep guttural sound in my ear as he reached his pinnacle. Still gasping for breath, we fell separated down among the sheets of the bed, bodies still carrying a fine sheen of sweat.

After a few moments of lying in quiet, Wufei rolled over and whispered gently, pressing his lips tenderly against mine, "Do you regret any of it?"

"N," I cried fervently as soon as my lips were free. "Not a moment of it! It was like-it almost like seeing the sun for a short moment!"

"Duo!" Wufei cried suddenly, burying his face in my neck. "Duo, I love you!"