I know what I want. Sure it took me awhile to figure it out but how hard was the decision? If the saying goes the way I want it to, I'll get what I want. I want Tristan and I'm going to get Tristan, forever. There is a slight problem though. I don't know what to do. Sure I have a few plans, but they're all very practical and precise. Not a good game plan for love. I want Tristan, but I scared of letting go. It scares me that if I give myself fully to him; he'll reject me. I know I have to just take the risk and jump, but I'm scared. I can jump and I will. It may be a long fall, but in the end everything will work out.
What is it that my mom told me one day? Oh, " You'll know the moment is right. Every practical bone in your body will desert you and you'll have to take the chance. If it's real and the moments is right, you'll take that risk." So I guess I have to wait, I hope it comes soon, I'm tired of waiting for what I want.
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