I do NOT I repeat....NOT know why I wrote this but I did....please don't ask why I did..I have been getting TOO many idea's lately :( It is totally annoying!

Anyway this is in the POV of Ken and Yolei's daughter!

I guess you could think of this as a Kenyako if you really wanted to but I wouldn't...there is NO romantic things between them in this fic...just them talking to their kids when they are in it ^^

It takes place when they find out Yolei is pregnant with their baby which is unnamed in this fic okay?Man I talk or write or whatever TOO much :p

Disclaimer: I don't own Digimon or the characters.....

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++I'll be Free Like a Blue Jay++

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I'm alone looking at the green du filled grass. It is early in the morning obviously. The sun is in the sky and the birds are chirping outside on the tree. The birds were beautiful baby Blue Jays. The mother bird has just come back with food for the three hungry birds. Getting the worm to eat is seeming pretty tough I am guessing. All three of those baby birds are trying to get it but none of them seem to be winning the worm over the others.

It is hard enough around here with just my brother Sam. I know the hole story of why he was named the way he was already for you see I heard mom and dad taking about it once. I guess they were arguing about telling him or not. My memory is kind of fuzzy because I was sleepy. I had just got up to go to the bathroom. I think mom wanted to tell him but dad wasn't so sure. Dad started crying from what I remember. It was the first and only time I had seen him crying. I had always thought of father as a tough guy who would never cry. I guess I was wrong huh?

They still haven't told him. I guess dad won the fight, like he always does. I hate it around here though! I never get any attention with my brother here. Mom and dad seem to love him...more than they would ever love me. I'm always second to him. It is so stupid! I'm older and get blamed for everything! Sam is always the innocent one. If there were another kid around here I'd flip. I'm sure glad there isn't.

I hear a door opening from the hallway. I turn my head to see my brother walking out of his room and coming towards me. His lavender hair is a mess all sticking up everywhere. He looks the least bit tied. Sam's pajamas are all blue with S~I on the top right corner. It stands for Sam Ichijouji.

Coming up to me he asks what I am doing. I do not reply. I simply continue gazing out the window at the birds. I see the mother has left and the birds are chirping loudly at each other. Maybe they are fighting like me and my brother do all the time.

My brother once again asks me in an annoyed tone. I tell him to beat it. With a sad look on his face he leaves and goes into the kitchen. I hadn't meant to hurt his feelings like that but sometimes he is way too annoying. Why can't he see I don't want to talk right now? I don't understand it! Then mom and dad have the nerve to hate me and love him.

I once again look outside at the blue birds. They know quieted down as the mother bird approaches again. Another bird comes that is also a Blue Jay. It must be the father.

Just then mom and dad came in the room with serious faces on. They tell me and my brother to come over to them because they need to talk to us. Sam comes back from the kitchen and I leave the window and the birds. I go to my mom and dad and sit on the couch.

They began by telling us how much they love each of us. Boy that was a totally lie. I know they love Sam but not me. They wanted me to be a boy anyway. So the fact that I wasn't gave them the right to hate me and love their first boy my brother.

My father continues to tell us mom had just gone to the doctor and then he stopped. There was a long pause before my mom told us she was pregnant. How dare they bring another child in this world if they can't love me! They don't deserve to be called my parents at all. They are simply love sick people who love only selected children.

My brother seems excited and asks if it is a boy or girl. Ken and Yolei which I refuse to call mom and dad smile and tell him it is a boy. But of course they would be happy about that now wouldn't they. Ken,Yolei,and Sam leave the room as I run back to the window with watery eyes. Now I am like you young Blue Jays. I have another sibling on the way.

The little birds don't look so little now they are not still in their nest. The each fly away in different directions never to return again. I was wrong. I am not like them. They are free to find love while I am stuck here like a prisoner behind bars with no on to love me. I wish I were free like you.

I then get an idea. Ken and Yolei would never miss me anyway so I run to my room. I grab a bag and stuff some clothing and money in it. I run to the kitchen and take some junk food and then run back to my room. I stick it in my bag. I zipper it up as it makes a sound. It sounds like freedom. Yes soon...soon I'll be free like a Blue Jay. No worry at all.

I run out of the room and out of the door. I keep running down the street. It feels like I have been running for hours now. I stop running and sit down under a tree. I am free now. I am free like a Blue Jay. Ken and Yolei would never miss me. I look up at the tree and see a Blue Jay chip a song. Was that song for me? I don't know but it was beautiful. You know why? It is because I am free...

The End

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Ja ne
~DCE