Chichi_4 Here is it! The new chapter! Very....dramatic and sad and with a song in it.
Backstreet Boys "Don't wanna lose you now" . I thought maybe it would fit in here.
I hope you like it! I know, I know it's again short, but please FORGIVE ME?!?!
THANKS FOR REVIEWING THE LAST CHAPTER!!!!!!!!!


There are always hard times........
Chapter 4

Carefully, Chichi loosened the tight embraces of her sons, Gohan and Goten. They slowly lifted their heads and looked at their mother. Chichi smiled lovingly at her two babys.
"I don't deserve such wonderfull children like you." Chichi whispered as she felt new tears. Her children were everything to her and she was so proud of them.
Gohan was a famous scientist and had a family of his own. A beautiful wife, who he loved deeply and she returned it. And her daughter-in-law has given birth to Chichi's sweet little grand-daughter, Pan.
Goten attend High-School. He maybe isn't that intelligent, but he has his heart on the right place.
Chichi silently turned around and looked at that sayajin-warrior laying on the floor crying. Her husband, Son-Goku.
She walked twords him as slowly and quietly as she could. He was still crying and Chichi could hear his sobbing. He lay there on the kitchen-floor, craddled into a ball.
What have I done to my wife? She hates me now! It's all my fault! I can't stand living without her! Her love, her smile, her kiss......! And I'm sure Gohan and Goten hate me, too. What can I do`Dende, please, help me....
Goku was in such deep thoughts of sadness, love and hate that he even didn't recordnized his dear wife standing next to him.
"Goku....?" Chichi asked nearly not audiable. He didn't seem to notice her ao she kneeled down in front of him so they were the same high now.
"Goku.....?" She asked again and this time it seemed like he had heard her. He stoped his sobbing and rubbed with his hands through his child-like face, asshamed of looking into Chichi's eyes. "Goku...please look at me...." Chichi said softly as her fingers moved under his chin. Slowly she lifted his face up so she could look into her husband's eyes.


I never thought that I would lose my mind
That I could control this
Never thought that I'd be left behind
That I was stronger than you, baby
Girl if only I know what I've done
You know so why don't you tell me
And I, I would bring down the moon and the sun
to show you how much I care

She looked into his red eyes and his tear strained face. In his eyes was a mix of feelings and emotions. Goku looked sad, helpless, lost, but there also was alittle hope in his black shining eyes. They just starred at each other.
What had happened to us? have we changed that much?
After a while Goku shut his eyes and turned away from her. "Chichi, please! I didn't want this to happen, honestly! Please believe me..... I love you and I would never hurt you....." Goku stuttered nervously and looked at his wife's hurt face for any sign of emotions. What should I do if she doesn't believe me?

Don't wanna lose you now
Baby, I know we can win this
Don't wanna lose you know
No no, or ever again

Chichi just watched her Goku. I know that I believe him, but will our life ever be the same? Can I trust him ever again? Would he beat me again, if he is angry?
Goku's puppy eyes seemed to plead. Chichi reached out and touched his wet cheek softly.
Tears were again forming in her black eyes as she caressed his cheek. Goku lifted his hands and touched her hand on his cheek. "Please believe me, Chichi, please."

I've got that feeling you're not gonna stay
It's burning within me
The fear of losing
Of slipping away
It's just keeps getting closer, baby
Whatever reasonto leave that I've had
My place was always beside you
And I wish that I Didn't need you so bad
Your face just won't go away

"I can't live without you Chichi! You're everything to me! Please! I fight just for you, I live just for you! Please, believe me...." Goku sobbed again as Chichi's hand started to get wet by his new tears.

Don't wanna lose you now
Baby, I know we can win this
Don't wanna lose you now
No, No or ever again

Suddenly Chichi started smiling under her tears. She brought her other hand to his face to his other cheek. As she held his face in her hands she moved her face closer to his and whispered.
"I love you forever, Goku!" Goku's face lit up immedietly and he started laughing lightly.
"Oh, Chichi. I love you, too. More than you can imagine!" With that he moved his face forward and closed his eyes. Chichi also closed her eyes as she felt his soft lips touching hers tenderly. It was a kiss full of great love, hope, and wishes.

I never thought that I would lose my mind
That I could control this
Never thought that I'd be left behind
That I was stronger than you

Don't wanna lose in loneliness
Girl I know we can win
Don't wanna lose in emptiness, oh no
Never again

Don't wanna lose you now
Baby, I know we can win this
Don't wanna lose you now
No, no or ever again


Wow! That was it! Maybe the last chapter.... If you want me to continue or if you have some idea for next chapters than mail me ! Perhaps a fight between Gohan and Goku or something? Mail me or review!
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