There are always hard times........
Chapter 4
Carefully, Chichi loosened
the tight embraces of her sons, Gohan and Goten. They slowly lifted their
heads and looked at their mother. Chichi smiled lovingly at her two babys.
"I don't deserve such
wonderfull children like you." Chichi whispered as she felt new tears.
Her children were everything to her and she was so proud of them.
Gohan was a famous scientist
and had a family of his own. A beautiful wife, who he loved deeply and
she returned it. And her daughter-in-law has given birth to Chichi's sweet
little grand-daughter, Pan.
Goten attend High-School.
He maybe isn't that intelligent, but he has his heart on the right place.
Chichi silently turned
around and looked at that sayajin-warrior laying on the floor crying. Her
husband, Son-Goku.
She walked twords him
as slowly and quietly as she could. He was still crying and Chichi could
hear his sobbing. He lay there on the kitchen-floor, craddled into a ball.
What have I done to my
wife? She hates me now! It's all my fault! I can't stand living without
her! Her love, her smile, her kiss......! And I'm sure Gohan and Goten
hate me, too. What can I do`Dende, please, help me....
Goku was in such deep
thoughts of sadness, love and hate that he even didn't recordnized his
dear wife standing next to him.
"Goku....?" Chichi asked
nearly not audiable. He didn't seem to notice her ao she kneeled down in
front of him so they were the same high now.
"Goku.....?" She asked
again and this time it seemed like he had heard her. He stoped his sobbing
and rubbed with his hands through his child-like face, asshamed of looking
into Chichi's eyes. "Goku...please look at me...." Chichi said softly as
her fingers moved under his chin. Slowly she lifted his face up so she
could look into her husband's eyes.
I never thought that I would lose my mind
That I could control this
Never thought that I'd be left behind
That I was stronger than you, baby
Girl if only I know what I've done
You know so why don't you tell me
And I, I would bring down the moon and the sun
to show you how much I care
She looked into his red
eyes and his tear strained face. In his eyes was a mix of feelings and
emotions. Goku looked sad, helpless, lost, but there also was alittle hope
in his black shining eyes. They just starred at each other.
What had happened to
us? have we changed that much?
After a while Goku shut
his eyes and turned away from her. "Chichi, please! I didn't want this
to happen, honestly! Please believe me..... I love you and I would never
hurt you....." Goku stuttered nervously and looked at his wife's hurt face
for any sign of emotions. What should
I do if she doesn't believe me?
Don't wanna lose you now
Baby, I know we can win this
Don't wanna lose you know
No no, or ever again
Chichi just watched her
Goku. I know that I believe him, but
will our life ever be the same? Can I trust him ever again? Would he beat
me again, if he is angry?
Goku's puppy eyes seemed
to plead. Chichi reached out and touched his wet cheek softly.
Tears were again forming
in her black eyes as she caressed his cheek. Goku lifted his hands and
touched her hand on his cheek. "Please believe me, Chichi, please."
I've got that feeling you're not gonna stay
It's burning within me
The fear of losing
Of slipping away
It's just keeps getting closer, baby
Whatever reasonto leave that I've had
My place was always beside you
And I wish that I Didn't need you so bad
Your face just won't go away
"I can't live without
you Chichi! You're everything to me! Please! I fight just for you, I live
just for you! Please, believe me...." Goku sobbed again as Chichi's hand
started to get wet by his new tears.
Don't wanna lose you now
Baby, I know we can win this
Don't wanna lose you now
No, No or ever again
Suddenly Chichi started
smiling under her tears. She brought her other hand to his face to his
other cheek. As she held his face in her hands she moved her face closer
to his and whispered.
"I love you forever,
Goku!" Goku's face lit up immedietly and he started laughing lightly.
"Oh, Chichi. I love
you, too. More than you can imagine!" With that he moved his face forward
and closed his eyes. Chichi also closed her eyes as she felt his soft lips
touching hers tenderly. It was a kiss full of great love, hope, and wishes.
I never thought that I would lose my mind
That I could control this
Never thought that I'd be left behind
That I was stronger than you
Don't wanna lose in loneliness
Girl I know we can win
Don't wanna lose in emptiness, oh no
Never again
Don't wanna lose you now
Baby, I know we can win this
Don't wanna lose you now
No, no or ever again
Wow! That was it! Maybe the last chapter.... If you want me to continue
or if you have some idea for next chapters than mail me ! Perhaps a fight
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