Special
Thanks: Karen Takaishi, Iffer-chan, and Minime..type person ^__^ Your reviews are most appreciated. And a huge thanks to Jorge, who helps with these ideas. In other words I get a lot of my ideas from rp ^_^ Arigatou!
I don't even have the courage to go see him. It's all my fault, all of it. How long has it been since that night? Maybe, I should have gone to see him. Even if it was when he was asleep. I feel so guilty, my minds a complete mess and I can hardly sleep.
It's been like this for a few days. I've been stumbling through school not caring about anything. Usually, I would keep my head held high and smile to everyone. That facade has failed me now. I feel so dead inside. I feel like I lost my bestfriend. Newflash: I did lose my bestfriend. It's hard to imagine that I could be that stupid. I've always prided myself on being considerate to others feelings. I could step around every cheerleaders crush and leave them happy even though I would never go out with them.
But, now...I don't know why that happened. I'm more tactful than that, aren't I? Deep down am I really that cruel? Probably not, I think it just scared me. I keep asking myself why, why did it scare me. Why did it make me feel like I had to push him away. And I keep coming up with a blank. I need advice.
And that's why I'm heading towards my brothers home. He knows about these things, hell he went through a lot of it himself. It's not a common fact that they're together. If you don't know I'm talking about him and Taichi.
So, as I was saying that's where I'm heading right now. I know they'll both be there, its a given. Where one is the other is. I'll end up getting double advice this way. It's easy too, just raise your hand and bang on the door as loud as you can! If you don't they're never hear you through their groans...and...moving on now, someone is answering the door.
A half naked Taichi, no shock there. I just smile at him and slip underneath the arm he has resting on the door frame. "Nii-chan." I glance around looking for my brother. At least he had the decency to get dress first. They know my knock though...maybe its because I try to break the door down in the beginning. "I need some advice."
He raises an eyebrow, the motion makes me think of Mr. Spock. "About?"
Well, here's the moment of truth. "About Daisuke and...well..."
I can just hear the grin on Taichi's face. "What about Daisuke, Takeru-kun."
Does Taichi really want me to smack him? "Well....you see he kissed me, and I yelled at him...and..he ran..."
Yamato stares at me. I hate it when he does that. Stares like I've grown a second head or something. "Well, do you like him?"
What kind of question is that?! Do I like him? Why doesn't he just ask me another question I have no clue about! "I don't know..."
"Obviously you do. Why else would you be this upset about something like this."
I flail madly "That's not it!" But, maybe it is. I think I do like him in one form or another. That's a lie. I'm so worried about him. He got hurt because of me and it hurts my heart. I don't think its because he's just a friend.
"Look, Takeru-kun." It's Taichi again...great here comes the pep talk. "You were just shocked, and you didn't give your heart a chance to catch up to your mouth. You should go and talk to him. Everything will turn out okay! You just...gotta believe"
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Short and sweet. The next one will be from Daisukes. Which will include the next scene. ^_^ Oooh some notes
* Okay, so I made a hint of Taito...no wait it was flat-out! There's a reason for this...just wait
** That saying is credited to Jorge...since that's his Taichi characters catch phrase...I just had to add it in. ^__^
