Title: Everything You Want
Author: Mieko Kagetaka / Meela
Song: Everything You Want performed and written by Vertical Horizon (used
without permission) Strictly for entertainment.
Pairings: Yes, I have pairings this time: 5 + (1x2) confused on the math?
read on!
Warnings: shounen ai, language, complete and utter angst
Notes: This is the first part of the Songfic Trilogy. C & C is most welcomed!!!!
***guitar riff, Meela steps up to the mike and sings ****
Somewhere there's speaking
It's already coming in
Oh, and it's rising in the back of your mind.
You never could get it
Unless you were fed it
Now you're here and you don't know why
****fades into the scene before you****
Wufei sped down the twisting roads ouside of the manor that the G-boys
were temporarily inhabiting. His mind in a frenzy of torment and emotion
(yes! emotion!) worse than normal. That morning during his meditations, he
was given a shocking realization. Wufei was beginning to truly care about
Heero. But the problem was that Heero and Duo were together, although rumor
had it that Heero wasn't treating Duo right. Heero was taking Duo's
generosity and love for granted. As much as Wufei cared for Duo (of course
he wouldn't let Duo know he gave a damn), he knew Duo deserved better than
what Heero gave him. //Why can't Heero appreciate Duo more? Duo does
everything to keep Heero happy but it's never enough. Heero, why are you so
blind?//
***Meela leans into the mike and sings***
But under the skinned knees
And under skid marks
Past the places where you used to learn
You howl and listen
Listen and wait for the
Echoes of angels that won't return
****fades*****
Wufei sped even faster on his cycle, try to lose himself in the motor's
lullaby. He would give anything to have Heero, but he felt it was his duty
to remind Heero of how important Duo was. He needed to suppress these
conflicting feelings for Heero.
He knew the last time he felt this way and it had ended in disaster. Never
again, he had vowed. Never! But, didn't he deserve to be happy too?
//Dammit, Heero why are you such a jerk yet so wonderful?//
*******
He's everything you want
He's everything you need
He's everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
He says all the right things
At exactly the right time
But he means nothing to you
And you don't know why
************
Wufei pulled off the main road near the lake. He jumped off the bike and
sat near the water. He picked up some skipping stones and threw them
violently across the water. He was so furious at himself for falling into
the "trap" he kept preaching about to the others. If he wasn't so into
honor, he'd simply just steal Heero from Duo. But, alas, he cared about
Duo's feelings as well. //I'm such a weakling// In his years of lonliness
and solitude, he was searching to feel complete again. he wasn't expecting
it to be Heero of all people!
****Meela goes back up to the mike****
You're waiting for someone
To put you together
You're waiting for someone to push you away.
There's always another
Wound to discover
There's always something more you wish he'd say
He's everything you want
He's everything you need
He's everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
He says all the right things
At exactly the right time
But he means nothing to you
And you don't know why
******fades******
"Fuck! " screamed Wufei, "I don't have time for this nonsense. What the
hell am I doing here?!"
Wufei, furious at his own torment (like that's something new, ne?),
couldn't help but feel that longing to be the one Heero would hold at night.
To be with someone with the same protocol for battle without regret. The
strength, the passion.... //Shit! Dammit it all to hell! If Duo ever found
out, I'd be willing to suffer whatever the God of Death would bestow on my
wretched soul. It's just not fair!//
***Meela wipes the sweat off her forehead and leans into the mike again***
But you'll just sit tight
And watch it unwind
It's only what you're asking for
And you'll be just fine
With allof your time
It's only what you're waiting for
**** fades****
After calming down a bit and accepting his truth, Wufei gathered himself
up and started doing some katas to clear his mind. To give him an outlet, to
rethink these absurd feelings, to be patient on what's to come. //I'll just
act normal and put this on the back burner for now. If Heero and Duo are
meant to be together, then so be it. If they fall apart, I shall be there as
well.//
********
Out of the island
Into the highway
Past the places where you might have turned
You never did notice
But you still hide away
The anger of angels who won't return
He's everything you want
He's everything you need
He's everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
He says all the right things
At exactly the right time
But he means nothing to you
And you don't know why
************
Having thought everything though, Wufei decided that he should talk to
Heero about treating Duo better. It was the right thing to do. After all,
he would want the same for himself, ne? Trying to fully convince himself,
Wufei got back on his cycle and headed back for the manor. But he thought of
how happy Trowa and Quatre were, their torrid love affair. He thought about
how Heero and Duo were in the beginning of their love, so innocent, so right.
He had to isolate himself from the 2 couples because he wished he was with
someone too and tried to refocus on mission at hand instead. It sucked to be
alone.
Wufei gritted his teeth and pressed harder onto the road, increasing his
speed even faster. His heart beating louder than the engine beneath him, his
thoughts screaming Nooooooo! His heart cried out: //Heero belongs with me!
I'm his soulmate, not Duo! Duo deserves someone to understand him fully and
not be so cold and distant. I can live with the coldness. It should be me!
Me!! oh, Heero, why can't you see that?!//
***Wufei steals the mike from Meela and screams***
I am everything you want!
I am everything you need!
I am everything INSIDE of you
That you wish you could be!
I say all the right things
At exactly the right time
But I mean nothing to you
And I don't know why...
And I don't know....
why?
Why?
And I don't know............
***Wufei drops the mike and stalks away leaving Meela with her mouth dropped
open***
Author: Mieko Kagetaka / Meela
Song: Everything You Want performed and written by Vertical Horizon (used
without permission) Strictly for entertainment.
Pairings: Yes, I have pairings this time: 5 + (1x2) confused on the math?
read on!
Warnings: shounen ai, language, complete and utter angst
Notes: This is the first part of the Songfic Trilogy. C & C is most welcomed!!!!
***guitar riff, Meela steps up to the mike and sings ****
Somewhere there's speaking
It's already coming in
Oh, and it's rising in the back of your mind.
You never could get it
Unless you were fed it
Now you're here and you don't know why
****fades into the scene before you****
Wufei sped down the twisting roads ouside of the manor that the G-boys
were temporarily inhabiting. His mind in a frenzy of torment and emotion
(yes! emotion!) worse than normal. That morning during his meditations, he
was given a shocking realization. Wufei was beginning to truly care about
Heero. But the problem was that Heero and Duo were together, although rumor
had it that Heero wasn't treating Duo right. Heero was taking Duo's
generosity and love for granted. As much as Wufei cared for Duo (of course
he wouldn't let Duo know he gave a damn), he knew Duo deserved better than
what Heero gave him. //Why can't Heero appreciate Duo more? Duo does
everything to keep Heero happy but it's never enough. Heero, why are you so
blind?//
***Meela leans into the mike and sings***
But under the skinned knees
And under skid marks
Past the places where you used to learn
You howl and listen
Listen and wait for the
Echoes of angels that won't return
****fades*****
Wufei sped even faster on his cycle, try to lose himself in the motor's
lullaby. He would give anything to have Heero, but he felt it was his duty
to remind Heero of how important Duo was. He needed to suppress these
conflicting feelings for Heero.
He knew the last time he felt this way and it had ended in disaster. Never
again, he had vowed. Never! But, didn't he deserve to be happy too?
//Dammit, Heero why are you such a jerk yet so wonderful?//
*******
He's everything you want
He's everything you need
He's everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
He says all the right things
At exactly the right time
But he means nothing to you
And you don't know why
************
Wufei pulled off the main road near the lake. He jumped off the bike and
sat near the water. He picked up some skipping stones and threw them
violently across the water. He was so furious at himself for falling into
the "trap" he kept preaching about to the others. If he wasn't so into
honor, he'd simply just steal Heero from Duo. But, alas, he cared about
Duo's feelings as well. //I'm such a weakling// In his years of lonliness
and solitude, he was searching to feel complete again. he wasn't expecting
it to be Heero of all people!
****Meela goes back up to the mike****
You're waiting for someone
To put you together
You're waiting for someone to push you away.
There's always another
Wound to discover
There's always something more you wish he'd say
He's everything you want
He's everything you need
He's everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
He says all the right things
At exactly the right time
But he means nothing to you
And you don't know why
******fades******
"Fuck! " screamed Wufei, "I don't have time for this nonsense. What the
hell am I doing here?!"
Wufei, furious at his own torment (like that's something new, ne?),
couldn't help but feel that longing to be the one Heero would hold at night.
To be with someone with the same protocol for battle without regret. The
strength, the passion.... //Shit! Dammit it all to hell! If Duo ever found
out, I'd be willing to suffer whatever the God of Death would bestow on my
wretched soul. It's just not fair!//
***Meela wipes the sweat off her forehead and leans into the mike again***
But you'll just sit tight
And watch it unwind
It's only what you're asking for
And you'll be just fine
With allof your time
It's only what you're waiting for
**** fades****
After calming down a bit and accepting his truth, Wufei gathered himself
up and started doing some katas to clear his mind. To give him an outlet, to
rethink these absurd feelings, to be patient on what's to come. //I'll just
act normal and put this on the back burner for now. If Heero and Duo are
meant to be together, then so be it. If they fall apart, I shall be there as
well.//
********
Out of the island
Into the highway
Past the places where you might have turned
You never did notice
But you still hide away
The anger of angels who won't return
He's everything you want
He's everything you need
He's everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
He says all the right things
At exactly the right time
But he means nothing to you
And you don't know why
************
Having thought everything though, Wufei decided that he should talk to
Heero about treating Duo better. It was the right thing to do. After all,
he would want the same for himself, ne? Trying to fully convince himself,
Wufei got back on his cycle and headed back for the manor. But he thought of
how happy Trowa and Quatre were, their torrid love affair. He thought about
how Heero and Duo were in the beginning of their love, so innocent, so right.
He had to isolate himself from the 2 couples because he wished he was with
someone too and tried to refocus on mission at hand instead. It sucked to be
alone.
Wufei gritted his teeth and pressed harder onto the road, increasing his
speed even faster. His heart beating louder than the engine beneath him, his
thoughts screaming Nooooooo! His heart cried out: //Heero belongs with me!
I'm his soulmate, not Duo! Duo deserves someone to understand him fully and
not be so cold and distant. I can live with the coldness. It should be me!
Me!! oh, Heero, why can't you see that?!//
***Wufei steals the mike from Meela and screams***
I am everything you want!
I am everything you need!
I am everything INSIDE of you
That you wish you could be!
I say all the right things
At exactly the right time
But I mean nothing to you
And I don't know why...
And I don't know....
why?
Why?
And I don't know............
***Wufei drops the mike and stalks away leaving Meela with her mouth dropped
open***
