Title: The First Taste
Author: Meela (Meela76@aol.com )
Song: "The First Taste" performed and written by Fiona Apple (without permission, solely for the entertainment of others - so don't sue, merci!)
Pairing: 5 + (1x2) although..... that WILL change!!!*wink*
My first GW citrus flavored fic! :)
Warning: Language, shounen ai (that means boyxboy love), lime... oh yeah ANGST!
Notes: This is the much demanded sequel. C & C of course :) Arigato in
advance. The some Kleenex and some Sprite or Limeade for that deep down body thirst. :)
//...// - of course thoughts
"..." = do I really have to explain that one?
"The First Taste"
[GASP *CRASH*]
The two broke the kiss and looked towards the sound. There was Duo, slumped at the door next to the broken glass on the floor.
"Wufei?! Heero?! What the hell?!"
"D-Duo! It's not what you think...," Wufei said startled.
"Like hell it's not! Heero, how could you?! I'm outta here," Duo walked out of the room.
"Duo, wait!" Heero got up on the floor and went after Duo and stopped him in the hallway.
Wufei stared after the two and shook his head. He put his hand against his kiss-swollen lips and closed his eyes against unshed tears. He started remembering the kiss, how soft Heero's lips were, how surprisingly gentle Heero was, how Heero made him feel special, how Duo's face fell when he saw them together. //Not like this...// He got up from the bed and walked over to his window. The moon's light shone down on his sculpted chest and torso. He stared over the mountains up ahead and grit his teeth, muscles tensed.
~~~~~~~
***Meela starts to sing***
I lie in an earlier bed, thinking late thoughts
Waiting for the black to replace my blue.....
~~~~~~~~
"Duo, listen to me-" Heero said as he grabbed Duo's arm. Duo yanked free from his grasp.
"Listen to what, Heero? I don't need to LISTEN to anything, I saw it all! I thought you said you'd change, Heero. I thought you respected me more than that. What the hell's going on?" Duo glared at Heero, pulse racing in his ears, fighting back the urge to break down and just leave this place. He'd had enough and he wanted answers, now. Duo leaned back against the wall, propped one foot against the wall and crossed his arms, "Well?"
Heero stood in front his lover and studied his eyes, gauging them. //It's not what you think, Duo. It's not like that...//
"Duo, do you know the real reason Wufei left today?"
"I thought he was just being his normal pissed off at the world self and needed a break,"Duo waved his hand nonchalantly, brushing off the question at first, "Why? And what's this got to do with me finding you two kissing behind my back?"
"We didn't mean to do that, it just happened."
Duo snorted and crossed his arms again, "Well, that just makes it all honky dorry now? That's supposed to make me feel better? Why did you two kiss in the first place?"
~~~~~~~
"I'm leaving," said Wufei to the moon, "I've done enough. I'm not worthy of their love. Or anyone else's. I didn't mean to kiss him back... yes, I did... or did I? I'm so weak. Why couldn't I find someone else instead of this? I'd better go now before I hurt even more."
Wufei turned his back on the moon and clinched his fists. The short fingernails pierced his skin and he began to bleed, but he didn't care. He could hear muffled voices in the hallway since his door was still open. After a tormented moment, he slowed down his breathing and grabbed his duffel bags. He opened one of the drawers and stuffed his clothes into the bags. He wiped a stray tear from his already tear-streaked face and cursed at himself.
~~~~~~~
I do not struggle in your web
Because it was my AIM to be caught....
~~~~~~~
"Are you willing to listen to me, then?" Heero asked the now very quiet Duo.
Duo just nodded and glared.
"The real reason why Wufei left was because he was upset that I wasn't treating you right."
"Hmmph"
"He told me that I should be more considerate about your feelings and not take your love for granted. That you deserved better than that. He made me realize how I had hurt you in the past. If I didn't realize that I was wrong when you confronted me, I would have never thought to apologize." Heero grabbed Duo by the shoulders, pressed him harder against the wall, "Please understand that."
Duo just stared back at his lover with cold eyes, "That doesn't explain why you two were kissing."
Heero's eyes stayed locked with the violent violet eyes which glared back at him. He took a deep breath, "Wufei also left because he realized that he cared about us a great deal. He loves us. Especially you. But he didn't want to hurt you because he loved me too. I had no idea. He never wanted to hurt you. He came in late and he had been crying. I happened to awake and heard him. I came in to find out what was wrong and he told me. The kiss was unexpected, but non-regrettable. We didn't do it in spite, it just happened. He loves both of us, but he don't want to interfere with our relationship. I can hardly imagine what he's going through with this."
Duo's eyes soften a bit. He shook his head to clear it, "He's in love... with both of us?"
Heero nodded and gently caressed Duo's cheek, "He is. He's been alone for so long and he's always felt the outcast between us two couples. It must be hard for him. It took courage to admit his true feelings. He didn't mean to hurt. I kissed him first. If you need to be angry at someone, be angry at me."
"Heero," Duo said, still trying to make sense of the situation, "I'm sorry for thinking-"
"You had every right, you didn't know. I'm very sorry if I hurt you. Just please do not be angry at Wufei. He wanted us to be happy. I care about him too."
"You do?"
Heero nodded.
Duo thought about this for a moment,"So do I... how will this work?"
"By sharing. He needs love just like we do. I'm willing to, are you?"
Duo thought about it some more, before he could answer, they both heard the door close. "Wufei!"
Both Heero and Duo took off after Wufei.
~~~~~~
But Daddy LongLegs I feel that I'm finally growing weary
Waiting to be consumed by you...
~~~~~~
Wufei has left a note on Trowa & Quatre's door on his way out. He jumped on his motorcycle and secured his duffle bags. He looked back at the mansion, looked down, then started up the engine. Revving it up, not caring that he might wake anyone, he wiped yet another tear and cursed.
"Wait! Stop! Wufei!!" Duo shouted while and Heero ran out outside.
Wufei looked behind him then looked away and closed his eyes. Then he turned off the engine and just sat there looking at the speedometer as the couple walked over to him. He felt his bike shake a little as Heero was starting undoing the straps to the duffle bags. Duo walked over to Wufei, "Chang Wufei, where the hell do you think you're going?"
Wufei blinked and looked at Duo, "I'm going away. I've caused too much pain here."
"Like hell you're leaving, you never hid a day in your life. Why start now?" Duo looked deep into Wufei's ebony eyes. Tearing away from Duo's gaze, Wufei exhaled, "But you and Heero were fighting. I caused that. I don't deserve to be your friend after that."
"But you're wrong, Wufei," Heero said, now at Wufei's left side,"you are needed here with us. We need you."
"So what now? Are you two okay? Really okay?" Wufei asked as he looked at the couple.
"Yes. Come back inside with us. Besides, I have your bags, you're not going anywhere."
Wufei slowly gets off his bike, extracted the key and walked behind the couple back into the house.
~~~~~~~~
Give me the first taste
Let it begin
Heaven cannot wait forever
Darling, just start the chase
I'll let you win
But you must make the endeavor
~~~~~~~~
Back in Duo & Heero's room, the trio sat on the edge of the bed. Wufei sat in between them and had that dry mouth feeling again. They had told him what they had discussed and Wufei was dumbfounded though he didn't dare show it. They were willing to including him in their relationship as an equal. They just needed his answer. Wufei, shocked at the very idea of a three-way relationship, simply stared at his bloodstained hands. Duo noticed the blood and went off to get some cleansing materials. Heero sat silently while awaiting Wufei's answer. He listened to Wufei's slow breathing and could hear his own heartbeat surprisingly fast. The silence was comfortable. Duo came back in and and kneeled in front of Nataku pilot and held his hand out.
"Let me see your hands."
Wufei closed his hands for a brief second then leaned forward a little bit in order to offer his hands to Duo. //What am I doing? Am I really going to consider this? The love of two men? I do deserve such compassion?//
Duo gently cradled Wufei's right hand as he dab peroxide-cotton ball at the cuts in his skin. The white bubbles formed and disappeared. He set the cotton ball away and begin cleaning the rest of the hand carefully. At each fingertip, he whispered a kiss and then proceeded with the next finger until all fingers were cleaned and blessed. Wufei took a sharp intake of air as Duo began giving his left hand the same treatment. Duo looked up to Wufei and smiled when he finished. "All better."
Wufei nervously looked at Heero and Heero whispered a kiss on his tear-stained cheek. Wufei's heart started racing full throttle and he looked back down at Duo. Duo sat up just then and cradled Wufei's face in his strong hands. Wufei swallowed and looked deep into Duo's violet eyes. He lifted a shaky hand and gently touched Duo's cheek and then smoothed out his now unbraided mane. //So soft...// Duo smiled lightly and then brought Wufei close to him. He whisper his lips across Wufei's trembling ones and kissed the corners of his mouth. He ran his tongue across and gently coaxed Wufei's lips apart to kiss him fully. His tongue darted inside Wufei's warm mouth. Wufei closed his eyes and moaned softly. He felt Heero's hands run up and down his bare back, sending shivers down his spine as Heero planted kisses against the scars and down his spine.
***Meela, with a faint smile, sings***
Oh, your love gives me a heart contusion
Adagio breezes fill my skin with sudden wind
Your hungry flirt borders intrusion
I'm building memories on things we have not said
Full is not heavy as nearly as empty, my love
Not nearly my love, no nearly......
********
Wufei felt tears falls down his cheeks again as the kiss deepened between him and Duo. Pent-up feelings from years denied came forth and swept Wufei in its wake. He raked his hand through Duo's hair from the nape and held on as he surrendered into Duo's demanding, needful kiss. Heero watched how his new lover responded to Duo's kiss. //Beautiful...// Heero leaned back against the pillows and watched as Duo showed Wufei love that he couldn't even imagined. A faint smile briefly crossed his face as he closed his eyes and hear Wufei's slight moans, stirring a feeling deep inside like the first time he heard Duo's first moan.
Duo was first to break the mesmerizing kiss and looked at Wufei. Wufei looked beautiful, his eyelashes curled up and his kiss-swollen lips begged to be kissed again. Duo reached behind Wufei and took off the band that held his beautiful raven-colored hair captive. He ran his fingers through Wufei's hair and kissed his eyebrows, his nose, his cheeks, his neck. Wufei laid his head against the hollow of Duo's shoulder and breathed ever so silently. Duo lifted Wufei up and placed him on the bed with Heero and sat back as Heero caressed Wufei's cheek and smoothed his hair down. Into the night, Heero and Duo welcomed Wufei into their lives once again, but this time, into their hearts.
********
Give me the first taste
Let it begin
Heaven cannot wait forever
Darling, just start the chase
I'll let you win
But you must make the endeavor
*********
Owari
Author: Meela (Meela76@aol.com )
Song: "The First Taste" performed and written by Fiona Apple (without permission, solely for the entertainment of others - so don't sue, merci!)
Pairing: 5 + (1x2) although..... that WILL change!!!*wink*
My first GW citrus flavored fic! :)
Warning: Language, shounen ai (that means boyxboy love), lime... oh yeah ANGST!
Notes: This is the much demanded sequel. C & C of course :) Arigato in
advance. The some Kleenex and some Sprite or Limeade for that deep down body thirst. :)
//...// - of course thoughts
"..." = do I really have to explain that one?
"The First Taste"
[GASP *CRASH*]
The two broke the kiss and looked towards the sound. There was Duo, slumped at the door next to the broken glass on the floor.
"Wufei?! Heero?! What the hell?!"
"D-Duo! It's not what you think...," Wufei said startled.
"Like hell it's not! Heero, how could you?! I'm outta here," Duo walked out of the room.
"Duo, wait!" Heero got up on the floor and went after Duo and stopped him in the hallway.
Wufei stared after the two and shook his head. He put his hand against his kiss-swollen lips and closed his eyes against unshed tears. He started remembering the kiss, how soft Heero's lips were, how surprisingly gentle Heero was, how Heero made him feel special, how Duo's face fell when he saw them together. //Not like this...// He got up from the bed and walked over to his window. The moon's light shone down on his sculpted chest and torso. He stared over the mountains up ahead and grit his teeth, muscles tensed.
~~~~~~~
***Meela starts to sing***
I lie in an earlier bed, thinking late thoughts
Waiting for the black to replace my blue.....
~~~~~~~~
"Duo, listen to me-" Heero said as he grabbed Duo's arm. Duo yanked free from his grasp.
"Listen to what, Heero? I don't need to LISTEN to anything, I saw it all! I thought you said you'd change, Heero. I thought you respected me more than that. What the hell's going on?" Duo glared at Heero, pulse racing in his ears, fighting back the urge to break down and just leave this place. He'd had enough and he wanted answers, now. Duo leaned back against the wall, propped one foot against the wall and crossed his arms, "Well?"
Heero stood in front his lover and studied his eyes, gauging them. //It's not what you think, Duo. It's not like that...//
"Duo, do you know the real reason Wufei left today?"
"I thought he was just being his normal pissed off at the world self and needed a break,"Duo waved his hand nonchalantly, brushing off the question at first, "Why? And what's this got to do with me finding you two kissing behind my back?"
"We didn't mean to do that, it just happened."
Duo snorted and crossed his arms again, "Well, that just makes it all honky dorry now? That's supposed to make me feel better? Why did you two kiss in the first place?"
~~~~~~~
"I'm leaving," said Wufei to the moon, "I've done enough. I'm not worthy of their love. Or anyone else's. I didn't mean to kiss him back... yes, I did... or did I? I'm so weak. Why couldn't I find someone else instead of this? I'd better go now before I hurt even more."
Wufei turned his back on the moon and clinched his fists. The short fingernails pierced his skin and he began to bleed, but he didn't care. He could hear muffled voices in the hallway since his door was still open. After a tormented moment, he slowed down his breathing and grabbed his duffel bags. He opened one of the drawers and stuffed his clothes into the bags. He wiped a stray tear from his already tear-streaked face and cursed at himself.
~~~~~~~
I do not struggle in your web
Because it was my AIM to be caught....
~~~~~~~
"Are you willing to listen to me, then?" Heero asked the now very quiet Duo.
Duo just nodded and glared.
"The real reason why Wufei left was because he was upset that I wasn't treating you right."
"Hmmph"
"He told me that I should be more considerate about your feelings and not take your love for granted. That you deserved better than that. He made me realize how I had hurt you in the past. If I didn't realize that I was wrong when you confronted me, I would have never thought to apologize." Heero grabbed Duo by the shoulders, pressed him harder against the wall, "Please understand that."
Duo just stared back at his lover with cold eyes, "That doesn't explain why you two were kissing."
Heero's eyes stayed locked with the violent violet eyes which glared back at him. He took a deep breath, "Wufei also left because he realized that he cared about us a great deal. He loves us. Especially you. But he didn't want to hurt you because he loved me too. I had no idea. He never wanted to hurt you. He came in late and he had been crying. I happened to awake and heard him. I came in to find out what was wrong and he told me. The kiss was unexpected, but non-regrettable. We didn't do it in spite, it just happened. He loves both of us, but he don't want to interfere with our relationship. I can hardly imagine what he's going through with this."
Duo's eyes soften a bit. He shook his head to clear it, "He's in love... with both of us?"
Heero nodded and gently caressed Duo's cheek, "He is. He's been alone for so long and he's always felt the outcast between us two couples. It must be hard for him. It took courage to admit his true feelings. He didn't mean to hurt. I kissed him first. If you need to be angry at someone, be angry at me."
"Heero," Duo said, still trying to make sense of the situation, "I'm sorry for thinking-"
"You had every right, you didn't know. I'm very sorry if I hurt you. Just please do not be angry at Wufei. He wanted us to be happy. I care about him too."
"You do?"
Heero nodded.
Duo thought about this for a moment,"So do I... how will this work?"
"By sharing. He needs love just like we do. I'm willing to, are you?"
Duo thought about it some more, before he could answer, they both heard the door close. "Wufei!"
Both Heero and Duo took off after Wufei.
~~~~~~
But Daddy LongLegs I feel that I'm finally growing weary
Waiting to be consumed by you...
~~~~~~
Wufei has left a note on Trowa & Quatre's door on his way out. He jumped on his motorcycle and secured his duffle bags. He looked back at the mansion, looked down, then started up the engine. Revving it up, not caring that he might wake anyone, he wiped yet another tear and cursed.
"Wait! Stop! Wufei!!" Duo shouted while and Heero ran out outside.
Wufei looked behind him then looked away and closed his eyes. Then he turned off the engine and just sat there looking at the speedometer as the couple walked over to him. He felt his bike shake a little as Heero was starting undoing the straps to the duffle bags. Duo walked over to Wufei, "Chang Wufei, where the hell do you think you're going?"
Wufei blinked and looked at Duo, "I'm going away. I've caused too much pain here."
"Like hell you're leaving, you never hid a day in your life. Why start now?" Duo looked deep into Wufei's ebony eyes. Tearing away from Duo's gaze, Wufei exhaled, "But you and Heero were fighting. I caused that. I don't deserve to be your friend after that."
"But you're wrong, Wufei," Heero said, now at Wufei's left side,"you are needed here with us. We need you."
"So what now? Are you two okay? Really okay?" Wufei asked as he looked at the couple.
"Yes. Come back inside with us. Besides, I have your bags, you're not going anywhere."
Wufei slowly gets off his bike, extracted the key and walked behind the couple back into the house.
~~~~~~~~
Give me the first taste
Let it begin
Heaven cannot wait forever
Darling, just start the chase
I'll let you win
But you must make the endeavor
~~~~~~~~
Back in Duo & Heero's room, the trio sat on the edge of the bed. Wufei sat in between them and had that dry mouth feeling again. They had told him what they had discussed and Wufei was dumbfounded though he didn't dare show it. They were willing to including him in their relationship as an equal. They just needed his answer. Wufei, shocked at the very idea of a three-way relationship, simply stared at his bloodstained hands. Duo noticed the blood and went off to get some cleansing materials. Heero sat silently while awaiting Wufei's answer. He listened to Wufei's slow breathing and could hear his own heartbeat surprisingly fast. The silence was comfortable. Duo came back in and and kneeled in front of Nataku pilot and held his hand out.
"Let me see your hands."
Wufei closed his hands for a brief second then leaned forward a little bit in order to offer his hands to Duo. //What am I doing? Am I really going to consider this? The love of two men? I do deserve such compassion?//
Duo gently cradled Wufei's right hand as he dab peroxide-cotton ball at the cuts in his skin. The white bubbles formed and disappeared. He set the cotton ball away and begin cleaning the rest of the hand carefully. At each fingertip, he whispered a kiss and then proceeded with the next finger until all fingers were cleaned and blessed. Wufei took a sharp intake of air as Duo began giving his left hand the same treatment. Duo looked up to Wufei and smiled when he finished. "All better."
Wufei nervously looked at Heero and Heero whispered a kiss on his tear-stained cheek. Wufei's heart started racing full throttle and he looked back down at Duo. Duo sat up just then and cradled Wufei's face in his strong hands. Wufei swallowed and looked deep into Duo's violet eyes. He lifted a shaky hand and gently touched Duo's cheek and then smoothed out his now unbraided mane. //So soft...// Duo smiled lightly and then brought Wufei close to him. He whisper his lips across Wufei's trembling ones and kissed the corners of his mouth. He ran his tongue across and gently coaxed Wufei's lips apart to kiss him fully. His tongue darted inside Wufei's warm mouth. Wufei closed his eyes and moaned softly. He felt Heero's hands run up and down his bare back, sending shivers down his spine as Heero planted kisses against the scars and down his spine.
***Meela, with a faint smile, sings***
Oh, your love gives me a heart contusion
Adagio breezes fill my skin with sudden wind
Your hungry flirt borders intrusion
I'm building memories on things we have not said
Full is not heavy as nearly as empty, my love
Not nearly my love, no nearly......
********
Wufei felt tears falls down his cheeks again as the kiss deepened between him and Duo. Pent-up feelings from years denied came forth and swept Wufei in its wake. He raked his hand through Duo's hair from the nape and held on as he surrendered into Duo's demanding, needful kiss. Heero watched how his new lover responded to Duo's kiss. //Beautiful...// Heero leaned back against the pillows and watched as Duo showed Wufei love that he couldn't even imagined. A faint smile briefly crossed his face as he closed his eyes and hear Wufei's slight moans, stirring a feeling deep inside like the first time he heard Duo's first moan.
Duo was first to break the mesmerizing kiss and looked at Wufei. Wufei looked beautiful, his eyelashes curled up and his kiss-swollen lips begged to be kissed again. Duo reached behind Wufei and took off the band that held his beautiful raven-colored hair captive. He ran his fingers through Wufei's hair and kissed his eyebrows, his nose, his cheeks, his neck. Wufei laid his head against the hollow of Duo's shoulder and breathed ever so silently. Duo lifted Wufei up and placed him on the bed with Heero and sat back as Heero caressed Wufei's cheek and smoothed his hair down. Into the night, Heero and Duo welcomed Wufei into their lives once again, but this time, into their hearts.
********
Give me the first taste
Let it begin
Heaven cannot wait forever
Darling, just start the chase
I'll let you win
But you must make the endeavor
*********
Owari
