I walked with Jeff. He didn't say anything. I saw Adam walking ahead of us. I wanted to say something to him, but the words couldn't find their way out.
"He'll calm down." Jeff said. "Just give him time."
"How much?" I asked.
"I don't know." He answered.
I sighed at that remark. We got onto a bus that would take us to a hotel near the Coliseum. I sat in the aisle seat, next to Jeff. Adam was on the aisle seat next to me next to Jay. I looked over at him from time to time. Each time he was looking directly forward.
I felt like pushing my hand through the seat in front of me. Jeff noticed my rage. He put his hand on my knee. I looked up at him and he nodded. I slumped down in my seat and leaned my head away from him and closed my eyes.
I slept the rest of the ride there. I dreamt about the worst possible things. I would be forced to give up my Women's Title and be fired, I'd lose all respect from the fans and from everyone. I would be forced out of the WWF and be left to raise this child alone. I began moving around in my sleep.
"Destiny." Jeff said calmly, shaking me. "Destiny wake up." I shot up. "You were having a bad dream."
"It was horrible! I thought I was going to be fired, lose this belt and the respect of everyone. And be forced to ra-." I stopped myself.
"Forced to what?" He asked.
"Nothing." I answered. I leaned myself on him.
"She won't talk." Adam finally spoke up. "Don't waist your time trying to get through to her."
"With an attitude like that, she'll never speak." Jeff said.
"She was with me the whole night, Jeff. She didn't say anything. I pleaded with her. Told her how I was hurting because she was. Nothing got through. She kept saying you have to trust me, and one day you'll know." He sighed. "I'm sorry, but if me pouring my heart out to her won't work, I don't know what will."
"If someone else gave it a try." Jeff told him. I heard every word they said.
"Maybe. It does bother me, and I know it bothers you too. But, she's not going to open up to us. And, I'll never rest easy until I know." He paused. "Maybe it's something I'm better off not knowing."
"Never thought of that." Jeff said.
"Until I know she's all right, until then, I'm gonna keep on worrying." Jeff smiled a little, and looked down at me. "She's an amazing girl."
"I'll say. She's done so much in such little time." He stroked my hair. "Whatever it is that's bothering you, I wish you'd tell us." I moved a little.
"Maybe a psychic can help." Adam suggested.
"I don't believe in that shit." Jeff said.
"Me either." Adam replied. "But, I'm running out of ideas."
"She's a strong woman." Jeff said. "She'll live through it."
"Whatever it is."
It was sweet of the guys to say those things. They didn't speak the rest of the way. Jeff woke me up when we got there. I put my bags over my shoulder and got off the bus.
"How are you feeling?" Steph asked me.
"Better." I answered. "I feel guilty."
"There's no reason to feel guilty."
"I think shutting out those who love me and care about me is a good reason to feel guilty."
"Maybe you should tell them." She said.
"I can't. They'll baby me. I don't want that." I told her.
She shrugged and we walked into the hotel together. This time we shared a room. She was sick of being with her father, and felt out of place with Hunter and Jericho. I told her she should have come to me earlier.
"Where are you going to go on your three days off?" I asked her.
"I'm going to Conn. Me and Shane." She answered. "And you?"
"Oh, I dunno. I might stay here in the hotel. Change this bag of clothes and just hang here."
"You can't do that!" She squealed. "Come with me and Shane. You need the break." I looked at her. "It's peaceful up there. Hunter lives up there too."
"All right, I'll go." I said.
"Good!" She smiled. "What's your match for tonight?"
"That's a good question." I answered. "I'm afraid to find out."
"We should head down and find out." She said.
I nodded and we started walking to the arena. It wasn't a long walk. And, it was such a nice day. My mind started wondering. I began thinking about after this baby was born. If everyone was cool with it. It would be so easy. It would also change my life, and everyone else's too.
We arrived and I looked for a sheet with all the matches. I was in a six man tag match with the Hardyz, we were facing Dean, Perry, and Lita. I looked at the sheet and an evil look came on my face.
"What?" Steph asked. I handed her the sheet. "You'll kill Lita."
"This is the first good match I've been involved with in a while." I smiled.
"I'll say."
The match was first. Soon everyone came in. I told Matt and Jeff about the match. They were pretty happy about the idea. Jeff knew what I would do to Amy and told me to be careful. We all got changed and got ready to walk out.
The Hardy's music started and we walked out. I wanted to beat Lita so bad I could taste it. Matt looked at me once we were in the ring. He tapped me on the shoulder.
"Be cool." He told me. "I know you want to rip her apart, but be cool."
"Yeah, don't go killing anyone." Jeff said. He smiled and winked.
"I'll be all right." I said.
The Radicalz music started. Everyone booed once they saw Lita come out. I starred her down. I started in the ring. Dean came in. I yelled at him to tag Lita in. After a few yells he did. I lunged at her. I speared her pretty good. I didn't let her get a shot.
Matt yelled to me that he wanted to be tagged in. He hoped Lita would tag someone else in. I ignored him, wearing Lita out. Jeff started to yell. I threw Lita into a corner and tagged Matt in. He got down on all fours like he does when he and Jeff do Poetry In Motion. I looked at him, and he nodded.
I did the move perfect, as if I had been doing it forever. I slid out of the ring and stood next to Jeff. He smiled then said, "you look like me." I smiled back. Matt tossed Lita into her own corner and waited for her to tag in Dean.
We won that match. A Twist Of Fate followed by a Swanton Bomb then a Bitch Bomb and Matt went for the pin on Perry. I took my Women's Title and walked up the ramp. It wouldn't be the last time mine and Lita's paths would cross.
