Disclaimer: I do not own nothink. Including the song.
A/N: Okay this songfic is going to be slightly weird.
I'm in a very strange mood at the moment. I have this song playing at top
volume (to drown out the dog). I was going to start my new 'special' classes
next week but I can't now because I have have an illness. This means my eyes do
look like cat's eyes now and the glands in my neck have swollen up and my
spleen is enlarged. So I can't do running or anything in case I rupture it. I
had to have a blood test, which came back today, and they're all negative so no
one knows what is wrong with me. So I'm in a strange mood anyway this is set
three years later Squall and Rinoa are married and you have to read the lyrics
for it to make sense. Please read and review! Please!
Tears welled up in
Rinoa eyes as stood in front of Squall unable to believe what he had just said,
searching his eyes trying to find something anything that showed he didn't mean
it but nothing.
"Goodbye Squall" she
ran out of the room, leaving Squall staring regretfully at the empty space in
front of him.
"I'm sorry,"
murmured Squall as he quietly let the tears go that he was holding back tears. I've
failed you.
***
Rinoa drove out of
Balamb garden. The sky was dark and dismal, rain crashing against her
windscreen as she cried silently.
I can't believe
he said that. Like I don't care that we can't have children, I do care. I do.
But he's acting like a child, I know it must hurt knowing that you are the
reason two people can't have children but that's no basis to hurt me that.
A flash of lightning
streaked across the sky illuminating the road in front of her. Rinoa noticed a
young man standing at the side of the road, soaking wet. Wow thought
Rinoa you almost couldn't recognize him without his coat. She pulled
over to the side of the road.
It was a rainy night when
he came into sight
Standing by the road, no umbrella,
no coat
So I pulled up along side and
I offered him a ride
"What a lift?" asked
Rinoa smiling slightly; it had been ages since she had seen her first love. She
hadn't seen him for a long time, the last she had heard of him was at his
trail, and a jury in Galbadia had proclaimed him innocent, under possession by
a sorceress. Squall had been furious but secretly Rinoa hadn't minded.
"Sure," Seifer
smiled back, opening the door to the passenger side, making the once dry seat
soaking wet. "I missed you"
"Whatever Seifer,"
grinned Rinoa, Seifer had changed in the past few years, noted Rinoa, his face
looked older and he had a new scar above his left eyebrow.
Seifer looked over
to Rinoa last time he saw her was just before he threw her to Adel. Not a happy
memory, he was still haunted by the look in her eyes, the unimaginable fear. He
half expected to see the same fear in her eyes when he looked at her now but
instead he saw an unbelievable sadness. "What's wrong?"
"Squall."
"Oh, are you and him
still you know" asked Seifer uneasily.
"We're married,"
said Rinoa, suddenly she burst into a fresh set of tears. "It's not fair!"
screamed Rinoa "It's not fair!"
"Rinoa, it's okay,
it's okay" soothed Seifer unsure of what to do. "Why don't you pull over and
tell me what's wrong."
Rinoa nodded and
pulled over, tears still running down her cheeks.
"Now what's wrong?"
asked Seifer trying to gain some self-control.
"Everything"
whimpered Rinoa, "Squall doesn't love me."
Seifer's heart
melted at the look on her face. He pulled her into a hug. "It's okay…I do"
"What?" Rinoa pulled
away from him, the world seemed to be spinning around her he hadn't just said
what he thought had he? "What?"
"I-I love you, I
know that this isn't what you need at the moment bu-" Rinoa silenced him as she
kissed him deeply.
He accepted with a smile
so we drove for a while
I didn't ask him his name,
this lonely boy in the rain
Fate tell me it's right,
is this love at first sight
Please don't make it wrong
Just stay for the night
Seifer pulled away,
confused at her actions "Rinoa what are you doing?"
"I-I don't know…I
just know I need this" confessed Rinoa, she looked out of the darkened wind
screen "I do love Squall but you…you. I just, just want to make love to you."
Rinoa blushed slightly unable to believe what she was saying "It couldn't last
I know it couldn't but you were the first one I ever loved stay with me."
Seifer stared at the
car ceiling what do I do? I could never have her Squall always will but…but
one night in heaven is better than none at all. "Let's find a hotel."
All I wanna do is make love to you
Say you will
You want me too
All I wanna do is make love to you
I've got lovin' arms to hold on to
So we found this hotel,
it was a place I knew well
We made magic that night.
Oh, he did everything right
He brought the woman out of me,
so many times, easily
Rinoa stretched out
on the bed. A slight warm rushed over her as she thought of the night before.
Only a few rays of light were coming above the skyline so she knew it must be
morning. I've got to go thought Rinoa mournfully, she looked over
Seifer's sleeping form Thank you, thank you Seifer you will always be in my
heart, I will always love you but you made me realize how much I love Squall
and for that I owe you my life.
Rinoa sighed
as she pulled herself out of the bed. I better leave a note. Rinoa
quickly scribbled a note before she retreated out of the old hotel, "Goodbye
Seifer" she murmured, "I love you"
And in the morning when he woke all
I left him was a note
I told him
"I am the flower you are the seed"
We walked in the garden
we planted a tree
Don't try to find me,
please don't you dare
Just live in my memory,
you'll always be there
Rinoa pulled her
five-year-old son out of the highly over priced CD shop. She sighed heavily as
she looked at her son. He had been through so much, Squall had always tried
been nice to him but although Squall obviously knew it was Seifer's child for
god's sake it looked exactly like him.
Rinoa turned a
corner bumping straight into some one "sorry," she apologized. She was about to
start walking again when she saw the man who she bumped into staring at her son
she was about to say something when she realized who it was.
"Seifer" she
whispered.
Then it happened one day,
we came round the same way
You can imagine his surprise
when he saw his own eyes
I said "please, please understand
I'm in love with another man
And what he couldn't give me
was the one little thing that you can"
All I wanna do is make love to you
One night of love was all we knew
All I wanna do is make love to you
Say you will, you want me too
All night long
All night long
All night long
All night long
A/N: Wow! I've done it, okay, it's slightly weird and you
probably have to read it with the proper music for it to seem any good but what
the HELL please read and review, constructive flames only thank you. I might
put this fic up again if you think this is no good though any way who cares,
please read and review!