-Vanessa and Clow Reed-

Note: Clow Reed, like any other CCS character, is copy written by CLAMP.
Vanessa isn't a character. That's me IRL (a.k.a; in real life). ^^;;;

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We are the same

You'll proabably think it's cazy
A college girl to say
She's similiar to an anime character
You'll probably right
But I feel we have some sort of bond

I am real
He is not
I am weak
He is strong

Even though we seem to be the opposite ends of the strings
We have one goal which keeps us as one

We do not know why we are in this world

We have no real purpose
Or we don't know what it is

That's what cause Clow to kill himself
He was the most powerful magician in the world
He can predict the future and beyond time
He had the power to do it all
He has lived in perfect harmony
He held the world in his hands...

But he has no purpose in his life
He knows all and knows nothing
So he died

I feel like I'm his direct opposite
I am the weakest person ever known
I only know the fear of my future
I have everyone against me
Especially those who share my blood

I wonder why I was even born.

But...

Even thou I have 1000 of eyes staring at me
Even though I have marks that cause teachers to become demons
Even though most males tend to make my education a living nightmare

I keep on living.

I keep on enduring all the pain
I keep on watching as friends become seperate
I keep on living
As I trap myself in a solitude confidment of silence

Perhaps that's what differs betweens us
I poured everything I have
I believe one day, while I wish for a quiet death
That all will be better

Clow Reed was a great man
But he took the easy way out of his pain
Sometimes, I feel ashamed
And sometimes I feel proud
Other times I wish he was real..

But that will never happen

Even though we seem to be the opposite ends of the strings
We have one goal which keeps us as one

We do not know why we are in this world