A/N: You read the summary
right? Then you know why I put up part 2 but just incase you skipped it I'll
tell you. I was re-reading 'Reflections' when I suddenly got an idea (uh-oh),
why not write an entire series of songfics by each and every member of the
Hokage. I left the name of the thing 'Reflections' because it suited everyone,
as it's their inner feelings and so on. Get it? (I'm a hopeless emotional
writer). Well here goes:
Disclaimer: F.O.R. does not belong to me; I won't bother telling you whom it does belong to! And the song belongs to Westlife (*sigh*) and respected companies (blah blah blah).
Loneliness Knows Me By Name
Tokiya Mikagami's eyes wandered across the school field, he spotted Recca and his friends laughing and joking around.
"You don't know how lucky you are Hanabishi." He whispered and made his way to the school building.
[Loneliness
is always looking for a friend]
Flash backs of his sister's death raced through his mind.
[It found me
once and it has been around since then]
Why did he have to suffer like this? He had never done anything wrong, sure he had people who cared for him; but he couldn't care for them back. His sister's memory haunted him.
[Loneliness
is never waiting by the door]
He had just lost his life, just like that!
[It sweeps
right through and it will never be ignored]
" Why me?" he wandered out aloud. "Why?"
[Why, why was
I chosen?]
[Why am I
left without?]
"Talking to your self Mikagami?" said a voice behind him. He didn't bother to turn around to face the speaker. He didn't need to; he could recognize her voice.
[The love of
my life, the love that I need]
[The love
that they say is in life for free]
[The love of
dreams, the love that I want]
She laughed and walked past him. A few boys whistled but were immediately shut up by the looks he gave them. When he looked back she was gone.
[Loneliness
knows me by name]
After school Tokiya walked back slowly to his apartment, he studied each and every pebble he saw and pushed them all away with his feet. He raised his head and sighed as he watched with envy all those kids playing in the playground with their friends.
[Loneliness
knows everything I keep inside]
[My endless
thoughts in the silence of the night]
He sat down on a bench and watched a couple of Kids ask another kid to play with them.
[Loneliness
is the one who made me see]
[Ain't nobody
else who can make a change but me]
Why me? Why can't I live a normal life? He thought
[Why, why was
I chosen?]
[Why am I
left without?]
Then he saw her again, walking Ganko to the swings. She helped her up and pushed the swings for her. They both laughed, then she got onto the other swing and started to swing high her hair blowing in her face. She was so pretty.
[The love of
my life, the love that I need]
[The love
that they say is in life for free]
[The love of
dreams, the love that I want]
[Loneliness
knows me by name]
He got up; though she didn't look like his sister she could be as sweet as her. Infact he wasn't sure that he wanted someone to remind him of his sister. It hurt him too much.
[Less is more
and that would be the vacant space]
[The cried
out tears and a never ending maze]
Then he made his way home, he had to complete his homework. It was his lonliness that got him as far as he was now. He studied to get rid of the memories that haunted him. That was why he was so clever.
[I have found
what only loneliness provides]
[A strength
within knowing I will find]
Suddenly he realized that someone was watching him. He turned around. It was her. She laughed,
"I was going to scare you, but you're just too smart." She said.
[The love of
my life, the love that I need]
[The love
that they say is in life for free]
[The love of
dreams, the love that I want]
"Um Fuuko?" he asked.
"Yeah?"
"You going anywhere this afternoon?"
"No."
"Dinner then?"
"Is this really the Tokiya Mikagami I know?"
"Nope, this is the New Tokiya Mikagami who belives in having fun." He answered.
[Loneliness
knows me by name]
