Eriol..
I have never felt this way about someone.. especially another man.
People may find it gross..
but..
I love him.
He'll never know my true feelings.
All the pain i've experienced.
All the pain.
The pain of freezing my heart when he was around.
I was scared.
Scared of letting him know.
Afraid of telling him.
I lived in fear that I might forever lose the one who fills my heart with love.
The one who makes me feel warm all over.
I was fearful that he might reject my heart. My feelings.
I wished that the feelings I had were never seen.. never noticed.
They never were.
Yet I was sad. Unhappy.
Unhappy that he never saw through my mask.
The mask I wear whenever he's around.
Oh Eriol.. My heart aches..
I need you to tell me..
I need you to tell me that you love me.
I'm afraid to make the first move.
Although you'll never know.
I say this with all my heart..
Aishiteru. Eriol. Aishiteru
I have never felt this way about someone.. especially another man.
People may find it gross..
but..
I love him.
He'll never know my true feelings.
All the pain i've experienced.
All the pain.
The pain of freezing my heart when he was around.
I was scared.
Scared of letting him know.
Afraid of telling him.
I lived in fear that I might forever lose the one who fills my heart with love.
The one who makes me feel warm all over.
I was fearful that he might reject my heart. My feelings.
I wished that the feelings I had were never seen.. never noticed.
They never were.
Yet I was sad. Unhappy.
Unhappy that he never saw through my mask.
The mask I wear whenever he's around.
Oh Eriol.. My heart aches..
I need you to tell me..
I need you to tell me that you love me.
I'm afraid to make the first move.
Although you'll never know.
I say this with all my heart..
Aishiteru. Eriol. Aishiteru
