Rated....PG? It's all good.

Author Notes: This is my first Farscape fan fiction, so be nice and r/r, nicely though. Please? One Question...I know I should know this, but how do you spell Zhann? Is it Zhaan? or Zhann...? I think it's Zhaan...right?

Disclaimer: I own nothing that has to do with Farscape...except that poster of Ben..I mean, that poster above my bed...opps. I wasn't supposed to let That one slip! Alright...maybe if they start reading, they will forget that last part...I hope!


There she is. Gorgeous. Perfect. Well...almost. She doesn't even know I'm
watching. Every night, when she sleeps. She'd kill me if she knew. I watch her
chest rise and fall with every breath. Her lips slightly parted. Her eyelids flutter.
God, I wish I were next to her. Holding her in my arms. I'd do anything for her.
Jump off a bridge, go to the end of the earth and back. I'd die for her.
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He's in my room again. Watching me as I sleep, or seem to sleep. Every night
he comes after everyone else is sleeping. Sometimes I feel his eyes on me for
arns, sometimes only a few microts before he leaves. I hate it when he leaves. I
feel cold...Alone...he's my life now. I'd do anything for him. I'd die for him.
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When you love someone
You'll do anything
You'll do all the crazy things,
That you can't explain.
You'll shoot the moon
Put out the sun
When you love someone.
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What are you saying Zhann? I ask increducly. Just that it's obvious that you
love Aeryn... is her reply. Oh, no, no, no. What's she talking about? Me?
Love Aeryn? I don't think so...
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Crichton and I? Are you out of your mind? I ask Chiana, as she had just
suggested John and I...well...love each other. I don't think so...She must be
frelling mad!
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Aeryn...God, with Velorek? Shit...I was hoping...no, I don't believe it...
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John? He had a woman back on Erp...but...no, it's not true...
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I jumped out of the prowler, going after Aeryn. She was crazy to try and stay and
save her prowler. God, I hope I get to her in time. Floating in space is the
closest I'll ever get to flying...that, and being near her...
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John, jump after me? Idiot! Now we'll both die!
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You'll deny the truth
Believe a lie,
There'll be times that you believe
you could really fly..
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I lie in bed tonight. Alone. I haven't gone to see Aeryn yet. We're both
recovering from earlier...I made it to her just in time.
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I wish John would come. After today...it's amazing we're both alive. And he
saved my life. I'm empty right now. Drained. Lonely. I know a peace keeper
should not feel the feelings I am experiencing about John...but I can't help it.
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Your lonely nights
Have just begun
When you love someone.
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"Aeryn" I whisper, standing outside her room. No answer. I walk into her room,
closer, closer. I lay down on her bed, next to her.
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He's here. Next to me. I can feel his hot breath on the back of my neck. When
he wraps his arms around me, I try not to move or speak. I can't help it. "John."
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"I need you Aeryn. I want you. Forever and Always." I tell her, hoping with all my
heart that she feels the same. God, I hope she doesn't run off.
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"John. I need you." I say, as I roll over and embrace him. "Don't leave me."
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"I'd give up everything just to stay by your side." I say, kissing her lightly on the
forehead.
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We can't do this...he'll find erp, and leave me all alone....again..."We can't." I say
to him, moving away. "When you find erp you'll leave, and..." I can't say it.
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"Aeryn...I'd risk my life to be with you. If I find earth, when I do...I want to take
you with me. If you don't want to...I'll stay here. With you."
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Frell. Now I'm crying. How can he do this to me? I'm a PeaceKeeper for frell's
sake! I'm strong, I don't cry...From birth we are taught, programmed not to show
emotion. Not to love...
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"I love you Aeryn."
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"Frell, I love you too John."
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When you love someone
You feel it deep inside
And nothing else
Would ever change your mind
When you want someone
When you need someone
When you love someone-
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Tonight must be the most wonderful night in my entire life. As I lay here, Aeryn's
beautiful silky skin touching mine, I realize...my life may never be the same. But
as long as it involves Aeryn...that's fine by me.
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He's awake...holding me close. I love him. Nothing will change that. If anything
ever happened to him...I'd die inside. My life would never be the same again. It
will never be the same again. I have him.
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When you love someone
You sacrifice
Give it everything you've got
And you won't think twice
You risk it all
No matter what may come
When you love someone-
Ohh, you'll shoot the moon,
Put out the sun
When you love someone.

The End.

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-Angel