Denise, likes to look in the mirror
He tells me that he is beautiful
I look, and what do I see
My eyes are full, but my face is empty
He has a picture of his hero
He keeps it under his pillow
I got a newspaper clip-up of Peter Pan
They find it in the locket
I hide it my pocket

Excerpt of 'In Search of Peter Pan (When You Wish Upon a Star)' by Kate Bush, Lionheart

Disclaimah:
-Peter Pan belongs to who ever wrote that book about him (Ich hab' keine Ahnung),
-Kate Bush belongs to herself, and her notable album Lionheart belongs to her,
-Lucius Malfoy belongs zu mir!;
-Every other character (ab)used in this story by moi that is found in any of Harry Potter books belongs to Her Majesty JKR;
-Every character that I (ab)used, and can't be found there, belongs to moi, so it's my copyright you immoral, corrupt, and shameless plagiariser!;
-And the plot, blah, blah, blah etc. belong to moi, so beat it!

Admires you: Aetheral Blood

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-"Professor Dumbledore, I'm obliged to see you" - Crouch said, oily, shocking the Headmaster of Hogwart's hand.
-"Same to you, Mr Crouch" - he said, sitting down.
They were in Dumbledore's office. Moody was also attending their little talk.
-"So what brings you here Barty?" - Dumbledore asked, nicely.
-"Heresy, Albus. All the heresy reflected in today's life. Those poor little pupils are suffering from it, Albus" - he was saying.
-"Life is not that sinister, Barty" - Dumbledore sighed.
-"It can be" - Moody said, precariously.
-"Of course, but everyone who was tried by now got bailed out" - Crouch growled through his teeth.
-"Barty, to be honest, I must say that you were too quick to react. You had to have solid fact to accuse any of them" - Albus was saying.
-"But why do you need solid facts when you can just tell that someone is in the circle of You-Know-Who's fool."
-"Like who?" - Dumbledore raised his eyebrows.
-"Ancilla Deitrich." - Crouch said simply.
-"I could agree with you on that" - Moody added gloomily.
-"How do you know?" - Dumbledore was interested to find out.
-"She is always so anti. Against everything. She is just the person who would go over. But they was, she is a self-quasi-unreproached bitch."
-"Now Barty, just because you don't like her much doesn't mean that she is in the Voldemort's circle" - Dumbledore said casually.
-"She always refers to You-Know-Who with his name" - Crouch said, pensively.
-"I always say Lord Voldemort, too. Are you trying to say that I am in Voldemort's Service?" - Dumbledore asked.
-"Of course not" - added Crouch briskly and smoothly.
-"You can trust no one today" - muttered Moody.

Lucius Malfoy was happy when he was pronounced not guilty for having anything with You-Know-Who.
-"He didn't sound so innocent" - said Walter, picking up the documents from the Judge table.
-"Of course he is" - said Ancilla emotionlessly, looking at him. She had her all papers picked up already. Than she went out, after Lucius. Before he got to his office, she reached him, and said.
-"Congratulations Mr Malfoy."
-"Thank you, Miss Deitrich" - he smirked a prurient smile at her.
-"I would like if I had a word with you" - she looked into him.
-"Anything for you, mon cher" - he opened the door of his office, and led her in.
-"What do you want, precious?" - he asked.
-"I need to speak with you. There is something I must confess you" - she was looking at the adamantine floor.
-"What is it about?" - he went over to her.
She sat down on the chair. He sat on the chair beside.
-"I promised you will be the only man in my life, didn't I?" - she asked him.
-"Yes" - he said firmly, his eyes shining ominously.
-"Well... that is a problem, isn't it" - she said in the undertone.
-"Who is it?" - he was looking at her. His voice was getting dangerous.
-"What are you going to do to him?" - Ancilla's voice got crying tonation. Her sobs were in staccato.
-"Nothing, now tell me who's the bastard?" - he snarled. His aura reflected spleen.
-"You said you will kill him" - she lamented.
-"I asked who it is?" - he moved closer to her, shaking her shoulder.
-"Lucius, what about your affairs?" - she cried. His body was petrified for a sharp second, but than, again, he was back to himself.
-"I assure you that anything that I had with any of those bitches was on the foundations of sex, and sex only. But you seem to get pretty much into the emotions with all the man you know, don't you Ancilla?" - he was quite berserk by her question. -"Now, answer me what the hell I asked you. I am not kidding, I get so jealous about you that I would rather kill you than let anyone else have you."
-"We are both promiscuous" - she said simply.
-"Tell me who it is Ancilla!" - he snapped on her. He was squeezing her shoulder.
-"James Potter" - she said, frilly.
-"I'll castrate the bustard" - Lucius was breathing heavily.
-"Don't" - Ancilla cried loudly. Lucius pulled her closely to his body, so tightly that it was hurting. He barely kissed her lips when he bit her lower lip, and said without moving his teeth, holding her lip: -"I want to kill you, Ancilla, but I have no guts to do that."
-"Lucius..." - she was crying. Her hands were on his chest. Their eyes had some preternatural bond.
-"You love him more than you love me?" - he asked.
-"No" - she lamented.
-"Does he fuck better than me?" - he asked, rage flowing out of him.
-"No."
-"Than, what the fuck is it?" - He let go of her. -"I swear, Ancilla, I have no slightest idea what's so special about you. Why do I love you so much? Why can't I sleep at night because of you? I can't live because I can't stop thinking about you. I can't live without you, Ancilla. I wish you were dead, so I'm sure no one is touching you. Other people can't love you. I am the only one you are entitled you. I am obsessed with you."
Ancilla was flowing tears and tears. -"Lucius..." - She hugged him, and kissed.
Unexpectedly, the door of his office open, and closed with slam. Lucius and Ancilla looked out of their hug. Crouch was standing some space away from them, flabbergasted.
-"Two of you" - he muttered, looking at Ancilla who raised up, and left the room.
-"You will pay me for this, Crouch" - Lucius got up. His nerves were urging to explode.
-"I'm sorry Lucius. You and Deitrich... of course, both of you are so awful and..."
-"Don't you dare say anything bad about her. I swear, I will send you to your long-time deserved sepulcher" - Lucius approached him.
-"Are you threatening me?" - he asked.
-"No. I'm just promising you." - Lucius said calmly. -"What was so important, anyways to interfere with my personal things?"
-"You forgot to take this. It's proof that you are 'innocent'."
Lucius took the piece of parchment, silently.

At Hogwarts, things were going pretty smooth. There was a big Quidditch game between best in the Hogwarts teams and best of the Durmstrang. Everyone was excited because great Ludo Bagman, Beated of Wimbourne Wasps will be there to see the game, and have the word with all the players to help them.
Throng of unruly students descended to the Quidditch Stadium, over the smooth school grounds.
Barty Crouch had his morning class with Professor Snape, and when it finished, he went to the Quidditch Stadium. The game have started already. Barty didn't bother to search for his friends on the Stadium. It was apparent impossible. Every single living soul and the undead of Hogwarts was cramming the stadium. Hewent to the top bench where was clear, close to where all the professors were, and where Ludo Bagman was.
He sat down and watched.
Durmstrang Beater had just shoved the Bludger into the face of Hogwarts Keeper, which gave Durmstrang Chaser free pass to the hoops. He scored, but the Referee didn't count that, and Hogwarts was granted a penalty shot. Hogwarts Chaser scored, and every Hogwarts student cheered. Durmstrang students were booing.
Durmstrang's Quidditch was quite dirty. Their playing technique of cheating was alike the one of Slytherin.
-"Well, isn't that little Barty Crouch?" - Ludo Bagman exclaimed over everyone. People turned around to see what's happening. Ludo was sitting just few benches up Barty, and he invited him over. Ludo was having a conversation with Mme Hooch who decided to leave, and have a word with all Hogwarts Quidditch players.
-"Hello" - Barty said shyly. People were pointing at them, and maliciously whispering things to each other. Why couldn't Ludo Bagman invite them over?
-"Sit down, Barty" - Ludo said heartily. Barty did so.
-"Good game, isn't it?" - he asked with his eyes fixed on the Durmstrang Beater, hitting the Bludger.
-"Durmstrang is playing dirty" - Barty said.
-"Everyone plays dirty, more or less. So how's your father?" - he looked at him.
-"He's good" - he answered, simply.
-"I don't see him no more. You know, we all Quidditch players have to spend a lot of time at the Ministry building sometimes."
-"Tja" - Bart sighed. Hogwarts scored another goal.
They talked about Quidditch, mainly. Bagman liked Crouch a lot.

Snape requested to see Barty in the afternoon again. Apparently, he had something really important to talk to.
-"Bartemius, you have a talent. A talent for the Dark Arts" - he said, as he paced around his office.
-"Thank you, sir" - he said.
-"But, you lack fame. You lack ways to express your ability. But there is a way" - Snape said, curling his lip, nervously. He felt quite fidgety about doing this, because he didn't know what will Crouch do if he rejects the Dark Arts. Will he go off, and rattle it off to him father?
-"Joining Lord Voldemort" - Barty said, directly. He was cold.
-"Exactly." - Snape folded his arms, sitting down on his chair. He felt his hands trembling.
-"You want me to join Lord Voldemort?" - Barty asked.
Snape nodded his head.
-"I will accept the offer. If it is what it takes to show my father that I'm worth something, than it's what I will do" - petit boy said, decidedly.
-"Splendid" - Snape's heart could beat the normal rate again. For a moment, he just knew that boy will reject everything.

Next morning, Lucius Malfoy was making a little visit to Severus Snape. He went over to his dungeon at the Hogwarts, and entered it. At that time, Snape was having a class with bunch of dunder-head Hufflepuff first years.
Lucius opened the door without knocking.
-"Lucius?" - Snape was confused what is he doing there. Kids were looking out to the door to see who it is.
-"I need to speak to you, Severus" - Lucius said.
-"Go to my office, and wait for me when the class is finished" - Snape said, formally.
-"It's emergency" - Lucius said.
-"It's nothing life threatening, isn't it?" - Snape asked.
-"No. I'll wait for you" - Lucius sighed, going over to his office.
Snape's class ended in half an hour. When Snape opened the door of his office, he found Lucius reading over his school reports, and records where he kept the pupils' marks.
-"Those are private stuff, Lucius" - Snape snapped.
-"Why does it take you so long to finish?" - Lucius asked, idly.
-"Like you didn't go to Hogwarts? Anyway, what do you want?" - he sat down on his chair, shoving everything Lucius was looking at away from him.
-"I want to kill the bastard" - Lucius growled.
-"Who is the bastard?" - Snape asked, narrowing his eyes, like he is Lucius' personal psychiater.
-"James Potter" - Lucius snapped.
-"Hah! You're telling me" - Snape derisively exclaimed. -"So Ancilla told you."
-"Pardon me? You knew about that?" - Lucius was confused.
-"I am the one who persuaded her to tell you" - Snape sighed.
-"Why would she go of and talk to you first?" - Lucius asked.
-"She was scared how you're going to react" - Snape said, fatheringly.
-"I hate him" - Lucius said.
-"Au contraire, I love him" - Snape said, sarcastically.
-"Don't fuck with me, Severus, I thought you hate that asshole, Jamer Potter" - Lucius told him.
-"I was being sarcastic, Lucius. You know what we should do together, kill him" - Severus had a plan.
-"Lets get the Dark Lord after him" - Lucius had even better plan.
-"That's your solution to every single problem" - Severus said, sarcastically.
-"Shut up. I know him, he would never go over to the Dark Side" - Lucius was saying.
-"Lucius, you're a genius" - Snape smirked.
-"You noticed" - Lucius said, ironically.

That very night Barty was apparated with Snape to the Dark Lord.
-"So this is the boy, Lucius?" - Dark Lord asked sternly, surveying the boy.
-"Yes, my Lord" - Lucius said, from the lightlessness.
Barty gasped. He knew how his father was assured that Lucius Malfoy is part of this circus. He made sure now.
They did all the other things by the procedure, and Crouch was sent to stand somewhere in the middle of the Death Eaters' circle. Than they had a little 'conversation'. Three people were granted Cruciatus. Than Lucius Malfoy mentioned that a good person to join them would be James Potter. As soon as he said that, Ancilla turned around, and snarled at him:
-"You bastard" - Dark Lord didn't hear this (or he just pretended not to), but people around gasped at her, including little Barty Crouch.
Lucius sent her a loveable clement smile under his mask, but she sensed it.
-"Why him?" - Lord Voldemort asked.
-"He seems fit for the job" - Lucius said, satisfiedly.
-"Objection" - said Ancilla, with her fragile voice.
-"Yes" - Lord Voldemort imitated her whining.
-"James Potter would never go over to our side" - she said, and she was right.
-"James Potter, it shall be" - Lord Voldemort concluded.

Lucius went back home. Surfacingly, he was glad. He was sure that James will be in trouble, and Severus was thankful to him for that. But inside, why all that he thought, when he doesn't have what he wants.
He wasn't totally sure what is it what he wants, but he knew it's not this.
He apparated in front of the entrance door. Without a warning, another shadow appeared in front of him. When the person took the hood off, Lucius show it's Ancilla.
-"Hello, mon cher" - he said, leaning on the entrance door, idly.
-"Don't call me that. Why did you do it?" - she asked. Her frail and whining voice possessed some unattainable vivaciousness.
-"Did what, mon cher?" - Lucius sneered.
-"Why do you hate James?" - she asked. For who-knows-what-time, her eyes filled with ethereal tears.
-"I don't hate him no more" - Lucius smirked. He enjoyed his sadism in watching Ancilla break herself for James.
-"Lucius, I love you more than anything, but you can't be so jealous to every single man. I appreciate James. He means something to me" - she said.
-"Exactly, that's what I'm talking about. Are you going to divorce Calvin now, and go get James? I don't think that he'd leave Lily for you" - Lucius said cynically,
-"Are you so stupid that you haven't realised by now that it's impossible for me to leave Calvin. He would kill me." - She said, casually. Than she added, transforming her face into a saintly veneer, full of lucid gentleness: -"Anyway, you know that I would always choose you first, over anyone."
Lucius smiled at her.
-"You kill me, Ancilla."

After that Lucius pretended he forgot this whole encounter; and Ancilla pretended she doesn't see that Lucius is pretending he forgot all about that. He became extremely reserved to James.
On the other hand, James was worrying his own obstacles. Lily was getting extremely anxious about everything happening the wizarding world. More deaths occured. Both Muggles and wizards and witches were getting killed. On the mentioning of the name 'Lord Voldemort', she would go frantic.
One morning, they had a fight in the kitchen.
-"James, I don't know what to do?" - she cried.
-"Honey, please. Colm down" - James tried to calm her down.
-"How can I? All the terrors happening in the wizarding world, and in Muggle world... You know that my family can be in trouble right now?" - she asked.
-"You sister doesn't deserve to live, anyway" - James said, sarcastically. It was one of those crucial moments where even a slightest next move can be your nemesis.
-"Yes, of course, but it's bad for you to want something bad to anyone. That's bad karma" - Lily was saying.
-"So you're afraid, but what do you want me to do?" - James asked, finally.
-"I want you to protect both of us" - Lily said.
-"I'm doing it best as I can" - James said, melancholy.
-"I don't feel safe. It's like I feel some fetch over us. Something unexplainable."
-"Don't act like Trelawney. 'It's like I feel some fetch over us'" - he mock-teased her in high voice.
-"James" - she snapped.
-"Sorry. Lily, you must trust me when I say that I want to protect you. I'll give best of myself to make you feel safe" - James said, balmy.
He couldn't see Lily's reaction because someone knocked at the door of the house.
-"Come in" - shouted James.
They wondered who it is, when the kitchen door opened. Lily was astounded to see Ancilla there.
-"What are you doing here?" - Lilly snapped at her. She just looked at her sending her message that she is the superior one.
-"There is something important. I must tell you this, but I'm not supposed to. My life can be threatened if someone finds out that it's me who told you. I couldn't sleep whole night" - she said severely, looking only at James.
-"What is it, Ancilla?" - he asked her.
-"Something dreadful, James" - she said. Lily was extremely envious when Ancilla grabbed James' sleeve, pulling him closer to her.
-"So, will you tell me?" - James asked, grasply.
-"Lord Voldemort, he wants you to join his clan" - she said. Lily and James gasped. They wasn't sure was she laying.
-"See, I told you!" - Lily screamed.
-"Do you have to do anything with this?" - James asked severely.
-"No, but I know who does" - she exhaled air heavily. Lily was staring at everything. Some things weren't clear to her.
-"Who?"
-"Lucius. He found out that we slept together. He was extremely jeasoul when he found out. Otherwise than this, he would kill you" - she said, monotonously.
-"I see" - James concluded.
-"Excuse me" - Lily shrieked. -"But would you please excuse me what meant: 'that we slept together?'"
-"Nothing. She means nothing to me" - James said dully.
-"So you slept with her?" and -"What do you mean I mean nothing to you?" - we heard at the same time.
Lily felt abashed and cheated, while Ancilla knew that James was lying for what he said.
-"Lillian, mistake can happen to anyone" - James said to her.
-"A mistake, hm, I am just a mistake to you" - Ancilla pierced him with her stare. He turned to her, and sighed.
-"You're so not mistake" - James wanted to say, but he remembered that Lily is there. But Ancilla read it in his eyes.
-"You really think that, James?" - Lily asked.
-"Of course he doesn't" - Ancilla snarled on her. James sent her stare, unnoticeable to Lily, to calm the fuck down. Ancilla accepted it.
-"You know nothing, you whore" - Lily said, approaching her. So suddenly, Ancilla found herself laying on her stomach, on the ground.
Lily pushed her down.
Ancilla said: -"You'll pay me for this, Lillian". A drop of blood sledded her chin.