Disclaimer: The charas in this songfic don't belong to me.
Neither does the song. They belong to their respective
copyright owners, so don't sue.
Comments: hmm... a part of this was taken from my TB/X
poem, "Someday". Guess which! And uhm, this is the unedited
version, but it still looks nice. And if anybody wants the
edited version, email me privately. The edited version
looks too mushy k'se[pardon me if i'm using my language].
EDEN
by: To Destination
[Yami no Matsuei Opening Theme]
[the english translated lyrics came from
http://theria.net/yaminomatsuei/lyrics/eden.html]
------------------------------------------------------------
:: In the depths of damp eyes, the blue moon falls in pieces ::
:: The bright world soundlessly disappears in darkness ::
:: Running around in darkness during the countdown ::
:: Then meet the new time, now... ::
Subaru felt the bridge rumble, still, he didn't let go.
He'd cried for the one he cared for.
"Seishirou-san..."
He felt so numb, so lifeless like the body he hugged so
tight. Gods, he wanted to die then and there. He wanted so
much to be with /him/.
//Then, come with me// a voice said.
He doesn't recognize anything anymore. His thoughts drove
him crazy. He doesn't know what to believe. Then, he
realized that he doesn't even know what 'reality or what
'fantasy' is. He convinced himself that this was only a bad
dream and that he'd wake up and Seishirou would still be
alive. But something at the back of his mind snapped at
him.
//He's gone, baka//
//You can no longer bring him back//
//No matter how hard you wish//
//You'll have to come with me, now//
:: Injured black wings, in the light of the moon ::
:: glimmer beautifully as they soar ::
:: The crimson kiss now, has found its way ::
:: Into the depths of my soul, then to my dream... ::
It had been over a month when Subaru had appeared again.
His heart ached because he was not Subaru. /No, Subaru
would never do such a thing,/ Kamui told himself. He had
fled from reality again. Couldn't face the facts. Couldn't
accept the truth. Kamui told himself that he'd rather live
in a fantasy, where Subaru was *alive*.
All those weeks, he had thought that Subaru had died. He
had repeatedly gone to where Rainbow Bridge was, still, he
couldn't 'feel' him. But now, he'd shown himself. /The
Angel's dreamgazer was right,/ he thought. /Someone did
suffer... it was Subaru all along... I was too blinded to
see.../
:: The silent sky, disappearing into the trembling melody ::
:: Now, put all into prayer ::
Subaru was standing, no floating[?] somewhere bright. He'd
thought he was sleeping for a month. /No, couldn't be,/ he
thought. /Kamui would've woken me up./
Kamui... Who was he? How did they meet? /Weird... How come
I feel that I know him, yet I don't remember who he really
is/
Then, for a split-second, he thought he saw himself,
staring back at him, grinning evilly. He gasped. He knew
now where he was. He was somewhere he'd been a long time
ago. Somewhere he knew he sealed off. He remembered what
happened, but only in bits and pieces of a huge puzzle
which was his memory. He couldn't seem to fill in the empty
spaces. Time passed, he realized, and he'd been staying
here for so long. He wanted out. But he knew he couldn't.
Someone had to set him free. He wished, he prayed. He
wanted to whisper someone else's name, other than
Seishirou-san's. Oddly, he knew he had mentioned it only a
few minutes ago, but now, he couldn't remember...
:: Searching for the continuation of the closed dream ::
:: Forever, I'll keep on walking ::
Kamui sat on the floor, looking out the window. His neck
ached, how long had he been looking out there anyway? Until
now, he hadn't realized how beautiful the sky really was as
the rising sun painted it lavender to a light blue. The
stars slowly disappeared, knowing that they will rise in
the sky again. Another day was beginning, Kamui scowled.
For him, everything has ended. He'd just wait until the
Promised Day to confirm it. It was the first time he said
that. /It's much esier this way,/ he thought. He closed his
eyes, he felt so tired. He'd been awake the whole night.
Kamui sighed. A few hours ago, he'd asked himself why he
couldn't let go of a certain green eyed person; why he
couldn't forget about him. He hadn't noticed how pink his
cheeks had become just thinking of him. He sighed again and
stood up, and found himself staring at his mirror image.
His gaze locked on his reflection. He examined himself, his
hair fell messily on his face, slight pinkish color on his
cheeks... He has changed, reason he didn't... No, he knew
why he changed. A hand went up and held his cheek. He
smiled sheepishly.
"Subaru..." he whispered. Yes, that's why... he was the
reason. He looked out the window again. The sky was now
light blue, the sun was now a little further away from it's
former hiding place.
"I think... I love you..."
:: Injured black wings, in the light of the moon ::
:: glimmer beautifully as they soar ::
:: The crimson kiss now, has found its way ::
:: Into the depths of my soul, then to my dream... ::
------------------------------------------------------------
A.N. and nonsense rants:
Ok, for those who are, as what kittyne refers to those who
believe ignorance is bliss, 'morons', this side
story/songfic takes place before chapter 1 and during
chapter 4 of Tears of the Moon. It is intended for the
so-called 'morons' to read this before chapter five. As for
Kamui's last words, *aherm* I couldn't type them there
until i minimized winamp and center notepad; Subaru was the
theme of my desktop, and i can't help but feel that he's
been staring at me when i was writing this!!!
reia starts laughing like a maniac...
Neither does the song. They belong to their respective
copyright owners, so don't sue.
Comments: hmm... a part of this was taken from my TB/X
poem, "Someday". Guess which! And uhm, this is the unedited
version, but it still looks nice. And if anybody wants the
edited version, email me privately. The edited version
looks too mushy k'se[pardon me if i'm using my language].
EDEN
by: To Destination
[Yami no Matsuei Opening Theme]
[the english translated lyrics came from
http://theria.net/yaminomatsuei/lyrics/eden.html]
------------------------------------------------------------
:: In the depths of damp eyes, the blue moon falls in pieces ::
:: The bright world soundlessly disappears in darkness ::
:: Running around in darkness during the countdown ::
:: Then meet the new time, now... ::
Subaru felt the bridge rumble, still, he didn't let go.
He'd cried for the one he cared for.
"Seishirou-san..."
He felt so numb, so lifeless like the body he hugged so
tight. Gods, he wanted to die then and there. He wanted so
much to be with /him/.
//Then, come with me// a voice said.
He doesn't recognize anything anymore. His thoughts drove
him crazy. He doesn't know what to believe. Then, he
realized that he doesn't even know what 'reality or what
'fantasy' is. He convinced himself that this was only a bad
dream and that he'd wake up and Seishirou would still be
alive. But something at the back of his mind snapped at
him.
//He's gone, baka//
//You can no longer bring him back//
//No matter how hard you wish//
//You'll have to come with me, now//
:: Injured black wings, in the light of the moon ::
:: glimmer beautifully as they soar ::
:: The crimson kiss now, has found its way ::
:: Into the depths of my soul, then to my dream... ::
It had been over a month when Subaru had appeared again.
His heart ached because he was not Subaru. /No, Subaru
would never do such a thing,/ Kamui told himself. He had
fled from reality again. Couldn't face the facts. Couldn't
accept the truth. Kamui told himself that he'd rather live
in a fantasy, where Subaru was *alive*.
All those weeks, he had thought that Subaru had died. He
had repeatedly gone to where Rainbow Bridge was, still, he
couldn't 'feel' him. But now, he'd shown himself. /The
Angel's dreamgazer was right,/ he thought. /Someone did
suffer... it was Subaru all along... I was too blinded to
see.../
:: The silent sky, disappearing into the trembling melody ::
:: Now, put all into prayer ::
Subaru was standing, no floating[?] somewhere bright. He'd
thought he was sleeping for a month. /No, couldn't be,/ he
thought. /Kamui would've woken me up./
Kamui... Who was he? How did they meet? /Weird... How come
I feel that I know him, yet I don't remember who he really
is/
Then, for a split-second, he thought he saw himself,
staring back at him, grinning evilly. He gasped. He knew
now where he was. He was somewhere he'd been a long time
ago. Somewhere he knew he sealed off. He remembered what
happened, but only in bits and pieces of a huge puzzle
which was his memory. He couldn't seem to fill in the empty
spaces. Time passed, he realized, and he'd been staying
here for so long. He wanted out. But he knew he couldn't.
Someone had to set him free. He wished, he prayed. He
wanted to whisper someone else's name, other than
Seishirou-san's. Oddly, he knew he had mentioned it only a
few minutes ago, but now, he couldn't remember...
:: Searching for the continuation of the closed dream ::
:: Forever, I'll keep on walking ::
Kamui sat on the floor, looking out the window. His neck
ached, how long had he been looking out there anyway? Until
now, he hadn't realized how beautiful the sky really was as
the rising sun painted it lavender to a light blue. The
stars slowly disappeared, knowing that they will rise in
the sky again. Another day was beginning, Kamui scowled.
For him, everything has ended. He'd just wait until the
Promised Day to confirm it. It was the first time he said
that. /It's much esier this way,/ he thought. He closed his
eyes, he felt so tired. He'd been awake the whole night.
Kamui sighed. A few hours ago, he'd asked himself why he
couldn't let go of a certain green eyed person; why he
couldn't forget about him. He hadn't noticed how pink his
cheeks had become just thinking of him. He sighed again and
stood up, and found himself staring at his mirror image.
His gaze locked on his reflection. He examined himself, his
hair fell messily on his face, slight pinkish color on his
cheeks... He has changed, reason he didn't... No, he knew
why he changed. A hand went up and held his cheek. He
smiled sheepishly.
"Subaru..." he whispered. Yes, that's why... he was the
reason. He looked out the window again. The sky was now
light blue, the sun was now a little further away from it's
former hiding place.
"I think... I love you..."
:: Injured black wings, in the light of the moon ::
:: glimmer beautifully as they soar ::
:: The crimson kiss now, has found its way ::
:: Into the depths of my soul, then to my dream... ::
------------------------------------------------------------
A.N. and nonsense rants:
Ok, for those who are, as what kittyne refers to those who
believe ignorance is bliss, 'morons', this side
story/songfic takes place before chapter 1 and during
chapter 4 of Tears of the Moon. It is intended for the
so-called 'morons' to read this before chapter five. As for
Kamui's last words, *aherm* I couldn't type them there
until i minimized winamp and center notepad; Subaru was the
theme of my desktop, and i can't help but feel that he's
been staring at me when i was writing this!!!
reia starts laughing like a maniac...
