Part 9! Part9!

To remember?, to let oneself remember?, to let others know you have remembered?, to not remember?, those are the questions.
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Hitomi woke up and immediatly sat up in bed. She felt.....as if something was very wrong. She looked at the clock and her eyes nearly popped out. " One o'clock pm?!!!!" She looked at the sunlight coming in through the open window." How could I sleep that long?????" Then she stopped, a flash of a battle scene flashed through her head. "There.... fighting Zaibach? Is ...that it?! Oh no! Van!" She fell out of bed (uwh!) and ran down the hall. -I better go and see if I can help! I hope he's ok......-
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She found Millerna on the balcony staring off into the distance. As she walked closer to her she gasped. She could see fire in the distance and the faint shapes of gymelifs. Millerna turned around, "Hitomi!" Millerna whats going on ?!" Hitomi said with tears forming in her eyes. I..I think there trying to burning the city in hopes of making us surrender. It's ...It's not going well for our side." Hitomi took a step back "No! We...this can't be happening!" " I...I have to do something!" She turned and ran down the hall towards the stairs. "Hitomi! No.. stop!" She kept running. "Please be safe Hitomi." Millerna said sadly. Hitomi tried hard to keep from crying as she ran. -Allen, Van,Millerna,Merle,Moleman,Gaddess....we'll all die, I have to try to save them....I don't know what I can do but I have to do something! I have to repay them for all the kindness and help thev'e given me!-
A white light quickly covered her vision. -What the?-

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Hitomi found herself staring at a mirror image of herself against blackness. She looked at her......-exactly the same except..........there's something different about her......looking into her eyes gives me a strange feeling.....- "Who are you?" She spoke with a slight smile "I am you." "What is this? Let me go! I- I have to help my friends!" " How can you help them when you yourself are in need of help the most?" " I'm fine! Let me go before it's too late!" The reflection ignored her. " Hitomi. I am the shadow of that person, but I am you as you used to be." Hitomi blinked. " Excuse me?" You have become a somewhat distorted version of your previous self. The self you lost when your memories were lost is myself. Some people can live without memory of the things they've done. However, because your memories are part of who you are, if lost, you become a slightly different person. But your's are not lost. Even though life wasn't going as you planned when you lost them you were able to hang on to them. But, they were pushed to the back of your mind, because you wanted to forget all the bad things that have happened. " She cocked her head to the side and gave a sad smile. "So, do you wish to regain your memories?" Hitomi was completly shocked. " I.....I'm not sure." she looked down at the ground sadly and closed her eyes. " -Do I really want to remember......all........if I wanted so badly to forget, it must have been pretty bad.- Then she thoght of something. " But....bad things keep happening ne? Wars continue.....new terrible things happen. I've been weak. I let fear choose how my life would go..........and it's impossible to live that way. People have to live with both good and bad in the world! If everything was always perfect how would people know what happiness is? It's going to be hard but I'm sure I have some good memories that I've forgotten....." She smiled."and there a source of hope when I think there's no good left in the world. My friends are part of those good memories. There always trying to do the right thing....and that makes me try harder to do the same.......so I want to remember them.......I want to remember everything." She felt a strange sensation and when she looked up she was back in the castle. She felt different though, a falmiliar feeling like a piece of her had come back. She smiled sadly as she ran down the hall. "Not good not bad......just the confusing world which is a mixture of the two.... my memories are reminders of that and there back."
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She ran across the grass towards the battle. " If this place was made by Draconian will..... people who want the wars to stop can stop them. But they have to get rid of there fears. They have to be sure...because it won't happen if fear is holding them back. They just have to believe. Nobody can save the planet by themselves....everyone has to work together because we all live here!"

AWWWWWWWWW......This part was so.... nice. Only a few more chapters to go! Hope you've enjoyed the ride. Note: Author is in the sanest mood of all time.

Edited by the unsanest friend of Myuu. Tinki~ ^o^

Myuu: ........Hey now that's copywrite! ^T_T^ ~~Myuu's signature.

noooo no Tinki! Thats my crying face. This is my signature. ^._.^ (copywrited of myuu)

Tinki: hey! want to see MY signature?

Myuu: sure......I think....

Tinki:...................................... I just remembered that I don't have one...^_^```