An EMT's Call

I'm the one sitting in that ambulance

Afraid to tell them they might not have a chance

Afraid to tell them they may never walk again,afraid to say forget about your Spring dance

It isn't that I don't want to tell them whats really going on

And that it can't be fixed with some hightec medical charm

Its that I don't want to hurt them any more than they already are

So I turn my gaze to the window and have a look away, far

I want to get away from here

And forget your mummurs of dying, your worst fear.

All I wanted to do this night is close my eyes after saving some ones life

Because someone was to cold and tried to kill you with a knife

It isn't that I don't want to tell them whats really going on

And that it can't be fixed with some hightec medical charm

Its that I don't want to hurt them any more than they already are

So I turn my gaze to the window and have a look away, far

I hear you say to God"Let me have time with my family so I can make up the time I lacked"

And I get it, I know I need to keep focused, keep on track

As the alarm rings,there is terror in my heart

Hopefully this isn't some terrible drunk drivng accident that could have been avoided from the start

It isn't that I don't want to tell them whats really going on

And that it can't be fixed with some hightec medical charm

Its that I don't want to hurt them any more than they already are

So I turn my gaze to the window and have a look away, far

So its over for now,but tommorows another night

So as I leave the pain out of sight

I go home to where there is no fear,and no one to blame

I don't want to be awake for another cry,mummur of death,another night of the same