An EMT's Call
I'm the one sitting in that ambulance
Afraid to tell them they might not have a chance
Afraid to tell them they may never walk again,afraid to say forget about your Spring dance
It isn't that I don't want to tell them whats really going on
And that it can't be fixed with some hightec medical charm
Its that I don't want to hurt them any more than they already are
So I turn my gaze to the window and have a look away, far
I want to get away from here
And forget your mummurs of dying, your worst fear.
All I wanted to do this night is close my eyes after saving some ones life
Because someone was to cold and tried to kill you with a knife
It isn't that I don't want to tell them whats really going on
And that it can't be fixed with some hightec medical charm
Its that I don't want to hurt them any more than they already are
So I turn my gaze to the window and have a look away, far
I hear you say to God"Let me have time with my family so I can make up the time I lacked"
And I get it, I know I need to keep focused, keep on track
As the alarm rings,there is terror in my heart
Hopefully this isn't some terrible drunk drivng accident that could have been avoided from the start
It isn't that I don't want to tell them whats really going on
And that it can't be fixed with some hightec medical charm
Its that I don't want to hurt them any more than they already are
So I turn my gaze to the window and have a look away, far
So its over for now,but tommorows another night
So as I leave the pain out of sight
I go home to where there is no fear,and no one to blame
I don't want to be awake for another cry,mummur of death,another night of the same
