Can You See Me?

I thought if I didn't see your eyes it would help the feelings go away

But every time I get close I know they could be there to stay

It was always you whom I'd want to stay the hour

I thought of our friendship as a mere flower

What I wanted was deep down

For you to see me, love me, but instead in your eyes I was a happy clown

Always the one with love,always thinking I didn't feel

So I closed my heart and used the Goth as a sheild

Just the way you said good night to me

Couldn't the future forsee

As much as I wanted to walk away

My legs were slowly turning to clay

What I wanted was deep down

For you to see me, love me, but instead in your eyes I was a happy clown

Always the one with love,always thinking I didn't feel

So I closed my heart and used the Goth as a sheild

The blush began to touch my face

As we stood in just one place

To some one like you "How do you say I love you?"

When you don't even have the slightest hint, the slightest clue

What I wanted was deep down

For you to see me, love me, but instead in your eyes I was a happy clown

Always the one with love,always thinking I didn't feel

So I closed my heart and used the Goth as a sheild

I wanna shout it out "I love you Jamie Waite."

But I know he can't be my soul mate.

When the day my heart is complete

I'll know then if our love was everything as sweet