My love,
I see you across the room, smiling that sweet smile that always makes my heart break because I know you can not be mine. Your smile just makes me so…so different; it makes me distant to the world I know. I would do anything for you, my love; I would almost certainly die for you if it meant you would love me. As I know you do not and will not ever love me, but must you continue to be so beautiful?
I try, the lord knows I try to ignore the craving feelings I have for you. At night I long for you to be here with me, I long for the feeling of your lips on mine.
I CANNOT STAND not being able to hold you, I want to touch that sweet smelling hair, I want to caress that beautifully tanned skin, I want to look deep into those amazing, thoughtful eyes.
But fate stops me, and I must follow fate, but darling please do not forget, in your worst hour, in your worst day, when you think no-one loves you, remember this letter and remember I do.
From your sobbing admirer, never forget me.
