LOVE CONFUSION
A/N: This is a cheesey, but long poem the I wrote in math (fractions. Ugh! And they atcually hope we're going to pay attention to that crap?!) Anyway, If you can't figure it out, this is about Hitomi's love for Allen, untill she falls in love with Van. Then she has to choose. That's all. I'm actually amazed that I wrote such a long poem about it.
When I see him coming
My knees go all weak
I really want to know him
But I always run away
Why I run away
I really don't know
Maybe I'm afraid
Of love?
Of commitment?
Of being close with another?
Then there's the 'what if's
What if it all goes wrong?
What if it goes too far?
What if he doesn't see me the way I see him?
What if he thinks of me as a child?
I know he's older
But is six years that much?
I don't think it is
I remember, that first time
I was crying in his arms
Then he took me to his castle
Where he called me 'little princess'
When I got sick, he was by my side
But so was another
That was where it got messed up?
Two were there
But which one?
How to choose?
Do I choose?
Which one of my 'relationships' are real?
I'm so confused
But when I see the way he looks at her
Into her eyes
Then I know
To have him is a fantasy
It'd never happen
There was that time
On the bridge
Fait was changed
So we'd kiss
But when we did
The other was there
The other ran away
But to have him for real?
No way
No how
But there was the other
He's there too
Both of them look to me
But only one is real
It took me a while
But now I know
The other, he's the one
I was so foolish
So childish
Reaching out for something
I knew I'd never get
But there was always him
Hiding in the back
And now he's here
With me
Only me
Holding me as I hold him
How can this mean so much?
It screams so many things
Childish dreams
Love gone cold
Crying in my hands
But then there was a feather
Perfect, pearly white
I look up
There he is,
Like an angel
Surrounded by the feathers
Saving me
My salvation
But now I must leave
Just when it's sorted out
Home is beckoning
The one I first love
No, that wasn't love
A fantasy maybe
He is no more
But a newer
Stronger
Better love
Has emerged
Now I know the truth
Who I'm supposed to be with
But now I have to go
I finally found out what was supposed to be
But my real home is calling
And now I'm gone
I can still call him
He can still call me
But we're not together
But we're never meant to be
A/N: Ummm.... okay, personally I thought Van and Hitomi were supposed to be together, but oh well. It was still a ton of fluff to me. Anyway, still R&R!
~ Bobo ~
When I see him coming
My knees go all weak
I really want to know him
But I always run away
Why I run away
I really don't know
Maybe I'm afraid
Of love?
Of commitment?
Of being close with another?
Then there's the 'what if's
What if it all goes wrong?
What if it goes too far?
What if he doesn't see me the way I see him?
What if he thinks of me as a child?
I know he's older
But is six years that much?
I don't think it is
I remember, that first time
I was crying in his arms
Then he took me to his castle
Where he called me 'little princess'
When I got sick, he was by my side
But so was another
That was where it got messed up?
Two were there
But which one?
How to choose?
Do I choose?
Which one of my 'relationships' are real?
I'm so confused
But when I see the way he looks at her
Into her eyes
Then I know
To have him is a fantasy
It'd never happen
There was that time
On the bridge
Fait was changed
So we'd kiss
But when we did
The other was there
The other ran away
But to have him for real?
No way
No how
But there was the other
He's there too
Both of them look to me
But only one is real
It took me a while
But now I know
The other, he's the one
I was so foolish
So childish
Reaching out for something
I knew I'd never get
But there was always him
Hiding in the back
And now he's here
With me
Only me
Holding me as I hold him
How can this mean so much?
It screams so many things
Childish dreams
Love gone cold
Crying in my hands
But then there was a feather
Perfect, pearly white
I look up
There he is,
Like an angel
Surrounded by the feathers
Saving me
My salvation
But now I must leave
Just when it's sorted out
Home is beckoning
The one I first love
No, that wasn't love
A fantasy maybe
He is no more
But a newer
Stronger
Better love
Has emerged
Now I know the truth
Who I'm supposed to be with
But now I have to go
I finally found out what was supposed to be
But my real home is calling
And now I'm gone
I can still call him
He can still call me
But we're not together
But we're never meant to be
A/N: Ummm.... okay, personally I thought Van and Hitomi were supposed to be together, but oh well. It was still a ton of fluff to me. Anyway, still R&R!
~ Bobo ~
