~Chapter 24, told by Fujin.
No, no, no. I want to believe you, Seifer... You don't know how much I want to believe you... and be happy... But, whenever you got up and walked to the hotel, my doubts rose even more. I wanted to go after you, Seifer... I wanted to believe. I remained, however. I didn't want to go home, I didn't want to go see what in the hell Seifer was doing... I stared into the waters, which had darkened, since the sky was now a blackish-blue shade. From what I could see, Seifer still hadn't come out from the hotel... Maybe I should... go... there... Dammit... I stood up, and entered the hotel.
"How can I help you tonight?"
"ALMASY. SEIFER. ROOM. WHICH?"
"Oh, I can't give out that information..."
"...! Oh, really? Well then. If you won't give it out, I'll *take* it!" I picked up the book and breezed through it, until I seen Seifer's handwriting. Room 215.
"You can't...!"
"NOT YOUR FAULT. KEEP MOUTH SHUT! TROUBLE. WILL NOT GET INTO. "
"Y-yeah." What am I doing?! Oh, hell... I walked up the stairs and found my way to 215. I knocked, which was rather stupid, if you ask me.
"Who the hell is it?"
"...Seifer...? Its, um, Fujin..." ...Yeah, come on, let me in...
"Hold on." About fifteen seconds later, the door opened and I began study Seifer immediately. He has discarded his trenchcoat to the floor, along with his boots. He looked upset, stressed and tired, and the thought that I might have brought it on bothered me deeply. I shut the door behind me, and sighed, continuing to look at him.
"Yeah? Did you want something?" Alright, what did I want?
"Why did you come here? We have a house, you know..."
"I wanted to be alone... that is if you don't mind..." ...I'm sorry, dammit, alright?!
"My apologies." Leave. Leave. Come on, turn around and leave... I turned. No, wait, don't leave, you can't just leave him here- not without... God dammit, I don't know...
"I can't let you leave." ...?!
"...What?" I still didn't turn.
"You came here... So, now, I have to make you believe me." ...Hyne. He put his hand on my shoulder and turned me right around, saving me the trouble.
"Seifer..." Then, whenever he turned the simple hand-on-shoulder into an embrace, the nervousness started to sink in. Nothing moved... I don't think I even breathed as he brought his lips to mine. It felt different... from the other times... God... Seifer... Then he whispered, face still close to mine.
"Fuu... I love you, and I need you to believe that... so, please..." But, Seifer, its impossible, have you ever considered the way you treat me!?
"I... want you believe you... but, I don't think I should..." Imagine, the three words I want him to say... he says them, but I reject them... I'm such a fool.
"I'm sorry, Fujin... But... I need to prove this to you..." He kissed me again.
"I really do want to believe you... but the way you have treated me... holds me back..."
"...I... regret the way I have treated you..." He said, letting go of me- but I only stayed closer to his body, which was breathing heavily. N-no, Seifer, you don't regret- I mean, you're Seifer...
"Seifer..." Oh, please, stop it. Stop it!
"I love you... I'd do anything for you, no matter what the cost... Please..." I felt something odd in my stomach- it wasn't like what one would call "butterflies," it was different... As if all the oxegen in my body sank down to my stomach, leaving me with a light-headed feeling. It was a happy emotion that I never felt before... Something so much more...
"Seifer... Oh, Seifer, please stop... I cannot take this anymore."
"Then don't." He kissed me on the lips harder, making me feel almost uncomfortable... But then I wanted him to touch me... Own me... Seifer... I'm all yours, whether you like it or not....
"...I'll treat you different, Fuu... Starting now..." You'd think it would be a big deal, when he started to unbutton my shirt... But it felt... so terribly fitting... Like it was fated to happen.
~~~ Seifer, I'm sitting up in bed now... Watching you sleep... watching the very air that keeps you alive enter and leave you... The in and out of your chest move... The only movement of your body... Keeping you alive... Maybe I could... keep you alive too... Seifer, do you *need* me?
"Hey, Fujin..." I was shocked at the opening of his emerald green eyes, and the husky morning voice emerge from his pale lips. I blinked a few times, and wondered what I was supposed to say.
"Urm... Hey." I muttered distantly.
"Fujin, you know I love you... right?"
"Yes, Seifer... I love you too."
~The End.
No, no, no. I want to believe you, Seifer... You don't know how much I want to believe you... and be happy... But, whenever you got up and walked to the hotel, my doubts rose even more. I wanted to go after you, Seifer... I wanted to believe. I remained, however. I didn't want to go home, I didn't want to go see what in the hell Seifer was doing... I stared into the waters, which had darkened, since the sky was now a blackish-blue shade. From what I could see, Seifer still hadn't come out from the hotel... Maybe I should... go... there... Dammit... I stood up, and entered the hotel.
"How can I help you tonight?"
"ALMASY. SEIFER. ROOM. WHICH?"
"Oh, I can't give out that information..."
"...! Oh, really? Well then. If you won't give it out, I'll *take* it!" I picked up the book and breezed through it, until I seen Seifer's handwriting. Room 215.
"You can't...!"
"NOT YOUR FAULT. KEEP MOUTH SHUT! TROUBLE. WILL NOT GET INTO. "
"Y-yeah." What am I doing?! Oh, hell... I walked up the stairs and found my way to 215. I knocked, which was rather stupid, if you ask me.
"Who the hell is it?"
"...Seifer...? Its, um, Fujin..." ...Yeah, come on, let me in...
"Hold on." About fifteen seconds later, the door opened and I began study Seifer immediately. He has discarded his trenchcoat to the floor, along with his boots. He looked upset, stressed and tired, and the thought that I might have brought it on bothered me deeply. I shut the door behind me, and sighed, continuing to look at him.
"Yeah? Did you want something?" Alright, what did I want?
"Why did you come here? We have a house, you know..."
"I wanted to be alone... that is if you don't mind..." ...I'm sorry, dammit, alright?!
"My apologies." Leave. Leave. Come on, turn around and leave... I turned. No, wait, don't leave, you can't just leave him here- not without... God dammit, I don't know...
"I can't let you leave." ...?!
"...What?" I still didn't turn.
"You came here... So, now, I have to make you believe me." ...Hyne. He put his hand on my shoulder and turned me right around, saving me the trouble.
"Seifer..." Then, whenever he turned the simple hand-on-shoulder into an embrace, the nervousness started to sink in. Nothing moved... I don't think I even breathed as he brought his lips to mine. It felt different... from the other times... God... Seifer... Then he whispered, face still close to mine.
"Fuu... I love you, and I need you to believe that... so, please..." But, Seifer, its impossible, have you ever considered the way you treat me!?
"I... want you believe you... but, I don't think I should..." Imagine, the three words I want him to say... he says them, but I reject them... I'm such a fool.
"I'm sorry, Fujin... But... I need to prove this to you..." He kissed me again.
"I really do want to believe you... but the way you have treated me... holds me back..."
"...I... regret the way I have treated you..." He said, letting go of me- but I only stayed closer to his body, which was breathing heavily. N-no, Seifer, you don't regret- I mean, you're Seifer...
"Seifer..." Oh, please, stop it. Stop it!
"I love you... I'd do anything for you, no matter what the cost... Please..." I felt something odd in my stomach- it wasn't like what one would call "butterflies," it was different... As if all the oxegen in my body sank down to my stomach, leaving me with a light-headed feeling. It was a happy emotion that I never felt before... Something so much more...
"Seifer... Oh, Seifer, please stop... I cannot take this anymore."
"Then don't." He kissed me on the lips harder, making me feel almost uncomfortable... But then I wanted him to touch me... Own me... Seifer... I'm all yours, whether you like it or not....
"...I'll treat you different, Fuu... Starting now..." You'd think it would be a big deal, when he started to unbutton my shirt... But it felt... so terribly fitting... Like it was fated to happen.
~~~ Seifer, I'm sitting up in bed now... Watching you sleep... watching the very air that keeps you alive enter and leave you... The in and out of your chest move... The only movement of your body... Keeping you alive... Maybe I could... keep you alive too... Seifer, do you *need* me?
"Hey, Fujin..." I was shocked at the opening of his emerald green eyes, and the husky morning voice emerge from his pale lips. I blinked a few times, and wondered what I was supposed to say.
"Urm... Hey." I muttered distantly.
"Fujin, you know I love you... right?"
"Yes, Seifer... I love you too."
~The End.
