Title: It Doesn't Really Matter
category: DM/KW/cast
rating: eh...
summary: I had this written up..then I saw Anna's..so I give props to
Anna..cause though ours doesn't end up the same... Dave gets
drunk..you'll see!!
It starts with one thing
I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
keep that in mind
***********************
He refused to turn back. No one..no one was going to call him back.He
didn't want to see her face.
"DAVE!" a small voice called
They couldn't see him cry. He wouldn't let her see him cry.
"DAVE!"
**************************
He stood at the door,holding his breath.
"Dammnit Dave" his mother snapped,"You nearly gave me a heart attack"
"Daddy!!" his little girl ran down the stairs, and hugged his legs
"What are you doing here??" the old woman crossed her arms across her
chest
Dave bent down and kissed the little girl on top of her head and took
a deep breath,"I got fired"
"Dave!"
He stopped,giving the little girl in his arms a squeeze."I got fired
Mama"
*******************************
I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It's so unreal
Didn't look out below
********************************
"I fed her" she called,stuffing her arms in her coat.
"Thank you Mama" Dave called from the kitchen,his head buried in his
refrigator
"Don't give her anymore junk" she called
"Thank you Mama" he looked crossed eyed at his daughter
The little girl giggled
"She had her bath"
Dave took a deep breath,closing the door behind him."stay right
there" he snapped
The little girl nodded
"I said I got it" he replied,crossing his arms across his chest as he
walked towards his mother
"You managed to screw up the one constistent thing in your life" she
replied,"I had to make sure you wouldn't do anything to the only
thing you have left"
"Get out"
****************************
Trying to hold on, but didn't even know
Wasted it all just to watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when
*****************************
His little girl lay curled up on the couch. His little girl. Dave
swallowed hard,pushing the bottle away from him. HIS little girl.
Suddenly he saw things like a video game. Weaver was the ultimate
enemy.She was going to see.
Shakingly,he finished up the last of the bottle."GET UP!!" Dave
yelled,startling the little girl."We're going on a car ride.."
The little girl looked up at him,startled and scared
"I SAID GET UP!!" he yelled.
**********************************
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
**********************************
There were no consquences as Dave sped through the streets, weaved
past the cars.
"Daddy?" she said quietly, sloppily buckled up. With each turn,there
was a new bump, another bruise.
He kept driving."She has to see"
The little girl turned her face away."I'm hungry.."
The anger bubbled up in Dave as he took another gulp of the amber
liquid.
"Daddy.." the little girl yawned
************************************
The hospital was quiet. Dave looked around, his daughter slung over
his shoulder, her eyes peacefully closed
"hey" Deb smiled
Dave nodded towards her,"Is Weaver around?"
"Yeah..in the lounge" Deb answered,watching him curiously as he
stormed towards the lounge, the bottle slipping out of his hand and
crashing behind him
***************************************
One thing, I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
keep that in mind
I designed this rhyme, to remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I'm surprised it got so (far)
******************************************
"YOu have to leave Malucci" she stood up
Dave's bottom lip quivered."Here..you didn't break me.You hurt her"
Dave lay the little girl lightly on the table in front of her
Kerry stepped back,"Dave..you have to leave"
"Tell her" he yelled
She looked away akwardly,"tell her what?"
"Tell her why you took her daddy's money away from him" he said
loudly, the tears drenching his face
"Dave.."
"TELL HER!! TELL HER I WAS A GOOD DOCTOR!! YOU JUST DIDN"T LIKE ME!!"
Dave yelled,"THAT I DIDN'T FUCK UP!"
The little girl rubbed her eyes and yawned
"Hi" Kerry gave a small wave
the little girl waved back
"I can't do that.." Kerry said quietly."You know.."
"Tell her" he said through gritted teeth."Make her understand"
************************************
Things aren't the way they were before
You wouldn't even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me (in the end)
You kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I
category: DM/KW/cast
rating: eh...
summary: I had this written up..then I saw Anna's..so I give props to
Anna..cause though ours doesn't end up the same... Dave gets
drunk..you'll see!!
It starts with one thing
I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
keep that in mind
***********************
He refused to turn back. No one..no one was going to call him back.He
didn't want to see her face.
"DAVE!" a small voice called
They couldn't see him cry. He wouldn't let her see him cry.
"DAVE!"
**************************
He stood at the door,holding his breath.
"Dammnit Dave" his mother snapped,"You nearly gave me a heart attack"
"Daddy!!" his little girl ran down the stairs, and hugged his legs
"What are you doing here??" the old woman crossed her arms across her
chest
Dave bent down and kissed the little girl on top of her head and took
a deep breath,"I got fired"
"Dave!"
He stopped,giving the little girl in his arms a squeeze."I got fired
Mama"
*******************************
I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It's so unreal
Didn't look out below
********************************
"I fed her" she called,stuffing her arms in her coat.
"Thank you Mama" Dave called from the kitchen,his head buried in his
refrigator
"Don't give her anymore junk" she called
"Thank you Mama" he looked crossed eyed at his daughter
The little girl giggled
"She had her bath"
Dave took a deep breath,closing the door behind him."stay right
there" he snapped
The little girl nodded
"I said I got it" he replied,crossing his arms across his chest as he
walked towards his mother
"You managed to screw up the one constistent thing in your life" she
replied,"I had to make sure you wouldn't do anything to the only
thing you have left"
"Get out"
****************************
Trying to hold on, but didn't even know
Wasted it all just to watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when
*****************************
His little girl lay curled up on the couch. His little girl. Dave
swallowed hard,pushing the bottle away from him. HIS little girl.
Suddenly he saw things like a video game. Weaver was the ultimate
enemy.She was going to see.
Shakingly,he finished up the last of the bottle."GET UP!!" Dave
yelled,startling the little girl."We're going on a car ride.."
The little girl looked up at him,startled and scared
"I SAID GET UP!!" he yelled.
**********************************
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
**********************************
There were no consquences as Dave sped through the streets, weaved
past the cars.
"Daddy?" she said quietly, sloppily buckled up. With each turn,there
was a new bump, another bruise.
He kept driving."She has to see"
The little girl turned her face away."I'm hungry.."
The anger bubbled up in Dave as he took another gulp of the amber
liquid.
"Daddy.." the little girl yawned
************************************
The hospital was quiet. Dave looked around, his daughter slung over
his shoulder, her eyes peacefully closed
"hey" Deb smiled
Dave nodded towards her,"Is Weaver around?"
"Yeah..in the lounge" Deb answered,watching him curiously as he
stormed towards the lounge, the bottle slipping out of his hand and
crashing behind him
***************************************
One thing, I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
keep that in mind
I designed this rhyme, to remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I'm surprised it got so (far)
******************************************
"YOu have to leave Malucci" she stood up
Dave's bottom lip quivered."Here..you didn't break me.You hurt her"
Dave lay the little girl lightly on the table in front of her
Kerry stepped back,"Dave..you have to leave"
"Tell her" he yelled
She looked away akwardly,"tell her what?"
"Tell her why you took her daddy's money away from him" he said
loudly, the tears drenching his face
"Dave.."
"TELL HER!! TELL HER I WAS A GOOD DOCTOR!! YOU JUST DIDN"T LIKE ME!!"
Dave yelled,"THAT I DIDN'T FUCK UP!"
The little girl rubbed her eyes and yawned
"Hi" Kerry gave a small wave
the little girl waved back
"I can't do that.." Kerry said quietly."You know.."
"Tell her" he said through gritted teeth."Make her understand"
************************************
Things aren't the way they were before
You wouldn't even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me (in the end)
You kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I
