A/N- Well, this is a change. I've started to write again. Fanfiction.net has been sick so it has made me weary. Hope this okay. It's Kagome's thoughts on Inuyasha.
~Chibi no miko
Heaven to hell
In the deep, deep forest I surely left my heart behind.
Inuyasha. I didn't want to do it but... I have to. I have another life; another world.... I can't stay here with you forever. No matter how much I wish to stay I will never be anything more than nothing. I have to get a job and a boyfriend and make my way to somewhere. I can't do that if I'm with you, can I?
Searching for the limit's power, I am getting tired. Everybody will wash out the eternal darkness.
I know that you want me to help you find a way to be any other normal demon, but how long can I keep playing these childish games? I can't keep living in one of my manga. I have to go on with my life. I have to go back home.
If it is as the topography, surely I wonder if it will be proud.
As long as I stay with you the harder it will be for me to leave you. I never thought I would feel this way for you. I never imagined I could be so easily swayed. One day I hate you and the next... Well, you know. Strange, ne?
As we live on, We lose a little bit more.
I know life on the other side of the well is hard. But there I know it is real. When I'm with you nothing ever seems real. It all seems like I'm stuck in one of those romantic novels that I can't escape. I need something firm to stand on. Reality seems pretty sturdy don't you think? Lost in a valley, an untrue basis Unable to cry out.
Who am I kidding? What am I thinking? Reality isn't firm or strong. Reality is changed and flimsily; easily escaped and broken through. People never seem to be into reality. They're always flying away with the sun. But I'm not like the rest of them.
As the very blue sky is wounded Everyday, the cedar goes to the river.
I want something. I can't keep wavering from the truth. I'm sure there's something I just need to find it. Now. I'm running out of time. How much longer can I keep fending off the inevitable? How much longer can I keep avoiding you....
A reaching framework, the hand of voice A week, antique heart is beginning to move once again!
I've tried to stay away. Believe me I have. But sometimes life isn't that easy. If we could all do that nothing would have the competitive edge to complete. I've staying that way for much too long. I need to move on. Even if it is without you.
At that moment, I began our journey again.
I stayed with you in the past. I've followed you across mountain and sea and yet I haven't gone anywhere. I just keep getting further behind in the real world. But no more. I can't give up my life for you. Then again, that's what love is, isn't it?
We are traveling Going nowhere until We find the light we can believe in. I just began my journey with you.
Maybe this is wrong. I wanted to stand on something that I couldn't even imagine. Somewhere without you. I'm so stupid, but it doesn't matter anymore. I've already gone. I can't go back. Can I? I just found you....
As we live on, We lose a little bit more. Lost in a valley, an untrue basis Unable to cry out.
Oh, I wish I could tell you the truth, but that is the way of life. So unfair and scornful. I wish I could tell you I love you more than anything, but I guess it wasn't meant to be. It never is. I'll just go back home and leave you forever.
We are traveling Going nowhere until We make up for the unknown. It is eternal.
I'll leave and this will all be all right. I'll go home and everything will be back to normal. Right?
Unable to cry out, going nowhere forever.
I'll be happy without my make believe. I'll be a normal lonely nobody in an unforgiving world without you. Right.
Heaven to hell
In the deep, deep forest I surely left my heart behind.
Inuyasha. I didn't want to do it but... I have to. I have another life; another world.... I can't stay here with you forever. No matter how much I wish to stay I will never be anything more than nothing. I have to get a job and a boyfriend and make my way to somewhere. I can't do that if I'm with you, can I?
Searching for the limit's power, I am getting tired. Everybody will wash out the eternal darkness.
I know that you want me to help you find a way to be any other normal demon, but how long can I keep playing these childish games? I can't keep living in one of my manga. I have to go on with my life. I have to go back home.
If it is as the topography, surely I wonder if it will be proud.
As long as I stay with you the harder it will be for me to leave you. I never thought I would feel this way for you. I never imagined I could be so easily swayed. One day I hate you and the next... Well, you know. Strange, ne?
As we live on, We lose a little bit more.
I know life on the other side of the well is hard. But there I know it is real. When I'm with you nothing ever seems real. It all seems like I'm stuck in one of those romantic novels that I can't escape. I need something firm to stand on. Reality seems pretty sturdy don't you think? Lost in a valley, an untrue basis Unable to cry out.
Who am I kidding? What am I thinking? Reality isn't firm or strong. Reality is changed and flimsily; easily escaped and broken through. People never seem to be into reality. They're always flying away with the sun. But I'm not like the rest of them.
As the very blue sky is wounded Everyday, the cedar goes to the river.
I want something. I can't keep wavering from the truth. I'm sure there's something I just need to find it. Now. I'm running out of time. How much longer can I keep fending off the inevitable? How much longer can I keep avoiding you....
A reaching framework, the hand of voice A week, antique heart is beginning to move once again!
I've tried to stay away. Believe me I have. But sometimes life isn't that easy. If we could all do that nothing would have the competitive edge to complete. I've staying that way for much too long. I need to move on. Even if it is without you.
At that moment, I began our journey again.
I stayed with you in the past. I've followed you across mountain and sea and yet I haven't gone anywhere. I just keep getting further behind in the real world. But no more. I can't give up my life for you. Then again, that's what love is, isn't it?
We are traveling Going nowhere until We find the light we can believe in. I just began my journey with you.
Maybe this is wrong. I wanted to stand on something that I couldn't even imagine. Somewhere without you. I'm so stupid, but it doesn't matter anymore. I've already gone. I can't go back. Can I? I just found you....
As we live on, We lose a little bit more. Lost in a valley, an untrue basis Unable to cry out.
Oh, I wish I could tell you the truth, but that is the way of life. So unfair and scornful. I wish I could tell you I love you more than anything, but I guess it wasn't meant to be. It never is. I'll just go back home and leave you forever.
We are traveling Going nowhere until We make up for the unknown. It is eternal.
I'll leave and this will all be all right. I'll go home and everything will be back to normal. Right?
Unable to cry out, going nowhere forever.
I'll be happy without my make believe. I'll be a normal lonely nobody in an unforgiving world without you. Right.
