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The women who leads the workshop, on a volunteer basis rubs her forehead as she listens, and fingers one of her elephant shaped earrings. After my mini breakdown I felt I needed some immediate help. I left Lee with Jodi promising I would return soon. That girl is too much like her mother to trust alone with my dear old Lee for that long of a period of time. The workshop lady refuses to look at me. Is she just rude or does she know the story of what I did? And is scared of me? I never thought one day my presences could evoke that kind of emotion. It's not something I am proud of. I get bored hearing her smack her lips and pop her gum. I leave the room to go visit Jack. I haven't been here since that day. The day I learned one second, one slip up could destroy the world if only for a few people. I finally find it. I lay flowers by the stone and whisper I am sorry. If only I hadn't took those drugs at that moment, if I haven't driven too fast, only if. But must importantly of all only if I hadn't been a coward and ran from the pain.
