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The women who leads the workshop, on a volunteer basis rubs her forehead as she listens, and fingers one of her elephant shaped earrings.  After my mini breakdown I felt I needed some immediate help.  I left Lee with Jodi promising I would return soon.  That girl is too much like her mother to trust alone with my dear old Lee for that long of a period of time.  The workshop lady refuses to look at me.  Is she just rude or does she know the story of what I did?  And is scared of me?  I never thought one day my presences could evoke that kind of emotion.  It's not something I am proud of.  I get bored hearing her smack her lips and pop her gum.  I leave the room to go visit Jack.  I haven't been here since that day.  The day I learned one second, one slip up could destroy the world if only for a few people.  I finally find it.  I lay flowers by the stone and whisper I am sorry.  If only I hadn't took those drugs at that moment, if I haven't driven too fast, only if.  But must importantly of all only if I hadn't been a coward and ran from the pain.