I sit here, hoping no one notices I am here.
I hate people staring at me,
Staring with those Gods aweful looks.
I'm a monster, a freak, repulsive.
I guess I dont blame them,
I am a true monster...
You're like me though,
Except you look human..
I hate you for that.
I envy you because I wish I could look human.
You have human form, except your eyes...
Your eyes... they draw me closer..
Do you know that?
Your eyes are like a window into your soul..
No one can see into that window,
Except me.
Do you know I know some of your little secrets?
Inside your eyes, I see...
cold.. dark... depressed... alone...
forgotten... forsaken... hatred.. alone...
fear.. longing... lust... alone...
agony.. pain... reluctance.. alone...
acceptance... love... repair... with me...
I have picked up all the times you let your walls fall,
I can see through all the lies you create,
Is it because you let me so close to you?
Or is it because of your own foolishness...
The looks return,
I had forgotten them for a moment,
enticed by your every movement,
But now I feel it again..
I feel the hatred emitting from everyone of them..
The fear...
I dont know why,
But what seemed unbearable before,
I can actually savor.
You taught me that negativity feeds the mazoku within myself..
You taught me so much..
What would I be had I not met you?
Until you I had no humor at all,
Then the same day.. I cracked my first joke since this curse..
Until you I had no feelings at all,
well none except revenge and anger...
Now, you've opened my heart to new possibilities..
Its pathetic though,
A Mazoku teaching a human how to love...
Ironic in its own twisted yet so true way..
You look over at me,
Once again I can see into your soul through those mirrors..
Those beautiful, violet mirrors...
And now, after what we've been through..
All I can see is the caring, compassionate, love inside those mirrors..
I guess its true that love can change a person..
I know it changed me.
But they say.. 2 wrongs dont make a right..
I say that saying is false,
for if it were true..
something would have torn us apart a long time ago.
-Zelgadis Greywords
I hate people staring at me,
Staring with those Gods aweful looks.
I'm a monster, a freak, repulsive.
I guess I dont blame them,
I am a true monster...
You're like me though,
Except you look human..
I hate you for that.
I envy you because I wish I could look human.
You have human form, except your eyes...
Your eyes... they draw me closer..
Do you know that?
Your eyes are like a window into your soul..
No one can see into that window,
Except me.
Do you know I know some of your little secrets?
Inside your eyes, I see...
cold.. dark... depressed... alone...
forgotten... forsaken... hatred.. alone...
fear.. longing... lust... alone...
agony.. pain... reluctance.. alone...
acceptance... love... repair... with me...
I have picked up all the times you let your walls fall,
I can see through all the lies you create,
Is it because you let me so close to you?
Or is it because of your own foolishness...
The looks return,
I had forgotten them for a moment,
enticed by your every movement,
But now I feel it again..
I feel the hatred emitting from everyone of them..
The fear...
I dont know why,
But what seemed unbearable before,
I can actually savor.
You taught me that negativity feeds the mazoku within myself..
You taught me so much..
What would I be had I not met you?
Until you I had no humor at all,
Then the same day.. I cracked my first joke since this curse..
Until you I had no feelings at all,
well none except revenge and anger...
Now, you've opened my heart to new possibilities..
Its pathetic though,
A Mazoku teaching a human how to love...
Ironic in its own twisted yet so true way..
You look over at me,
Once again I can see into your soul through those mirrors..
Those beautiful, violet mirrors...
And now, after what we've been through..
All I can see is the caring, compassionate, love inside those mirrors..
I guess its true that love can change a person..
I know it changed me.
But they say.. 2 wrongs dont make a right..
I say that saying is false,
for if it were true..
something would have torn us apart a long time ago.
-Zelgadis Greywords
