I sit here, hoping no one notices I am here.

I hate people staring at me,

Staring with those Gods aweful looks.

I'm a monster, a freak, repulsive.

I guess I dont blame them,

I am a true monster...

You're like me though,

Except you look human..

I hate you for that.

I envy you because I wish I could look human.

You have human form, except your eyes...

Your eyes... they draw me closer..

Do you know that?

Your eyes are like a window into your soul..

No one can see into that window,

Except me.

Do you know I know some of your little secrets?

Inside your eyes, I see...

cold.. dark... depressed... alone...

forgotten... forsaken... hatred.. alone...

fear.. longing... lust... alone...

agony.. pain... reluctance.. alone...

acceptance... love... repair... with me...

I have picked up all the times you let your walls fall,

I can see through all the lies you create,

Is it because you let me so close to you?

Or is it because of your own foolishness...

The looks return,

I had forgotten them for a moment,

enticed by your every movement,

But now I feel it again..

I feel the hatred emitting from everyone of them..

The fear...

I dont know why,

But what seemed unbearable before,

I can actually savor.

You taught me that negativity feeds the mazoku within myself..

You taught me so much..

What would I be had I not met you?

Until you I had no humor at all,

Then the same day.. I cracked my first joke since this curse..

Until you I had no feelings at all,

well none except revenge and anger...

Now, you've opened my heart to new possibilities..

Its pathetic though,

A Mazoku teaching a human how to love...

Ironic in its own twisted yet so true way..

You look over at me,

Once again I can see into your soul through those mirrors..

Those beautiful, violet mirrors...

And now, after what we've been through..

All I can see is the caring, compassionate, love inside those mirrors..

I guess its true that love can change a person..

I know it changed me.

But they say.. 2 wrongs dont make a right..

I say that saying is false,

for if it were true..

something would have torn us apart a long time ago.

-Zelgadis Greywords