I do not own Gundam Wing, or any sort of thing related to Gundam Wing…blah…blah…blah

This is a songfic which goes to 'Outside' by Staind, meaning that the song lyrics go with the story.

Heero looked up at the sky, and Relena was beside him. Since his victory over Treize's daughter, Heero disappeared to a place far away. He just kept going, and didn't stop until he finally realized what he was doing. He was a mindless soul without Relena, and yet, his mind triggered so much hatred for her. Why, he didn't know, but he wanted to find out.

(Don't worry, this isn't what you expect at the beginning…it all gets crazy and such…have a nice read!)

And you…bring me to my knees…

All this time…that I could beg you please…

All the times…that I felt insecure…

And I leave…my burdens at the door…

Heero cleared his throat, and looked at Relena.

"So…"

Relena put her finger up to Heero's lips, and shook her head.

"There's no need for words Heero, you're back with us…back with me now…"

Being battle hardened, and trained severely, Heero's mind didn't comprehend with this certain emotion. His eyes went blank, his mind starting to overload with this new feeling for Relena.

I'm on the outside…I'm looking in…

I can see through you…see your true colors…

Cause inside you're ugly…ugly like me…

I can see through you…see to the real you…

Relena's eyes started to water, and a tear slowly crawled down her cheek. Overcome with emotion, Heero just bowed his head, and looked down. He didn't know what to do, and he

was actually starting to wonder why he was by her, and whether anyone would be worrying about him. He quickly put the thought to rest; knowing that it wasn't relevant at the

moment.

All this time that I felt like this won't end…was for you…

And I taste…but I could never have…it's from you…

All those times…that I tried…my intentions…full of pride…

And I waste…more time than anyone…

Heero once again looked up into Relena's eyes, and gave the first sign of a smile he showed anyone, other than when he killed a tough opponent. Relena happily smiled back, and threw her arms around Heero. She silently cried into Heero's chest, and Heero just stood, and looked over her.

I'm on the outside…I'm looking in…

I can see through you…see your true colors…

Cause inside you're ugly…ugly like me…

I can see through you…see to the real you…

Heero didn't know what to do, and his mind started to fill with anger and rage. Heero knew that this wasn't a normal reaction to anything, and that this sudden 'mood swing' was just too violent. But, it overcame him, and he pushed away from Relena quickly, reaching for his gun.

All the times…that I've cried…all this wasting...it's all inside…

And I feel…all this pain…stuffed it down…it's back again….

And I lie…here in bed…all alone…I can't mend…

And I fear…tomorrow will be okay…

Heero raised the gun to Relena's head, and she backed down, cowering in fear.

"Heero…what's wrong? Tell me what's wrong Heero!"

He stood silent, gripped the trigger, and growled in a low voice,

"Time for you to die…you are useful to nobody…you are worthless…"

I'm on the outside…I'm looking in…

I can see through you…see your true colors…

Cause inside you're ugly…ugly like me…

I can see through you…see to the real you…

Relena shrieked, and Heero pulled the trigger…

Moments later, her body hit the ground with a sickening thud…and Heero stood over her and laughed.