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If Only He Knew… Chapter 3
Apology…Accepted?
Heero buried his head in Relena's shirt, his tears dampening the fabric. He muttered words of apology as Relena tried to make out what he was trying to say.
"Relena…can you ever forgive me? I feel like such a jackass for the way I've been acting towards you…" he sobbed.
A wave of sympathy washed over her, but left as the memories of him denying her and accusing her of lying stabbed her in the heart. She got up and went into her bathroom to get a towel. She handed it to him, and sighed.
"Heero-kun…I don't know what to say. I don't know if I can really forgive you," she said, her voice wavering.
The words hit him like a hammer. He froze and looked into her sad aquamarine eyes. "What…?" he spoke slowly.
"I'm sorry…this is just how I feel." She stood up again and opened the door looked at him.
"Heero…please respect my wishes and leave…"
He got up and walked out the door, giving her the moist towel. He then whispered once more, "I'm sorry." Heero left her room hesitantly. As soon as he left, she quickly shut the door and cried. He was her best friend since grade school, and now…they were like distant strangers.
The rain seemed to have slowed down, but the lightning was still flashing across the sky. Relena sighed and sat back on her bed, clutching her pillow. Time seemed to have slowed down. The night passed, and the clouds cleared up. Soon enough, the sun painted the horizon with its colors and the birds began their songs once more. Not one minute of sleep was bestowed upon Relena that night.
She got up earlier than usual and decided to go get some coffee to keep herself awake during classes.
"One cup of black, please," she said to the cashier.
"That'll be $2.50."
Relena handed him the money and waited as he brewed some coffee. She gently tapped her foot on the hard ground. Suddenly, she felt a hand placed on her shoulder. She spun around and looked.
"Relena…we need to talk," the voice said.
She pushed his hand off her shoulder and glared into his eyes. "Talk about what? We have nothing to speak of."
The cashier then broke the coldness. "Your coffee, miss."
Relena tanked him and took the coffee. She then stepped around Heero and walked out the door, the anger churning inside her. She held on tightly to the styrofoam cup and walked as quickly as she could away.
"Relena!" he called after her. "Relena, please!"
She did not yield. She could hear the footsteps coming closer and closer.
"Relena!!!" he caught up to her and spun her around so that she was facing him. She closed her eyes, hoping that they wouldn't make eye contact.
"Relena…please look at me…I'm begging you…" he pleaded. He shook her lightly.
She opened her eyes and looked at the concrete sidewalk.
"Relena, I know you won't believe me, but…somehow…I have to prove to you that…I am so sorry. I can't even express it with words. I don't know what to do! All I can go is beg your forgiveness…."
Her hands were curled up into fists.
"You…you…you…BATSTARD!!!" she screamed.
His grew big with pain and agony.
She looked at him, her blood boiling. She then pulled herself away and ran. Heero could only look and wallow in his remorse.
Ahh…finally updated!!! *cheers* Please r/r and no flamers…or else I'll never finish…MWAHAHAH…
