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History Repeated

Chapter four

" Sora are you alright, you look really pale," Her mother injured as Sora ghostly wandered into the living room.

" I'm not feeling to good. I'm going to go to bed," She murmured without looking at anyone of her family.

" Bed! But it's still light outside!" Ryan exclaimed,

" Yeah well I'm not well," She snapped at him. Stupid little brother always sticks his nose into her business. She frowned at that thought. What was she talking about, he was only a kid it was probably a shock that anyone would want to go to bed before it was time at his age.

She laid down on her bed and closed her eyes. What was happening to her? Those pictures she saw when Tai had kissed her were so vivid, they felt so real. As though she was actually watching them happen, but she was missing pieces. Like a cartoon with missing cells.

She thought back to the first time she had ever seen Tai. That terrifying feeling that had suddenly swamped over her. It was like she was burning . . .

And now she had seen that fire. This was to weird for her to handle. What she had seen this afternoon was like a vision, it was almost like some one had wanted her to see it.

This was so stupid, so crazy. She was letting herself get swept along with her own imagination.

Then why did these weird things keep happening when she was with Tai? Was she really so much in love with him that he could make her sick and scared like this? What! She wasn't in love with Tai. They had only been seeing each other for the past couple of weeks. This wasn't anything serious. Or was it?

" Go go go go go go go go go," The silvery voice echoed around her room.

" No you go. Leave me alone!" She cried, she threw the covers over her head. What was wrong with her?

Tai absentmindedly walked past his apartment block. Sora hadn't been to school today. She was acting really weird yesterday. He'd have to go and see her right now, before work started.

He found himself outside her apartment door even before he'd actually decided he would go and see her.

He rang the bell sharply, he'd never actually been to her apartment before.

" Hey Tai!" Ryan cried happy to see him as he pulled open the door.

" Hi Ryan. I've come to see Sora,"

" Oh she's sick. Hey do you want to go over to the park and play some soccer?" The boy asked eagerly.

Tai grinned, Ryan was a really energetic kid.

" Actually I'd thought I'd see how Sora was doing anyway,"

" Oh you don't want to talk to her when she's sick. She just shouts," Ryan tried to persuade him, he dashed into the apartment and picked up his soccer ball, " Come on I already said I'd meet jack and Dan over there. We can play two a side now with you,"

" Thanks Ryan but I better not today,"

" Okay then, suit yourself. Seya Tai," The little boy ran out of the apartment and slammed the door behind him. Leaving Tai standing in the middle of an unfamiliar home.

" Ryan wher- Oh Hi," Sora blinked a little taken aback to see Tai standing in the middle of her living room.

" Hey. I wanted to see how you were. Ryan just ran off to the park and left me here," he walked across the room to where she stood in her old jeans and baggy jumper in her bedroom doorway.

" Oh," She whispered,

" So are you feeling better,"

" Yeah allot better thanks," ' Now your here' she added silently.

" Do you want to go and listen to some CDs or something?" She asked,

" Yeah okay. I can't stay long because I've got work this afternoon," he added as he followed her into her room.

She pulled a c.d. out of the rack and placed in it the stereo.

" Sorry about the mess. My sisters a real slob," She explained,

" Oh and your a neat freak are you?" he asked playfully,

" No I'm just as much of a pig as she is,"

He sat on the edge of her bed watching as she fiddled with the stereo. A warm breeze ruffled past his face. He breathed in a deep almost familiar scent, but he couldn't remember where he recognised it.

Suddenly his whole body went numb, he couldn't feel anything apart from his heart pounding in his rib cage. His vision was blurring, he couldn't quite see properly. The music suddenly seemed far away as though it was at the other end of a tunnel. He had no control over his body, none at all. Before he even knew what he was doing he had grabbed Sora around the waist and thrown her on the bed.

He could see himself smovering her in kisses. He was lying on top of her, his hands were running down her sides, through her hair, across her face. He was kissing her like there was no tomorrow.

But he couldn't feel any of it. He hadn't started doing it, so he couldn't stop. He couldn't feel his lips pressing against her silky hair and skin, only see it.

The only thing he could feel was passion. Such a passion he thought he was going to be sick from it. Hot blooded, rough, desperate, passion. He'd never felt anything like it before. It was as though he was about to explode with desire. He had to have her right now, he couldn't tare himself away from her. It was so strong all most unbreakable, a force locking on to his body, taking control of him. He wasn't doing any of this, but he wasn't about to stop it either.

" Tai," Sora's whispered faintly.

He leapt away from her and sat up at the end of the bed. It was gone, whatever had taken him under its spell had left him. He tried to catch his breath, as the situation became clearer in his mind.

Sora pulled herself into a sitting position. He stared at her unable to make sense of what just happened. She was shaking, not very much, just so that her breathing was irregular and she seemed to tremor. He was too, but that wasn't the point. He had just done something that he couldn't even control about himself.

" I . . ." he whispered, barely above a breath, " I don't know . . .. Sorry Sora,"

She swallowed and shook her head.

" I don't know what came over me,"

" It's . . .okay," She mumbled.

" I'm . . .I'm really sorry,"

" It's not your fault,"

" I . . .I better get to work," He stuttered.

" Okay . . .see you tomorrow Tai,"

" Bye Sora,"

She couldn't even look at him as he dashed out of the apartment.

Oh god what was happening to her. She couldn't stop him. Not that she had wanted to, but it was so . . .so . . .strange. Not just strange, terrifying. She had lost control of her own body. But she hadn't just stood there like some zombie, someone else had moved for her. Someone else had kissed Tai, hugged him, moved her hands, breathed for her. It might of been Tai's body on top of her, but she knew it wasn't Tai controlling it.

All she could feel was a craze, hungriness, and an obsession to be with him. Something so strong that she couldn't take her own body back. It wasn't her, but who else could it of been. That was her lusting over him, it was him embracing her. No one else had been in the room, it was just the two of them. it was his heart she could feel against her chest, his warm breaths over her skin.

She was still shaking, not from fear of what he had done to her. Pouncing on her like that. Fear that she hadn't been able to stop him.

Athuors note- Okay this wasn't as long as my other chapters, but there's more to come very very soon. peace.