Aaaaand here we are ONCE again, blah, blah, blah, I'm too bored to say the same thing over and over again. So let's get this over with, shall we?

Here is the sad, sappy part!

Misty's death!

MWAAAAA!

Yeah, anyway, ages will vary! Not that Misty has an age right now…

But that's not the point! The point is that the story is now beginning! And you don't really care about this part because you peoples rarely read this!

Life without you

~ Part 4; 'Death, is only the beginning!' ~

(No I don't own that saying for all you sue happy people!)

(STILL Misty's POV)

It was one of those dark and stormy nights that just make you want to curl up inside a house with on a comfy chair with a warm fire going and read a good book. (Yes, I Misty Kasumi Waterflower like to read, much to people's dismay) Actually, I can't tell whether its night or day. I don't know why it's so dark and gloomy, and in fact, I don't even know where we are!

All I know is that I just walked through that ugly gray portal, and Satoshi has disappeared on me! Where is angel boy anyway?

"Satoshi! Satoshi were are you?! You'd better come her this instant! OR YOU'RE GOING TO GET HURT!" My voice was lost to the wind and rain, but I wasn't going to give up!

After a few death threats and a sore throat, I gave up. I sighed and sat down on a nearby bench. I look at the sky for a sign that the rain would stop. I like water, but rain isn't my thing. It's just to, to, gloomy! It reminds me of when someone dies and of everyone's mood!

I got up, fortunatly for me, I must be protected from the rain because I'm not wet.

I started to walk around a little, trying to find out were I am. We're by a river, and… that's all I can make of it right now.

This place seems familiar, but I can't place it…

*Mumbling voices*

I whirled around, I know I heard something!

I raced behind a bush a looked out.

Suddenly, it dawned up me.

I hit my head from my stupidity. I'm an angel! No one can see me!

Some people came through the bushes with a casket and set it on the ground. People began to filter in the small clearing. Most had tears in their eyes, no one was smiling.

I squinted my eyes. Why do all these people look fa – hey! That's Mrs. K. and Prof. Oak! Why are they here? And what's wrong with Mrs. K.? Her face is all wet and, why is she crying?

Hey! There's Marina! And my sisters! Tracey, Erika, Mikey, Whilomena and her Marril are here too! And Danny! And – oh yeah. What's Rudy doing here to? Hey, where's Ash?

I looked around a bit more. I still didn't seem him, or Brock, Pikachu and Togepi anywhere. I sighed in frustration and sat back down the on the bench. Soon, the crowd began to thin out. Finally, it was down to two people and two pokemon. Hey! It's Ash and Brock! And look! Togepi and Ash!

I ran happily to them, glad to see that it wasn't them in the casket, but it was then I realized who was in the casket?

Duh! I was! I remember now! I get to see what happens when I die!

I looked at everyone's faces. Togepi wasn't his usual happy self, he wasn't crying, he probably didn't quite understand what was going on, but I'm sure he would know soon, good 'ol Pikachu will tell him in a gentle way. Speaking of good 'ol Pikachu, there he is, standing beside Togepi. He hugged Togepi, trying to comfort himself probably.

"Pikachu Pika Pikachupi? Pikachu! ((Why'd ya have to go and die Misty? I miss you!))"

"You're still my favorite pika pal!" I wish so bad I could hug Pikachu and Togepi right now!

Next was Brock. I could see a thin line of tears rinning down his tan cheeks. The ppor boy! Now he won't have any one to pull him away from girls!

"Oh Misty, why'd ya go? I was going to ask your advice no how to get a girl!" I smirked. Good old Brock. Always thinking of women.

Next was Ash.

I dread seeing his happy face. He's probably smiling so big, and laughing! I'm wouldn't be surprised.

I forced my self to walk over to him.

To my surprise, he was the worst of all three of them combined!

He had tears running out of his beautiful brown eyes staining his cheeks. His eyes were all red and puffy, no doubt from crying before hand. His hair was more messier than usual and he looked like he hadn't slept in days.

Brock slowly walked up to him and patted him on the back. "Are you going to be ok man?"

Ash said nothing.

"Ash?"

"It's my fault."

I don't know about Brock, but I was surprised! Why would Ash blame himself for something I chose to do?

Ok, so a lot of it was his fault, but it was my choice, and I'm glad he told me what he really feels!

"It's not your fault she, just, chose to do it herself."

"Yeah, but I was the one who sent her to the limit, I never should have said those stupid lies. I never meant any of it! I – I wish I could take it all back!"

I could do nothing but gap.

"Well, we should go, your going to be sick standing out here in the rain."

"No. I- I'll be there soon."

Brock sighed in defeat. He motioned for Pikachu and Togepi to follow. Pikachu slowly trugged to Brock, his tail falling limp behind him.

"Pika, Pi Pika-pi Chu? ((Brock, is Ash ok?))"

Brock just shrugged and answered, "Let's hope so, but I don't think he'll ever be the same again."

My eyes began to water. Ash actually cared?

I bit my lip and listened as Ash began to speak.

"I'm sorry Misty! This is totally and completely all my fault! I should never have said all those lies! I – I meant the complete opposite! I don't know what I would have done without you! You're one of the only reasons I lasted this long! I love you Misty! And instead of getting closer, I pushed you away! Off a cliff! It's all my fault! I would give all my titles back just so I could tell you! Oh Misty! I miss you already!"

By now of course I was bawling.

I saw through my tears, Ash place a banquet of flowers on my grave and he kissed his fingers and placed those fingers on my grave. "I love you Misty."

He took one last look at my grave and ran off.

Tears still coming out of my eyes, I sat down on the grass. Ash actually cared? Even loved me?

I finally recognized where we were.

Viridian forest.

Where I pulled Ash out of the water.

I crawled over to the grave and read the gravestone as more tears came to my eyes.

' Misty Kasumi Waterflower

Born: 2000

Died: 2014

Buried were she saved someone's life, physically and emotionally.

She had the heart of a true water master.'

Ash really loves me! And I caused him all this pain and grief!

I cried into my hands sobbing loud and hard until I felt a hand on my shoulder.

"You! You left me!" I cried at Satoshi to tired from crying to smash his face in.

"You needed to be by yourself this time."

I sighed in defeat. "Ok fine, so where to next?"

"You're sisters."

Satoshi helped me up from the ground and snapped his fingers.

"When do I get to snap my fingers to take me somewhere?" I asked trying to lighten the mood.

Satoshi grinned and said, "Never! MWAAAA!"

I raised an eyebrow.

"Ok,, if you choose to die, angels can snap their fingers and go wherever they want. Happy?"

I smiled a nodded. "Quite."

And so away we walked into the annoying portal.

~

We stepped out of the portal, I was wobbling a bit, just because of all the swirllies, well, you've seen portals on TV shows or something, right? Doesn't that just make you dizzy? Just try walking through it! And I bet you have no clue what I'm talking about either, do you? Oh well. The important thing is that I know what I'm talking about.

I looked around Cerulean. Nothing too much changed. Although, the weather remained the same. Still dark, gloomy and rainy. Not many people were out actually.

I walked into my gym. Ok, I ghosted through my gym and walked around trying to find my sisters.

I finally found them in my room. Daisy was sitting on my bed gazing at nothing, tears threating to fall.

Violet was crying her eyes out into my pillow.

And Lilly was looking at the pictures of the four of us while crying her eyes out. (Although there weren't too many pictures with two of us, let alone all four of us…)

"We like, never got to like, show how much we actually like cared for our sister." Daisy finally spoke. Wow! They care!

"Yeah. We were like, always so mean to her!" Violet agreed. Ya think?!

"I wish we would have like told her." Lilly sighed. I wish you did too.

"It's like partly our fault you know." Daisy said. You too? What's with all you people and blaming yourself?

"It like is?" Violet asked. My point exactly!

"We were like so mean to her, like, maybe we helped like push her off the edge!" Daisy finished.

"Oh! Now I like have guilt!" Lilly sighed.

I can't believe they actually care!

"Like, I think that today should be like decalred an off day at the gym in like honor of Misty!" Daisy proclcaimed.

Me? A day of honor for me?

"I agree! Like today, no one shall work. Today is like a day for like crying and stuff." Lilly agreed.

Violet agreed too and hugged my pillow.

The scene faded out.

They cared! They actually cared about me!

"Yes, they do care about you." Satoshi read my mind.

Without a warning, my mallet crushed his head.

"OWWWW!"

"WILL YOU STOP READING MY MIND?! I'm in a emotional state and YOU HAVE TO GO AND ANNOY ME LIKE THIS?! I GET EVEN MORE ANNOYED THAN USUAL WHEN I'M LIKE THIS!"

I heard Satoshi mumbling something that sounded like, 'Then you must be like this everyday,' but I'm SINCE he's an angel, I let him go.

Maybe.

"Did you say something Satoshi?" I asked holding my mallet about my head.

He backed away holding the lump on his head. "No, no, I didn't say a word!"

"I thought angels can't lie." I mumbled under my breath.

Satoshi opened his, mouth to retort, but my glare stopped him short and he closed his mouth and backed off.

So, first Ash, now my sisters. Is everyone like this after someone they know dies?

"Misty?"

It wasn't even their fault! OK, well, Ash did help a bit, ok, he helped a lot, but I'm not blaming him!

"Hey Misty!"

I was the one who chose to jump so everyone should be blaming me!

"MISTY!"

But it sure is nice to know they care.

"EARTH TO MISTY!"

I would hate to cause them so much apin when and if I die. I don't want them blaming themselves for something they had no control over!

"HEY MISTY!!!! SATOSHI PAIGING MISTY!" I finally looked at Satoshi with questioning eyes. He had one of the microphone things up to his mouth and he was screaming in it,

"ARE YOU THERE MISTY?! SATOSHI PAIGING MISTY! PLEASE COME BACK TO EARTH WITH US!"

"OK! Shut-up!"

"Welcome back tot he world of the living."

I glared at him before deciding to let him go.

"What do you want?"

"Well, as I've been trying to ask you for the past 15 minutes, our next stop is Pallet town."

"To visit…?"

"Togepi."

"Oh."

"Ok, so off we go!"

And of we were. Off to see my poor little Togepi, who was now motherless. *sigh*

~

Ah yes, Pallet town. My second home. I suppose Ash was staying here, and he was taking care of my Togepi. I certainly hope Togepi is taken good care of otherwise that would be yet another thing to add on to the list of reasons to beat Ash. Which right now by the way is really small, it was big, but after that little speech at my funeral, almost all was erased, except the forgetting Togepi. That right there is unforgivable.

So there we were in pallet. I walked into the Ketchums' house. It looked so empty! I walked around a bit tiring to find out were everyone was. Finally I looked upstairs. No one was in Mrs. K's room and I'm not checking the bathroom, so all that's left is Ash's room. I slowly walked through the door.

IN Ash's room, found Pikachu coming into the room and jumping on the bed with Togepi.

Actually, they were on the bed I had just slept on the last time I had been with Ash at his house.

I looked at Togepi with tears in my eyes. He looked so sad and lonely.

"Chu pipipi, Pikachu Pika? ((Hey Togepi, what are you doing?))" Pikachu jumped on the bed and sat by Togepi

"Toge Togpriiiii. ((Waiting for mommy.))"

"Pika…((Oh…))" Pikachu's ears dropped.

"Togepriiii Toge toge Togepriiiii? ((Mommy has been gone a while, when's she coming home?))"

"Pipipi, Pik-pikachu pika. ((Togepi, sh-she's not coming home))"

"Toge? Togepri? ((Why? When will she come home?))"

"Pikachupi, pika, pika pikachu. Pika pikachu pika, ((Misty, she, she's never coming back.))"

"*sniff* Togepriiiiiii? ((*Sniff Does mommy not like me anymore?))"

"Pikachu! Pikachupi pikachu. ((Of course not! Misty went to Heaven.))"

"Toge toge? ((What's Heaven?))"

"Pikachu pika pikachu. ((Heaven is a place were people go when they die.)) ~( Let me note that that's not the whole truth, me being a Christian and all, but I'm not going to get into that, I'm just telling you there's more to it =)) ~

"Togepri? ((Is mommy happy?))"

"Pika. Pikachu Pika Pikachu! ((Yep. Heaven is a wonderful place!))"

"Toge, Togepri, Toge togepriiii! ((Ok, at least she's happy, but I still will miss her!))"

"Pikachu, Pipipi, Pikachu. ((Me too, Togepi, me too.))"

The scene faded out and Satoshi handed me a box of tissues.

I had been bawling since they first started. I MISS MY TOGEPI!

"Do-"

"DON'T START!"

Satoshi shut his mouth.

Why does he insist on doing that? It's just like Ash! He never learns!

"So where to next?"

"Just wait."

I opened my mouth, but shut it again.

If it's one thing I've learned, it's not worth it to question him.

I was right, soon the scene faded back in, Except now Pikachu and Togepi where sleeping beside each other.

I heard a door close and some footsteps walk slowly up the stairs. I could tell whoever it was, was really sad because I could hear feet dragging all the way up the steps.

The door slowly opened and a gloomy Ash dumped everything he was carrying on the ground.

Pikachu woke up with a start and looked at his trainer in pitty.

"Pikachu Pika-pi? ((What were you doing, Ash?))"

"I was dropping Misty's pokemon off to Prof. Oak and her sisters."

"Chu. Pikachu pika? ((Oh, Did you keep any?))"

Ash smiled wearily and took out a poke'ball.

"Psy. ((Hi))"

Psduck?

"When he heard the news, he insisted on staying with me. Polywhirl wanted to come too, but I managed to convince her to stay. Psyduck insisted on coming."

"Pikachu? ((Why Psyduck?))"

"Psyduck psy, psyduck psy. ((Misty wanted me to evolve, so I'm going to try for her.))"

"Pikachu! ((That's so sweet!))"

"Psyduck? ((It is?))" I smiled, that's my Psyduck!

Ash dropped himself on his bed and sighed unhappily.

"Chu Pika-pi. ((Oh Ash.))"

"Why'd she have to go Pikachu? I never got to tell her I love her!" HE LOVES ME! ASH LOVES ME!!!!!!!!

I started dancing around like the happiest woman ever did, but I was stopped by Satoshi's annoyed stare. I sweat dropped. "Eh, sorry, Um…."

Satoshi sighed. And nodded back to the scene.

"Do you think I should continue on my journey Pikachu?" OF COURSE YOU SHOULD ASH YOU MORON!

"PIKACHU! Pikachupi pikachu pika! ((OF COURSE! Misty wouldn't want you to quit!))" You tell him Pikachu! Don't let him stop!

"Would she? But it still wouldn't be the same without her!" Shock him Pikachu!

"PIKACHUUUU!" Thank-you

"OWWW!" Maybe that's knock some sense in your head!

Instead of getting up and dusting himself off, Ash just lay there in deep thought.

As the scene faded and ran over to Satoshi and gripped his shirt shaking him back and forth.

"ASH IS GOING TO BE A POKEMON MASTER AND CONTINUE HIS JOUNRY RIGHT?!"

"WiLl YoU sToP sHaKiNg Me PlEaSe!"

"Oh sorry," I let him go.

"He will, but he'll never be close to anyone again other than Pikachu, he will be very solemn, his innocence is gone now. He'll never be the same again."

"What about my pokemon?"

"Starmie, Staru, Goldeen and Horsea will stay with your sisters, while Polywhirl will stay with Prof. Oak and go with Ash when needed. Psyduck did evolve soon after to Golduck. Togepi remained in the care of Pikachu and Ash who took extra good care of him. Oh yeah! And Ash entered into the water leauge for you with your water pokemon and won it for you. He said he dedicated it to you."

"Aw, that's so sweet!"

"Yes, now, its time for you to make your decision. Are you going to stay dead, or are you going to live, but forget everything you have seen?"

And there we are going to leave it! Was that sappy enough for you? I think that saddest part was Pikachu telling Togepi. Anyway, you know what's good actually, listen to Pikachu's good-bye while reading this, I bet that may bring tears to your eyes. It is a really sad song if you actually look at the lyrics.

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