Thoughts
By: Neko-chan
Rating: PG-13
Plot: Spike's thoughts on their kiss. What is Buffy doing?
A/N: This is my first Buffy fanfic! I got bored in Chemistry, just some off idea of mine! ^_^ -neko-chan
Spike strolled down the empty street, thinking to himself. She thought back to a few nights ago....
They stood so close, he felt like his heart could explide. He could feel her warm breath on his cold lips. Every bit of feeling went into his lips as they kissed gentley. It was like a bold of lightning shot from her body, through their lips, into the depths of his soulless heart. He felt alive again, almost as if that bolt started his heart beating again. He kissed her deeper, wanting to feel more, needing to feel mer. Her lips were so warm against hes. he released her from their kiss, lettering her breathe. Thingking that she didn't mean it he started to apalogise but Buffy came at hin more aggressively. She kissed him first, she started the onslaught of kisses. Could she really love hin in return? He hoped that she did. he had waited so long to feel herlips on is, his hands on the back of her head deepening their kiss. He dreamed abut her hands wrapped around his shoulders, digging her nails into his back wanting more. This was all almost too good to be true, he couldn't believe his lips. he wanted to devour her completely, wrap her up and keep her for himself. If only he could take her away from this, from this pain that he knew she felt.
Spike knew that he could make her happy even if she didn't think so. If only there was a way to show her that she can love him without being afraid of being hurt. He heard the sound of a fight in progress, this peaked his intrest. He turned the corner just in time to see Buffy finish off the rest of the big bads. Spike pouted, he wanted to help. He was just about to say hello when he noticed that eventhough the bad guys were dead, she was still fighting. He watched with a kind of morbid curiosity as she kicked and punched at the air. He had no idea what on earth she was doing but to him she couldn't have looked better. She slowly finished her air beat down and fell to the ground sobbing. This took Spike by surprise, she seemed perfectly fine to him. He listened closely with his advanced vampire hearing. All he heard was crying, and something he hadn't expected.
" I can't love him! He's a vampire for God's sake!! I can't love Spike, not after Angel." She was smiling through her tears, he could tell. Was it the sound of his name on her lips that tickled her funny bone? He decided to see if what he heard was true. Slowly he walked into the alley and kneeled down by Buffy. she turned away not wanting him to see her tears. He reached over and turned her head to look at his. Their eyes met, puffy red ones to loving blue eyes.
"Did you mean it, Luv?" was all Spike asked before he leaned in to kiss her, holding a small amount of space between their lips. Buffy nodded and closed the space. Once again Spike as in heaven, he never wanted this moment to end. Spike stood and lifted Buffy off the ground. A single tear rolled down Spike's cheek, not for sorrow but for the hole in his life that was now occupied by the returned love of Buffy.
*~FIN~*
By: Neko-chan
Rating: PG-13
Plot: Spike's thoughts on their kiss. What is Buffy doing?
A/N: This is my first Buffy fanfic! I got bored in Chemistry, just some off idea of mine! ^_^ -neko-chan
Spike strolled down the empty street, thinking to himself. She thought back to a few nights ago....
They stood so close, he felt like his heart could explide. He could feel her warm breath on his cold lips. Every bit of feeling went into his lips as they kissed gentley. It was like a bold of lightning shot from her body, through their lips, into the depths of his soulless heart. He felt alive again, almost as if that bolt started his heart beating again. He kissed her deeper, wanting to feel more, needing to feel mer. Her lips were so warm against hes. he released her from their kiss, lettering her breathe. Thingking that she didn't mean it he started to apalogise but Buffy came at hin more aggressively. She kissed him first, she started the onslaught of kisses. Could she really love hin in return? He hoped that she did. he had waited so long to feel herlips on is, his hands on the back of her head deepening their kiss. He dreamed abut her hands wrapped around his shoulders, digging her nails into his back wanting more. This was all almost too good to be true, he couldn't believe his lips. he wanted to devour her completely, wrap her up and keep her for himself. If only he could take her away from this, from this pain that he knew she felt.
Spike knew that he could make her happy even if she didn't think so. If only there was a way to show her that she can love him without being afraid of being hurt. He heard the sound of a fight in progress, this peaked his intrest. He turned the corner just in time to see Buffy finish off the rest of the big bads. Spike pouted, he wanted to help. He was just about to say hello when he noticed that eventhough the bad guys were dead, she was still fighting. He watched with a kind of morbid curiosity as she kicked and punched at the air. He had no idea what on earth she was doing but to him she couldn't have looked better. She slowly finished her air beat down and fell to the ground sobbing. This took Spike by surprise, she seemed perfectly fine to him. He listened closely with his advanced vampire hearing. All he heard was crying, and something he hadn't expected.
" I can't love him! He's a vampire for God's sake!! I can't love Spike, not after Angel." She was smiling through her tears, he could tell. Was it the sound of his name on her lips that tickled her funny bone? He decided to see if what he heard was true. Slowly he walked into the alley and kneeled down by Buffy. she turned away not wanting him to see her tears. He reached over and turned her head to look at his. Their eyes met, puffy red ones to loving blue eyes.
"Did you mean it, Luv?" was all Spike asked before he leaned in to kiss her, holding a small amount of space between their lips. Buffy nodded and closed the space. Once again Spike as in heaven, he never wanted this moment to end. Spike stood and lifted Buffy off the ground. A single tear rolled down Spike's cheek, not for sorrow but for the hole in his life that was now occupied by the returned love of Buffy.
*~FIN~*
