Disclaimer:Alanna and Jon belong to the Great Goddess Tamora Pierce.

Sometimes in the dead of night I wake up. Then I remember that I was dreaming of you.Slowly I slip out, careful not to wake my lover.But once you were that person.So much of me wanted to be with you. But I wasn't ready to say yes. The words that came out of my mouth I regretted and still regret. It's too late now. followed my path and you followed yours. Even if I were to come back to you, think of all the hearts we'll break. Even now I still hurt over the choice I made. And my heart breaks each time I think of what was and what might have been.But what we are and what we were were are two different things.

Sometimes I see the desire burning in your eyes.Please don't do this to me. You're just making it harder for me to walk away.If everything were as it should be,as we wanted it, I would be in our arms,here and now,and not only in our dreams.But dreams are all that we're meant to have.At least we know that it isn't only in our dreams that we love each other.But then that's all that we have.A love that can only exist in our dreams.

One day we'll be together.One day....it seems so faraway doesn't it. Even if I'm just a step away I can feel the chains binding me by my over's side.Though my bond to you is stronger.Maybe in a different lifetime...who knows.Maybe fate has other plans for us.But someday my Prince someday I promise....