Confused Moments (2)

1 The moment



DISCLAIMERS: I OWN ALL THE CHARACTERSS!! Ok.. im lying. Goddammit!

" Uhm.. i know i'm sorta not good with details in the story and stuff. -_- well i just hope you will like this one maybe but it same boring details. ok, i have to much low self - esteem. i think i shut up and let you read. peace out."





"Whats wrong TK ?" asked Kari.

"Nothing"

" sure dosen't seem like it. Want to talk about it? "

TK lifted his face and looked at her for a second and decided to tell her a little. What harm can it do?

" Ken, was sent to the hospital yesterday. "

" So i've heard. Saw the news this morning."

Kari waited for TK to say something more but he didnt. His mind was somewhere else. So she decided to talk more for him.

" Did you went to go see him? "

".(pauses)..uhm... yeah "

" how is he? "

" .........huh? oh, i think he is doing fine. " TK looked away.

" TK.............................." Kari slipped her arm into his.

" Do..........you..like him? "

" Of course. He is pretty good at soccor and plus he is a genius." ( TK gives a nervous laugh)

" No. not like him. but like him, like him."

" uhm.......uh....Kari. Lets just drop this conversation, ok? I think i need to leave anyway because I have to work on my..History project. You know how i like to work on it early, so i wont turn it in late."

" Sure, TK. I guess i see you later. "

TK got up and gave her a quick kiss on her cheek and left.

I didn't mean to scare TK. I guess he isnt just ready to face that he is .gay. He know I will still love him if he is. .! Ahh! I forgot to email Willis!

~*~

Ken was still stuck in the hospital for three more day. The doctor said he needs to check up on him more just in case. Ken moved around in his hospital bed. He didn't really enjoy the hospital. The food was worse part of this whole hospital trip to him.

.TK..What is that you're afraid of. I just don't understand. I just dont know what happen yesterday when you came over. I really dont understand. There must be something else in his mind that made him nervous and tremble...when he touched my hand. ERR~ i need to stop thinking about this situation. I should go to sleep and forget about this whole thing.

Ken took one last thought about what happened and then closed his eyes and took a nap.

~*~

The next morning TK got dressed up and went out with Davis in the morning for a basketball practice, as usual. TK was not in the mood to play. He kept missing every shot expect Davis who had been doing so well.

" Hey TK! What's wrong? You're usually better than me!" He tossed the ball to him.

" Nothing." He grabbed the ball and start dribbling.

" Come on, what's wrong? " Davis looked at him.

" Nothing! Stop worrying about me and lets play some ball!"

Davis nodded and they started a new game. TK dribbled his basketball and went around Davis.

Ken ...why? why? why is that i always feel pain when i think about you?..

Davis went up to TK and accidentally knocked him down. TK was lying on the ground motionless. Davis was shocked as he watches TK bleed from top of his head but didn't even budge or yell in pain. He was just looking at him with emptiness in his eyes. Suddenly tears were flowing everywhere.

" ....TK! TK! Are you alright? " Davis says while he tries to help TK up.

" I'm alright. Just leave me alone. " TK got up and left with his right hand covering his eyes.

Strange, I never seen TK like this before. Hope he is doing alright. Wait a minute, he forgot his basketball! Oh well, I just bring it today to him..Hey! Better yet. I could finally tell him something that I was longing to do months ago.

~*~p

TK finally finished walking to his house. He went inside and went into the bathroom. He took a piece of cloth and wiped the red blood off and then took a Band-Aid and covered the cuts on his head. As soon he was finished, he went into his room and laid down, as he stared at the ceiling.

why...why?!!!!!!??!!!! I'm so confused. I'm so messed up. I can't stop thinking of him. Ken haunts me...When i wake up its Ken, when i go to sleep its KEN! I could end this quickly if i just destroy myself.

" DING DONG"

" DING DONG"

Damn.

TK got up lazily and walked toward his door. He opened the door and saw....

" KEN?!"

Ken was wearing in his hospital clothe. He looked at TK with a worried/nervous smile.

" Uhm.. Hi, TK. " he stammered.

" Why are you here? Aren't you suppose to be at the hospital? "

" Uhm..actually, yeah, but i ran away.

" Why?"

" I just can't deal with the nurses and the doctors. They just make me go crazy. One more day i stay there, i would kill myself! "

" Oh, but why did you came to my house instead of the others? "

" Uh...you are the only friend i have beside Davis "

" Uhm.. Ok. Come on in. My family wont be home until the next day. They went on some camping trip. I told them I was to sick to go. "

" Oh..Thanks "

Ken walked in and TK watched him as he passed him. Ken seemed to walk funny in his clothe, as if he was really uncomfortable.

" Ken, if you want some more comfortable clothe, you can borrow mine." TK offered.

" Uhm..uh.. Sure. "

TK lead him to his room and gotten out some extra clothe.

" Here, do you think this would be all right? " he asked as he hand a darkviolet t-shirt. " Here, wear this overall over it, too. "

" Arigato "p

Ken started undressing. TK watched him. As Ken was unbuttoning his clothe TK just couldn't look away. As if something is attracting to him closer and closer. After Ken was finish dressing he looked up at him. TK blushed. p

" Hey, looking good. "/and really cute / TK added quietly." Hey, are you hungry Ken? "

grrrrrroowwwwlll

" I'll take that a yes. " TK laughed. " Here i fix up some sandwiches for us. Be right back" TK left the room. Ken smiled as he watch him leave. After he left, Ken decided to wander around his room. He saw a picture of TK and Kari. Jealousy suddenly stung him.

TK and Kari? naw i doubt that they would be together with that Davis always invading their relationship..but why should i care......

TK came back from the kitchen with two sandwiches and some chips. Before he made an entrance to his room. He saw Ken looking at his picture of him and Kari.

" Me and Kari are not together "

Ken jumped in startle and turned around and look at him.

" Oh, Im sorry."

" Its Ok.We both decided we were more like brother and sister instead. (Pauses) Here, take your plate. I bet you are really hungry. " TK gave him his plate. Ken thanked him and took a bite out of sandwich.

" Hey, its pretty good. I really appreciate all these things you have done for me."

" Dont worry about it. "

As they were eating, Ken suddenly started to cry softly. He wiped the tears away quickly so TK wouldn't see it. But it was too late. TK already saw some tears drop onto Ken's plate.

" Ken? Are you ok? " TK looked at him with a concerned face.

" Yeah, i just dont feel so good. "

" Why? "

cause of you TK. you really do make me uncomfortable for some reason. I just cant figure out why! this question has been haunting me since the day you came to see me at the hospital. Now i have to deal with you and my brother Sam.

" No reason. (Pauses) Uhm..TK........I..." he turns to look at him face to face, their lips barley touching.

Before Ken could even finish his sentence, TK took the chance with out thinking and leaned toward Ken and kissed him firmly on his lips. As TK finally pulls away, Ken looked at him with shock. Silence suddenly overcame between them...