Confused Moments (3)

1 The Denial

DISCLAIMERS: Once again, i do not own ken and tk. wish i did though.-_- well just wanted to say that.

" OK, uhm...here's the 3rd one. I'm trying to end this story but it keep getting longer and longer. I just can't seem to end it. Damn my brain. "







Ken and TK stood in silence after the kiss. Ken just stared at his sandwiches, playing with it. As TK finally notice what he had done, he just stood in shock.

I(KEN) What am i supposed to do now. I finally know the answer why i can't stop thinking about him. But this is too much for me. I can't let mom and dad know I'm gay. NO!And..Sam..he would be disappointed of me.....

(TK) I can't believe i did that. What does Ken think of me now? I hate this, damn.Ken didn't even say anything after the lip to lip gave him. Im so freaking confused. I wish i could talk to Matt about this but i know he will never accept this, at all. Im on my own...(shakes his head) I should just tell Ken what i really feel about him./I

" Ken.." TK looked at him and decided to take his hand and hold it, to get his attention.Ken dropped his sandwich. Ken gave a nervous look as TK took his hand.

" I..uhm...I really like you, Ken . If you know what I mean."

Ken stared at him and didn't believe what he just heard TK said. Ken then stood up, without looking at him.

" TK..I can't deal with this right now. Im in too much of in pain right now. My brother Sam...what would he think of me?"

" Ken..I uh.." TK stared at him, not knowing what to say.

" I'm going back. I think I stay at Davis house maybe. He already offered me first when i ran into him today. But i refused and told him I'm going somewhere else. Someone special. I came here to find answers about my feeling. About you. Now i finally did. I just can't accept it. Its to hard for me, you know. Bye Takeru..."

Ken started to walk out of the door. TK, who was still holding his hand didn't let go.

" NO! Im not going to let you go! You have no idea, how it feels to think of you 24 hours a day! I can't let you go..Ken. I accepted, why can't you? I LOVE YOU KEN ICHIJOUJI! DID YOU HEAR ME ? I LOVE YOU KEN!! NOT LIKE BUT LOVE!"

Ken stood there in shock, as if a lightning bolt just struck him. Ken suddenly fell down onto the ground and started to weep uncontrollably. Tears fell onto the floor. TK stood there for a moment and saw how he hurt Ken. He sat down next to Ken, who wouldn't stop crying.

" Ken, I'm really sorry. But i can't seem to controll this feelings for you. I really wish i hadn't fell for you but i did. Im so sorry Ken, dont cry. "

TK lifted his hand and put it against Ken's face and starts wiping his tears away. He then grabbed Ken and let him lay against his shoulder.

" TK.... (Sobs) I'm so sorry. I just..i just can't stop thinking of my brother. How he would have reacted if he knew what kind of person I am today. (sobs) I do want to be with you, it's just that..."

" THEN be with me, Ken! Be with me. Who cares of what your brother may think. I bet he still would have loved you no matter what."

" I know, but what would everyone else would think? "

" If they can't accept what we are. Then i dont give a damn as long we are together......" TK replied.

(few min. passed as they loved each other comfort.)

Ken stood there lying against him. TK looked at him and saw how insecure he was. Ken turns around and saw that TK was watching over him. As they looked at each other, their lips were almost touching. Ken and TK leaned forward at the same time and their lips met. A moment of tender uncertainty. Mouths gentle, soft, a shared breath. A sweet, delicate kiss, and then a more passionate one. Mouth against mouth with more pressure, more urgency. Ken let out a soft moan. They pressed against each other. TK hands were moving through his lovely angel hair, stroking him. Ken felt TK muscle tightens. Their kiss went even deeper. Suddenly, someone interrupts them. They both pulled back and saw Davis glaring at them, holding TK's basketball.

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hahahah! what's going to happen??? Is Davis gonna go in shock or what? Is Davis hiding something too? Find out on the next...script! Well, thanks for reading again. Peace out.(I'm really hyper today)