i've drawn her so now i should write her this is from the heart of feia nataku chang daughter of chang wufei, the tune is based loosely on madonna's " oh father". more fiea at wythches cavern http://www.kjkemp.fsnet.co.uk

It's funny some how,
A child can give love,
so unconditionally,
What a fool to believe,
That you could love me,
You were ashamed,
Now I see,

I will never,
Live up to what you want me to be,
Make you proud that you boure me,
Stop you from dispising me,

Oh Father I'm sorry
Why can't you love me?

I'm sorry that I,
Never lived up to you,
I was too weak,
And I cry,
Oh father forgive me,
I was not worthy,

I hung on each word,
That you ever did speak,
or did say
how much more can I take?
Why make me feel this way?

And though I try now
To keep you from hurting me deep inside,
From all of those times I desperately tried
To stop the gap being so wide

It's so cold and alone,
Living here with you,
A house not a home,
Your loathing it chills to the bone
I've wronged,
but I can't atone

Daddy
tell me it's not true,
You wound me ,
yet I still love you

What more from me do you need?
Ask me for it and I will bleed,
Slash my wrist and change my creed,
Just tell me this once you love me.