Songfic to...DON'T TELL ME from MADONNA with the usual suspects from Gundam Wing. I describe the thoughts of one of the Gundam Pilots. Guess who...
Disclaimer: To make it short: I own nothing that's mentioned here. Neither GWing, nor Madonna, or her Song. Nevertheless, it's good.
Don't Tell Me
By Sayoku
Don't tell me to stop
I hope he will never stop loving me. I don't think I would make it without his love. Him being the only person I have ever loved. The only person I have ever known to get so near to, not only physically, but emotionally.
The eventuality of the day when he will tell me to stop... destroys me.
I will never want to stop caressing him lovingly with my lips, my heart and soul. Feeling his body against mine, so near, and still not knowing if he will always stay where he is: by me.
Tell the rain not to drop
Tell the wind not to blow
Cause you said so
He said he loved me. He said so; but everytime I'm with him, I wonder for how long. How long will he love me?
Tell the sun not to shine
Not to get up this time
Let it fall by the way
Leave me where I lay down
Maybe I just ask myself this question, because I wan't to hide an other one: When will we be torn apart? Devided into two halfes by... fate, maybe? But what can I have done that something so terrible would happen? Nobody knows what pain I feel inside me, when I hear that he's not back from a mission yet, that nowone knows what has happened to him. I don't know what happens to me, then. I feel like a sloughtered pig. Just the thought that his body may be lying in the mud,surrounded by rests of his Gundam, far away from me, lets me feel that way.
Tell me love isn't true
It's just something that we do
Sometimes I think, we've got something in commen. But after all, the only thing we've got in common is steering those blasted Gundams. When we wouldn't, we wouldn't even know each other or be together! So what am I thinking?! What we've got isn't love, it's just a time in transition during war, and we're two bored boys! So why should I want to make something special out of it... Heero...
Tell me everything I'm not
But please don't tell me to stop
...but without...what have I left?
