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Harry,

What can I say? Except I'm sorry. I didn't want to leave but I had to. There are too many memories in England. Then there was the school and anything in the wizarding world. They all remind me of her. I hate it. First she dies and then I receive a letter written by her before she died. Telling me she was pregnant to Snape and had his baby. I couldn't take it Harry I really couldn't.

I'd come home and there'd be no music playing. I'll go in to the library and she isn't there. I wake up of a morning and the sheets next to me are empty and unslept in. Harry I feel as if someone has cut off my hand. I feel so incomplete without her. She was the best thing in my life and now she has gone. The letter was the worse bit though. The letter that told me that she had loved him too. I had believed that she loved me and no one else. But what upsets me are the thoughts of him. How can someone like him, so cold and bitter, have gotten someone like her, so sweet and pure, to love them? That's what I want to know.

I'm sorry Harry. Going on about love when I know how he made you feel. I'm sorry. I suppose it must be harder for you. I mean I have been able to hold Hermione and tell her I love her. But you have had to hold it all in since he rejected you. I'm sorry, really truly sorry. If I ever find the bastard then I swear to god Harry I will kill him. No I won't that would take me down to the level of those bastards that killed Hermione, and I could never do that.

I went to see Hermione parents the other day Harry. The baby was there. She is so beautiful. I don't think Hermione wanted me to know who the father was. She never told me in her letters, but she couldn't hide the fact that the kid looks like you and a bit like him. yeah Harry I know that Snape was your dad. I over heard Hermione talking to him one night. I had gone to his office to try and find out why he had failed my essay on truth potions. I was about to knock on the door when I heard him talking. He sounded sad, as if he had been crying. Then I heard Hermione trying to comfort him. I felt so hurt right there. She had never tried to comfort me like that. She was telling him it would all be ok and that she loved him. but he didn't reply. He didn't even say he loved her back. I think that's what hurt me the most. If he had loved her back and they had been happy then maybe I wouldn't have felt so bad, but she loved him so much and he just cast her aside. Just like he was cast aside. I know all about it Harry I stayed that night to find out everything.

I found out about him and Hermione. About him and Lily. About how he felt about you and about how he wanted to be able to tell you. He's not really as bad as I believed him to be if I think about it. I suppose I'm going through the same things he went through when your mum married James. He felt rejected and now we both know how that feels don't we Harry.

I know this letter isn't long but I have a feeling I will be back soon. I just need some time to get everything sorted and work out what I want to do with my life now I have no wife. Harry can you do me a favour? Can you let me help you look after the kid when I get back? She looks a bit like her mother and I want to be there for her. I know it won't be the most normal family but who cares at least she will be with people who love her. I don't want her to grow up with muggles. I know that they are her grandparents but the kid is a witch and a bloody good one too I bet. With you for a brother and Hermione for a mother I reckon she will be the best witch Hogwarts could wish for.

See you soon mate.

Ron.