Chapter 5: Journey

The time had come for her journey to Vulcan, to journey to attain Kohlinar. Zara packed what few items she would need in a small bad, her mind already forward in time. So many years ago she had attained Kohlinar, the pure logic and emotionless thought should not have left her, but it had. Could it have been the discovery that she was not full Vulcan that had corrupted her mind? It was not logical...yet Betazoids were not logical...she was half Betazoid. Other things could be the cause...but what? For the first time, she was at a loss as to what was causing something concerning her mind; she had to undergo Kohlinar before it affected more than just her thoughts....

It would not effect more. It could not. Her thoughts were Vulcan, they would be purged. They would be pure. They would be emotionless, they would be logical. Her mind was fully Vulcan, it must be, or she would never have attained Kohlinar in the first place. Something else was causing her slight disruption...because in truth, that's all it was....to others. To Zara, it was a large, widening gap in her emotionless thought and logic...and the gap must be mended to leave only the smooth, polished Vulcan mind.