Doubt

What right do I have

To expect her to love

When I betrayed her

Before she could know

What right do I have

To ask him to treat me

The way he had when we

Were younger and more innocent

What right do I have

To take the world

When many mad men

Had died failing to do the same

What right do I have

To impose my will

For no other reason

Than I wanted love

Doubt

Now I know what it means

Doubt

The hindsight

Doubt

The second-guessing

Doubt

The should'ves

The would'ves

The could'ves

What right did I have

To survive

When so many of my kin

Were slaughtered in their sleep