Part 9 - She's back but you're gone - Jessica's P.O.V.
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Angel closes the door behind him and he gestures for us to sit down on the bed. My heart beats faster and faster...oh god...he's breaking up with me...I feel like I'm going to be sick...like actually throw up.....just because she's back.....her...her...her...her...her
"Jess, you know I care about you..."
I look up at him, tears already in my eyes and I raise my hand to stop him from going on. I know what he's going to say, so many men have said it to me before. 'You know I care about you Jess but it's just not working, it's not you, it's me...' but I guess in this case it's because some stupid little bitch from his past is back and he is soooo in love with her...
"Jess-"
"No, save it Angel. I know what you're gonna say...I knew from the beginning...as soon as you told me about her I knew that if she ever came back that you would choose her, because she's everything! She's the goddamn sun and moon isn't she?!"
I feel myself start to shake as the anger inside me boils and bubbles. Angel places his cool hand on my arm and I shove his hand away. I don't want to be reminded of what I'm going to be missing out on!! His cool cool touch wandering all over my body, his lips kissing me, carressing me....
"I knew all along you didn't love me and I hate that I was such a sucker and still stuck around!! I mean what kind of relationship did we have??!! I never had all of you!! There was always some part of you that was reserved for her!! Some part that you just wouldn't let me touch or even get close enough to fucken spit on!!"
I'm so blind with anger, that I can hardly see straight...my heart is pounding in my ears and it feels like my chest is going to cave in....and it's all because of her....her and her stupid silky shiny hair, her stupid doe eyed face.....stupid...stupid....stupid....
"Don't blame yourself, Jess, it's my fault, I shouldn't have led you on."
"Oh no, it wasn't your fault either my sweet innocent Angel it was HER! That fucken little perfect angel of yours out there! If only she had gone and crawled under a rock and died! Then we'd all be better off!!!"
As soon as the words are out, I regret them, I bite my tongue and I feel the metallic taste of my blood fill my mouth. Angel looks up at me and narrows his eyes, they turn even darker - if that's possible - and I can see him trying to control himself. We've had fights before but I've never seen him look so angry.
"Don't you ever say that about her ever again. Actually don't say ANYTHING about her again, you don't even know her, so don't even begin to think that you do."
His voice is low and he's almost growling and for some unkown reason, it doesn't scare me, not one bit. And the regret that I had before at saying those words has suddenly disappeared.
"Oh I know enough about her to have an opinion about the stupendous Buffy!"
There's so much venom in my voice, distorting it, even I don't recognise it. Angel moves quickly and before I know it, he's pushed me up against a wall and he's vamped out. I smile cruelly and laugh.
"Go on, bite me...hard. The harder the better, you know you want to."
He pushes me away and his angelic face slides back into place.
"What has happened to you Jess?"
"She happened, Buffy fucking Summers, that's my problem."
"Get out."
"Sure thing, you and miss sweetcheeks out there will want some 'alone' time. Will you make her scream like you used to make me?"
"Get out.now."
"You haven't seen the last of me, better take care of your precious little Buffy, she'll get what's coming to her."
Angel growls and he vamps out again, something along the lines of childlike glee fills me up inside at how I can make him so angry. I laugh again and make my way towards the door, but just before I leave, I turn around and smile sickly sweet.
"When she's moaning underneath you tonight, think of me."
I laugh again before I close the door as I hear him growl.
Yeah, she'll definitley get what's coming to her....she deserves it....stupid bitch thinking she can come into our lives and take him away....no no...think again little girl....think again....
*Cue dun dun dun dun.....*gasp* lol
End of Part 9 - Wow three more parts, I'm writing this pretty damn fast, faster than I thought I would. Hope you're all still liking it, and yay no more Jess and Angel lol :)
Rated R
Angel closes the door behind him and he gestures for us to sit down on the bed. My heart beats faster and faster...oh god...he's breaking up with me...I feel like I'm going to be sick...like actually throw up.....just because she's back.....her...her...her...her...her
"Jess, you know I care about you..."
I look up at him, tears already in my eyes and I raise my hand to stop him from going on. I know what he's going to say, so many men have said it to me before. 'You know I care about you Jess but it's just not working, it's not you, it's me...' but I guess in this case it's because some stupid little bitch from his past is back and he is soooo in love with her...
"Jess-"
"No, save it Angel. I know what you're gonna say...I knew from the beginning...as soon as you told me about her I knew that if she ever came back that you would choose her, because she's everything! She's the goddamn sun and moon isn't she?!"
I feel myself start to shake as the anger inside me boils and bubbles. Angel places his cool hand on my arm and I shove his hand away. I don't want to be reminded of what I'm going to be missing out on!! His cool cool touch wandering all over my body, his lips kissing me, carressing me....
"I knew all along you didn't love me and I hate that I was such a sucker and still stuck around!! I mean what kind of relationship did we have??!! I never had all of you!! There was always some part of you that was reserved for her!! Some part that you just wouldn't let me touch or even get close enough to fucken spit on!!"
I'm so blind with anger, that I can hardly see straight...my heart is pounding in my ears and it feels like my chest is going to cave in....and it's all because of her....her and her stupid silky shiny hair, her stupid doe eyed face.....stupid...stupid....stupid....
"Don't blame yourself, Jess, it's my fault, I shouldn't have led you on."
"Oh no, it wasn't your fault either my sweet innocent Angel it was HER! That fucken little perfect angel of yours out there! If only she had gone and crawled under a rock and died! Then we'd all be better off!!!"
As soon as the words are out, I regret them, I bite my tongue and I feel the metallic taste of my blood fill my mouth. Angel looks up at me and narrows his eyes, they turn even darker - if that's possible - and I can see him trying to control himself. We've had fights before but I've never seen him look so angry.
"Don't you ever say that about her ever again. Actually don't say ANYTHING about her again, you don't even know her, so don't even begin to think that you do."
His voice is low and he's almost growling and for some unkown reason, it doesn't scare me, not one bit. And the regret that I had before at saying those words has suddenly disappeared.
"Oh I know enough about her to have an opinion about the stupendous Buffy!"
There's so much venom in my voice, distorting it, even I don't recognise it. Angel moves quickly and before I know it, he's pushed me up against a wall and he's vamped out. I smile cruelly and laugh.
"Go on, bite me...hard. The harder the better, you know you want to."
He pushes me away and his angelic face slides back into place.
"What has happened to you Jess?"
"She happened, Buffy fucking Summers, that's my problem."
"Get out."
"Sure thing, you and miss sweetcheeks out there will want some 'alone' time. Will you make her scream like you used to make me?"
"Get out.now."
"You haven't seen the last of me, better take care of your precious little Buffy, she'll get what's coming to her."
Angel growls and he vamps out again, something along the lines of childlike glee fills me up inside at how I can make him so angry. I laugh again and make my way towards the door, but just before I leave, I turn around and smile sickly sweet.
"When she's moaning underneath you tonight, think of me."
I laugh again before I close the door as I hear him growl.
Yeah, she'll definitley get what's coming to her....she deserves it....stupid bitch thinking she can come into our lives and take him away....no no...think again little girl....think again....
*Cue dun dun dun dun.....*gasp* lol
End of Part 9 - Wow three more parts, I'm writing this pretty damn fast, faster than I thought I would. Hope you're all still liking it, and yay no more Jess and Angel lol :)
