Callo's notes: I'm back, with a stupid fic of course. That just happens to be my trademark; bad/crappy fics. So don't enjoy, be disguised.
Thank you.
-Callo(Me!, not Merlose. BTW, image this: I just found out that Callo's name wasn't MELROSE, it was MERLOSE. How embarrassing… @_@())
Pure heart
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~ I'm flying without wings ~
~ I'm like a newborn child ~
~ Oblivious ~
~ Without you ~
~ I'm like a candle in the wind ~
~ One strong gust and my flame is dead ~
~ Without you ~
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~ I'm lost ~
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The walls are caving in on me. My life is… useless… Now that you've left this world, leaving me behind, what meaning does my life have? You were my energy that kept me alive, that very energy that helped me survive.
~ We met ~
Oh, how beautiful you are. Even in death, there's no other soul more beautiful that you are. But your eyes, once so warm and full of life, now glazed and cold as the winter blizzard. Your hair, your jet-black hair, let me run my finger through you hair. Your pure heart is the thing why I fell in love with you and you white, innocent spirit was why I returned to you.
~ We laughed ~
It was fate's work that we met. It was also fate's work, that gave you wings and letting you fly alongside with the birds.
Every day I walk up a hill to watch the birds. Sometimes they bring me joy, sometimes pain.
I can hear the wind talking. In every breeze I can hear you singing our song.
~ We held on fast ~
Can you hear my lament? Can you feel how much I miss you? This world is a cruel place, come death, release me from my pain. Every evening when I go to sleep, I wish that in the morning I don't have to wake up. For I loved you so much, that I'm ready to die to live for love.
~ And the we said goodbye ~
But yet, my life goes on. It's so painful for me to think you as dead. I can't hear your voice anymore, I can't see your face never again. But I'll keep you memory alive as long as there is life in me.
Zidane places a bouquet of white lilies to Garnet's grave. His vision gets blurry as tears gather into his ocean-blue eyes.
"Garnet… I'll never forget you…" his talking turned to uncontrollable sobs, so much he missed his beloved Garnet.
Unable to hold back anymore he began to cry.
Zidane slumped on the cool grass. His heart was full of pain and anger. He was so angry, to himself, that he didn't hear small footsteps behind him.
Vivi placed his gloved hand on Zidane's shoulder.
"Are you alright?"
Zidane immediately recognized Vivi's voice, He quickly wiped away his tears and turned to Vivi. He didn't want Vivi to see him crying.
"I-I'm f-fine…" Zidane said hiding his eyes.
Vivi was no fool. He saw Zidane crying, he knew how Zidane felt. For Vivi had lost many of his kind.
"Zidane." The little mage said looking at his friend "It's okay. You don't have to hide your feelings. I cry too."
Zidane managed to let out a little smile, which faded as fast as it came.
"Guess you're right…" He said, finally revealing his eyes "…crying won't help… It won't bring her back…"
Again, Zidane felt tears rising into his eyes.
Vivi watched as his dear friend burst into tears, it hurt Vivi to see Zidane suffering. He crouched next to him and hugged. Zidane also wrapped his arms around the black mage and heard him say; "She doesn't want to see you like this, Zidane."
Zidane smiled, he was happy that someone shared his pain with him.
He was happy for having a friend like Vivi.
~ And maybe, someday, I'll be able to see you again… ~
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*Fin*
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My god that was horrible…
Okay, I wrote this crap when I was sick(and I still am…).
But, being sick is no excuse, I can't write…
-Callo(Me!)
p.s. I bet there are hundreds of grammar errors in this fic. Try to bear with it, kay?
